A/N: So I decided to do more. I'll keep updating when I feel the inspiration to do the characters. :3 Next is Ichigo, then after him is Rukia.
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or any of the characters.
New Summary: Series of Oneshots. The characters discuss their feelings. 1: Uryuu, 2: Orihime, 3: Ichigo, 4: Rukia.
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Just for a Moment
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Kurosaki-kun...
I don't know how long I've liked him. I guess it's been a long time now. At first it was just a crush, I know, I just knew him at school and through Tatsuki-chan. But after I got my powers, I was able to be in his circle of friends... and I just grew to love him even more! Everything about him I love. His will to protect and his ability to do so I especially admire. He's so handsome too, and he has this really nice smell. He makes funny faces a lot, and they always make me laugh when I think about them! I guess I don't know him like Tatsuki-chan does, or even... like Kuchiki-san does, but I can't help but liking him.
I fantasize all day about us together, you know? I'd cook him something, and he'd say, "Inoue! Your cooking is always exquisite, how can I own up to it?!" and I'd tell him, "Oh, Kurosaki-kun, I'll teach you, don't worry!" and we'd have a day where I taught him the essentials of cooking! he'd look super cute in an apron and a chef's hat. Or, another one I think about a lot is when we'd build forts out of our couch cushions and have play wars with nerf guns! And if he got close enough to infiltrate my fort, he'd come up behind me and tickle me until I say uncle! Ooooh, that'd be so fun! ...
Speaking of.. Kuchiki-san, I really should be thanking her. When it comes down to it, it was her that changed his life, all of our lives. She's really pretty, and kind too. And she's always there for him. After she came back, Kurosaki-kun acted like his old self again... and... I know he's actually really happy when he acts tough and argues with her. They... must be really close for her to be able to do that for him. I wish I could, I wish I could be there for him, I wish that... just for a moment, he'd look at me with the same eyes as he does with Kuchiki-san.
Ooh! I feel so bad for feeling this way. I like her, I really do! She's my friend... and she even comforted be when I was down and crying... how can I be jealous of her when she's done so much? She helped me train and she was there for me, she stuck up for me. I'm... I'm so torn. I want Kuchiki-san to be happy, and I want Kurosaki-kun to be happy... but I want to be happy too. When you really love someone, you're supposed to ultimately care about their well being and happiness over all else, right? So then, why do I feel like this? Why...
Look at me... I'm crying again. Brother, I wish you were here again... it's hard being alone in this apartment. I feel so lonely...
I'm also sorry for dumping all my problems on you, brother, but... I don't... have anyone else to turn to! Tatsuki's at a tournament right now, so I really feel more alone than I have in a long time... I know you're with me in my heart, I just feel really down right now...
But maybe... maybe I'm overreacting. It's okay to have hope, isn't it? Maybe I'm just seeing things... maybe he doesn't like Kuchiki-san like I think he does. Hope is all I've got right now.
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A/N: Augh, this is even shorter. But I think it conveys her feelings pretty well. It was tough getting into her character, honestly. I'm not used to talking so bubbly in my head. Tell me how I did?
