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BPOV:

"But just imagine," I said between my giggles, "A humongous Emmett running around yelling. Wouldn't you think that he was crazy and dangerous? I was cracking up laughing."

I took a peek at Edward, who was looking at Emmett. Why did I keep looking at him? I remembered about the promise that I had made to myself. No dating until after high school and/or until I got over that donkey of a James. But I couldn't stop myself. My eyes were like a magnet to Edward. His crooked smile was just so warm and heartfelt, while his eyes were this lush, emerald color that always had a cunning gleam to them, that could make a person feel… I don't know… dazzled.

I ripped my eyes away from Edward to Emmett. Emmett looked so funny, with his arms crossed and his lips put into a pout. I smiled to myself.

"It's okay Emmy Bear, it already happened and I'm just telling the story," I said softly, trying so hard so that my voice wouldn't crack. "Remember, I was having a bad day that day, and that cheered me up a lot."

FLASHBACK:

Bring! Bring! Bring! Bring!

Not now! I yelled in my head but I still picked up.

In the best I didn't cry way, I answered. "Hello?"

"Hey, Bells. What's up?"

Ugh! Why did he always have to disturb me when I was suffering?

"Nothing," I said, wiping my tear soaked face.

"Bella, are you crying?" Emmett asked.

"No," I said, but my voice cracked. Damn it.

"Bells, what happened?" asked Emmett. He tried to sound like he didn't have a clue on what happened, but since Emmett kept warning me about James for so long, I already knew that Emmett was going to figure out what happened in a matter of seconds.

"Nothing!" I lied, trying to stall him for as long as possible.

"James broke up with you didn't he?" Emmett's voice burned with knowing.

"No."

"You dumped him?" asked Emmett, flabbergasted.

"No."

"You cheated on him?"

"No."

I heard Emmett gasp. His breathing started to get loud. He would only breathe this loud when he was mad.

"Did he cheat on you?" Emmett said, trying to control his voice.

I didn't answer. I just couldn't. I wouldn't let myself believe it, but deep down, I knew that he did.

My not answering made Emmett take this as a sign that he had.

"That rat bastard!" Emmett roared. I could hear him running out and getting into his jeep.

"Emmett, please don't do anything. I'm begging you, don't hurt him," I pleaded.

"Why are you defending him, Bella? He just hurt you! James just cheated on you with another girl!" Emmett yelled. I shook my head even though he couldn't see me. "I'm going to kill him, so slowly that he would wish that he was never born."

"Emmett," I choked out through my sobs. "If you hurt him, then you won't see me again."

That got Emmett quiet, but I could tell that he was even madder.

"Emmett, I'll meet you in front of the mall," I said quietly.

He didn't give me a chance to even say bye. I just heard the beep indicating that he had hung up. I sighed. How was I going to show him that I was okay?

I snapped back into reality and I pasted on a smile, trying not to show my pain. I stood up and walked over to Emmett giving him a reassuring hug that I was fine.

"Thank you," I whispered.

I got my lunch tray and walked to the caf's door. I walked regularly like I wasn't in a rush, but when I heard the door close; I bolted and ran to the place that I felt was the most comforting to me. It was the music room. I opened the door, quietly closing it behind me and walked over to the grand piano, sitting down on its bench. I propped my elbows on the piano's cover and buried my face into my hands.

How could a broken heart cause so much pain? I felt like I had been stabbed in the heart a hundred times, and there were no bandages to stop the blood. I only had a crutch named Emmett. He was helpful, but a crutch did not stop a bleeding heart. Only a bandage could do that.

There is probably only a twenty-five percent chance that people could last together and actually be happy I thought to myself. I felt my eyes started to ware out from trying not to cry. So I finally just gave in and let it slowly out.

"Bella?" I heard a familiar voice call quietly from the doorway.

I looked up, and saw Emmett standing there, slowly closing the door behind him.

"I only needed a moment," I said wiping my face. "I would've come back, you know. I didn't mean to ruin your lunch."

"My lunch was already ruined when you told the whole table that story," he said, grinning slightly. Emmett was slowly making his way towards me by taking small steps.

I laughed, but it came out more like a cough.

"I'm sorry," I said. Emmett had finally reached me and sat down next to me on the bench.

"Don't worry. I've got to admit though, it's pretty funny now that I think of it," he said putting his arm around me. I felt him give me a little squeeze.

"Bella, are you still thinking about it?" asked Emmett, after there was a long moment of silence.

I opened my mouth to answer, but nothing came out. Instead I had bursted into tears again.

"Bella, don't cry," Emmett whispered pulling me into a hug.

"It hurts so much," I sobbed into his chest.

"I know it does, but you just have to let go."

"I'm trying!" I said, pulling back and looking at him.

Emmett just nodded. "I know."

"How would you know?" I bursted. I broke out of his arms and stood up. I couldn't take it much longer. How could he understand me? "How would you know if you've never experienced before. You've never felt a broken heart before because you have Rosalie!"

Tears were blocking my view of Emmett so that I couldn't see what his expression held. I quickly wiped them away so that I could have a clear view.

"Bella! Do you have any idea how much this is hurting me?" Emmett yelled standing up as well. "Ever since we were born, every day I have taken care of you and watched out for you, not letting anybody hurt you. We've always watched for each other's backs. We had happy lives. But ever since that ass of a James comes waltzing into your life, I had to deal with it because he made you happy. I couldn't do anything. But then he cheats on you and you're more broken up than ever. Do you know how it feels, making me watch you like this, and while our whole lives I've always watched out for you? Do you know how helpless I feel, not being able to do anything?"

I stared at him, speechless. Was I that much of a downer? Did I bring depression everywhere I went? I heard the bell ring, signaling that lunch was ending, but I just stared at Emmett. How could I hurt him that much? It was even worse because he was my best friend. I shook my head and ran into my big teddy bear, hugging him with all of my might.

"I'm so sorry Emmy bear! I'm so sorry," I bawled into his chest.

I felt his big arms wrap around me. "It's okay. And I'm sorry too, for yelling at you like that."

I shook my head. That was a stupid reason to apologize. I had yelled at him first, making him have every right to yell back.

I pulled away and looked up at Emmett. He put his hand on my shoulder and bent down so that he and I were eye-to-eye. "Me and Jasper have football practice today, and Rosalie has cheerleading. You can do your regular stuff after school," Emmett said. Yeah, my regular stuff is to watch you practice I snorted in my head. "Don't think about it and enjoy your day, okay?"

I nodded. "Sure."

"Well we better get going or we're going to be late for class," Emmett said standing back up into his usual length and grinning.

I gave him one last hug. "Thanks Emmy Bear."

He gave his joyous laugh. "That's what not-blood-related brothers do."

I grinned. This was the first real smile that I had for a long time. "Well I better get going before Hemmings freaks out on me."

I ran past Emmett and gave him a small wave right when I was about to open the door.

I ran cautiously in the hallway, being careful not to trip on a rock. Just when Mr. Hemmings was about to close the biology class I walked swiftly through and took my seat.

Dang it! Edward was in my class. I bet that my face was a red and blotchy mess right now. I didn't even know how I wasn't going to have to fight the urge of staring at him. I glanced quickly at my regular seat. Ugh! Did Edward have to always be right there? I sat down in the seat and pushed my hair over to the right side so that he couldn't see my red face.

I took out my notebook and immediately started to copy the notes that Mr. Hemmings was now writing on the board. I could feel Edward's stare bore into my neck. Don't look over. Don't look over. I kept repeating to myself in my head. You made a promise and you have to keep it. I reminded myself. After a while of writing, I heard Edward sigh. I quickly glanced over at him through all of my hair. Once I looked at Edward, I just couldn't pull my eyes away from him. He turned to look at me while I quickly looked away, blushing furiously.

Crap. The last guy that made me do this broke my heart. But Edward had such a nice and caring vibe that you didn't get from the last guy, I told myself. So? I asked, questioning my mind's opinion. So, that means he's different, he probably won't hurt you like that jackass did. I shook my head trying to get the thoughts out of my mind and finished writing the last of the notes.

Finally the bell rang, and I quickly got my stuff and hurried out the door. I walked straight from class to class not even stopping at my locker. When my last class was dismissed, I went straight to my locker and shoved all of my books in, not including the ones that I needed for homework. I paused and took a deep breath. I slowly zipped up my bag and headed out to the football field. I went up to my usual spot on the highest bench and got out my homework.

What a weird day, I thought to myself.

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