AN Please do not read if you have not seen the finale of season 3!

Disclaimer None are mine. They all belong to CBS I just like to play with them.

Okay well this story seems to have confused a few of you so I will explain a couple little things.

- First of all it was Morgan who got hurt; the pervious chapters were his thoughts at hearing what had happened while in a coma. He heard bits and pieces when people were talking in his room, to him and each other. He was confused and thought it was different people as his mind struggled to understand that it was he who had been wounded.

-Second for those of you who want a chapter for Will in this story, he "died" in the JJ chapter.

What if it was me?

The pounding in my head just won't stop. I wish that someone would just make it stop. But I guess I should be thankful for it as it seems to make the other pain go away. There seems to be pain with every breath. I must have hurt my ribs somehow.

Emily is with me in what I think must be the morning. She says good morning so it must be. She reads to me as if she is struggling to have something to say. Always Vonnegut today it was stories from the "Welcome to the Monkey House" collection. I remember hearing her voice. Before she left she told me that I should wake up. That they are all waiting for me to wake up.

Rossi comes next I think. He tells me stories and I wonder if he thinks that I am dying. Somehow I feel like I know him better when I can't talk back. He always tells me he has seen worse. I am not sure what he is talking about but he seems to be talking about soldiers and war wounds and I don't really understand why he keeps telling me it could have been worse.

Reid, sometimes he just sits. When he does talk he just asks me a million questions that I don't understand and I wish I could tell the kid that everything will be fine. It is the first time I have heard him so unsure and that kind of worries me. I heard him tell Hotch that he needed to go to a meeting and I wonder what meeting he would have that Hotch wouldn't.

JJ stopped by with Will. He was going back home to pack his things and move to Virginia. He told me to be strong and I wonder what made him think I wasn't. JJ stayed with me and talked about how everyone was doing, she cried a little bit when she told me that I was going to be an uncle and that I needed to pull through. I think that I am hurt badly and I just wanted to hug her.

Garcia comes in and calls me gorgeous. She tells me everything will be fine. I can't see her but I can feel her bright colors surrounding me. I like it when she comes. She talks to me like I am still here. The others seem to think that I am somewhere else but not my baby girl she knows I am here.

Hotch comes in and Garcia leaves. He sits for a while before he starts talking. He tells me he is sorry for yelling. But that he really needs me to wake up; that the whole team needs me to wake up and I wish I could. It makes my head hurt. I want so badly to tell him that I am sorry for screwing up. That I want to wake up too. Wake up. Emily comes to take him back 

and they tell me goodnight. I want to call out to them to stay a while longer but I can't seem to make myself.

It was odd I just listened to them. Aware of it all. I just listened.

AN Please REVIEW. I am glad that so many of you are reading this but would love it if you would review, good, bad, or boring I just want your opinions. I guess that I will continue this as it will not leave me alone! Should he wake up in the next chapter?