Edwards pov-
She kissed me and then she smacked me. I acctually flew into the wall.When i got up she was collapsed and crying. I wanted to run up to her and comfort her but the looks on my families faces stopped me. All i saw was anger. She was in a worse condidtion then when i left her the fist time. Its likes shes unresponsive.
Did i do this to her? Is this all my fault?
Did me leaving cause her to corrupt like this?
Did me coming back do this to her also?
May be i should leave. At that thought her head snapped up. Her tear filled eyes became overcome with anger
"EDWARD YOU KNOW WHAT? yOU LEFT ME ONCE AND I STILL LOVED YOU. yOU LEFT ME AGAIN AND I STILL LOVE YOU. YOU CALLED ME A MERE HUMAN AND TOLD ME YOU FELL INLOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND I STILL LOVED YOU. YOU LEAVE AGAIN AND I SWEAR I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND RIP YOU TO SHREADS." The whole family looked at her in surprise i read their minds...
emmett- when i get my hands on him he will be sorry he came back.
jasper- i can put make him fells all of bella's pain for the last 62 years let him see how he feels then
rosalie- oh man if he leaves again it will be hard to bring her back to lively state.
alice- i know your reading me. I wont forgive you if you leave her again. She maybe forgiving but the rest of us arn't.
Esme- oh edward honey im glad you're back home
carlisle- Some mistakes arn't worth forgiving. I want to talk to you in my study after this.
Bella stood up and walked over to me "ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME? NOW THEY MAY THINK THAT IM FORGIVING BUT I NEED TO KNOW WHAT YOU WERE DOING IN THE LAST 62 YEARS." she brought her voice down "Who was so much better that a mere human that you had to leave me. Do you want to know what happened to me edward for 62 years?" Everyone of her words were coated with venom.
She was so angry and i didnt have to have Jaspers power to know that. "Bella I didnt love anyone else. I had to leave becasue I thought by being here i was hurting you." I was lying through my teeth but she didnt have to know that. If she found out the truth it would have hurt her more.
"Edward Anthony Masen Cullen DONT YOU DARE lie to me. I have been through enough i deserve the truth."
"Bella the truth will hurt you more"
"Edward... the truth"
"NO"
"EDWARD I JUST WANT THE FUCKIN TRUTH. AND NOTHING LESS THAN THAT"
"YOU WANT THE TRUTH ISABELLA? WELL I THOUGHT I HAD FALLEN IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE" The look on her face was worse than i ever could have imagined. My whole family gasped.
"EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE?" Esme walked up to me and slapped me across the face.
Bellapov-
He said he had fallen in love with someone else... I was right i am a mere human how can anyone love me. I fell to the floor and crawled up to where Emmett, Alice, Jasper and Rose were standing. A blur of a flashback cam to me.
flashback
Febuary 15th 2060
" Bella?" asked Rose
"Yea" i whispered
"Bell you cant keep beating yourself up for this. It's his fault he left you and He should be punished. You shouldnt be punishing yourself. He lost a great thing but he is just too pigheaded to notice it. It hurts us seeing you like this. He may have left you but we never will"
"Rose you don't understand when he left he took a part of me. Correct me if im wrong. You would probably be in a worse condition if Emmet had left you"
She thought about it for a second "I swear Bella if he comes back i will beat his ass to no end" she smiled but it quickly faded " Bella what did he say to you in the forest?"
I took a deep breath. "You really want to know rose?"
"Yea if you dont mind"
"Okay well on Valentines day he had proposed to me again but I said we should wait after i was changed becasue i thought while being a human i could offer him anything. He got mad and took off. The next day i got a letter asking for me to meet him at the meadow." i took a deep breath. I may not have needed it but i was sure to breakdown "When i got there he told me that i was only a mere human and that he had fallen in love with someone else." i broke into tearless sobs.
" I PROMISE bella if he ever comes back i will not only beat his ass but make him apologize more times than emmett has to if he gets me mad. He will kn" I smiled
the seccond time in 60 years"
flashback ended
I stood up. He should be punished let him know my 62 years of pain. "Edward i didnt think that you could actually fall in love again but i was wrong"
he looked at me with pity in his eyes. I didnt need his pity." Bella i thought i was in love with her but i wasnt. I am sorry Bella i am so so so so sorry"
"Was she a vampire? You could have changed me Edward i asked for it"
"Bella i didnt want to damn you to eternity, to be a monster forever."
" So instead you went to go test your love with someone else? Is that it edward? you'd rather go love someone else than change me?"
He didnt answer there was just pain in his eyes. " Answer me. Come on" i advance forward " Did you know while you were gone i onle smiled twice in 62 years? Or that on this day every year for exactly 24 hours i sit there rocking back and forth telling myself that i was just a mere human thats why you left me? And that even though alice had changed me NONE of them could bring me out of my depression!" I looked back at my family and they had pain in their eyes " Or that when i went back to school Mike Newton," Emmett and Jasper growled at the name "Tried to rape me" Jasper and Emmett saved me. I am thankful yes but i expected my knight and shining armor to come out of the shadows and snap his little neck. But no YOU WERE OFF LOVING SOMEONE ELSE" i screeched. i threw my self at him and kicked and punched and hit and hit and hit. Emmett came and pulled me off him. "Did you really love her edward? Were you happy" he flinched.
"Bella if i had known what you were going through i would have stayed. I didnt really love her. I thought i did but i later found out that i was wrong."
"Edward just leave. When i am ready to talk to you again i PROMISE i will come looking for you"
"Bella I..."
"Get out"
"But Bella..."
"Edward leave. I think you ahve caused enough hurt already. I'm sorry to say that in 62 years she has never known happiness. Dont make this harder for her" we all looked at Carlisle. I could see the pain in his eyes. He had to kick his own son out. And it was becasue of me.
"Wait Edward..." he turned to look at me "Before you my life was like a moonless sky. When you came into my life it was like a meteor that shot across my sky. All of a sudden everything had brilliance and beauty. When you left i didnt know happiness anymore. It took time for me to heal and i am still not fully healed. Edward i will forgive you it will just take time. Becasue your bedroom is at the moment now a mess the guest room is yours the one next to mine. Third door on the left" Everyone looked at me in surprise. Edward managed a small smile and walked throught the door." oh and Edward..." i picked up the lullaby, Debussy and another cd and threw it to him "First two for memmories the third one for you to understand my pain" He left. The whole family looked at me suspicously
"Although it may take time everyone deserves another chance."
