"Will you forgive yourself?"
Bellapov-
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you have been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Alice had left and I was sitting in Edwards room cleaning up the mess. Sometimes telekinetisis really does help and this was one of those times where i loved it. I heard footsteps coming toward the room.
"Come in Edward" I said. Edward popped his head through the door.
"How did ya know?" He had my Cd's in his hand and he was standing in the doorway looking like a god more than he had the right to.
"It's one of my powers, I hear what 2 vampires combined would hear, and I can sense a Vampire within a 100 miles of here and tell who it is becasue of their vibration patterns." I motioned toward the sofa and he came in and sat down. In his mind he said if I was here when you were being changed I would have known that. "Yes you know if you were here then you would have known that but you weren't so lets put that behind us.
He looked so pained and surprised that i almost felt bad.
Almost...
"So that's another one of you're powers?" I nodded "Are there anymore?" he asked.
"Yes and the longer you stick around the more you find out."
"Isabella... Bella I will be here forever."
"Edward I am so sorry for saying this but how do I know that? You said that the time before you left. You said that after James. You said that but you left. Then again after Italy you said you'd stay forever and then look what happened? You left and now here you are again."
"Do you want me to leave? You just tell me and i will be gone... for good." I snapped my head up to look at him and my eyes flared. I used my mind and threw a lamp at him.
"Edward you do not know what happenes to me when you arn't there. Sometimes I really think you're full of it. I LOVE YOU EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN AND NOTHING IN THE WORLD CAN POSSIBLY CHANGE THAT! Do you understand?" His eyes lit up
"You really still love me? After all i have done to you, all the pain and you still love me?" i nodded "Can you belive me that after all this i still love you and never stopped?" I looked long and hard at Edward. There was an immeasurable amount of silence and then I spoke.
"Well Edward I am not sure you do love me." he looked down "But you do have all eternity to prove it." his head snapped up at hearing that.
"Bella you do know what you're putting yourself into right? Your promising yourself Eternity with me."
"Edward exactly 62 years ago on February 28th i had promised myself Eternity with you if you came back." I got up and sat with him on the sofa. I looked at him and he looked back at me.
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
And then we kissed. Not becasue He had any right to or becasue i wanted to. But becasue i had to, 62 years of being away from your soul mate does that to you. And we kept kissing and kissing and even when Emmett came in with Rose to ask me something and they both shook their heads and said "Oh Bella you gave in to fast" we didn't stop. When we were done we left Edwards room.
"So does that mean you forgive me?" He had his arm around my waist in an escapable snare and this time I didn't mind.
"Time will tell Edward, time will tell." When satisfied with that answer we walked to the living room. Jasper was sitting with Alice on his lap and they were watching t.v. They looked at me and Edward.
"Does that mean we can take a crack at him? asked Alice.
I smiled and Edward looked confused "Yup".
Edwardspov-
"Does that mean we can take a crack at him? asked Alice.
Bella smiled the most evil smile "Yup" she said. I let go of her and she went to the couch. Alice was the first to get up.
"Aww Edward I am so glad you're home" she made her way to me "Now I can do this" she punched me in the stomach and I winced. Even coming from Alice that hurt. "Now that was for leaving Bella in the first place" and then she gave me a hug. "Now dont you leave again or I will personally rip you to shreads."
"Hey Eddkins" Jasper got up and punched me in the face so hard that it hurt. I actually stumbled back. "Thats not all you deserve but Bella here will probably hurt me if I do anything to her Eddkins" I growled I hated that name. "Oh and you leave again I will put you in the worst mental pain you have ever heard of and it will make you suicidal. Got it?" I nodded. Then I was tackled from the back and thrown into a wall.
Emmett
"And that little bro was for putting Bella in pain. You do it again and I swear I will use up every ounce of strenth in me to kill you" and when i finally recovered from that Rosalie comes at me. She smacked and smacked and smacked and damn do those smacks hurt.
"You leave her again and I swear Edward I will dress you up in a dress and then kill you. That way your pride dies along with your body." The thing that surprised me the most was Bella. She didn't even come near me but I was still thrown into a wall "Telekinetisis Eddie and dont you forget it." everyone began to laugh. Then Carlisle came into the room.
"Edward becasue I belive you have been put in enough pain I will just take away your volvo and Vanquish and mercedes for 62 days" Everyone gasped and became quiet. And then he laughed "Welcome home Edward. 62 days reamin standing. You leave again and I will do worse than take away your cars... I will burn them and toss them into the river." I gasped I LOVE my cars.
"Okay guys but i am so staying for good." I sat on the couch with Bella on my lap and we finished watching whatever Jasper and Alice were watching. Bella was happy that everyone had forgiven me and I was happy that Bella was happy. It was like nothing could go wrong. The door bell rang and Bella tensed up. I slid her off me and I got up to ge the door.
I gasped "Lucy?" Bella came up behind me and screamed.
"Lucy Ann Metropolis?" My Bella asked
"Oh...My...God Isabella Marie Swan? Bella?" Bella threw the door open and hugged Lucy and Lucy hugged Bella back. Every one stood up and looked Back and forth toward me and Lucy/Bella. Everyone had their own questions but I had one distinct one...
How did Bella know the girl who I left her for?
Authors note-
Hey guys I dont know if I will be able to uptade for the weekend but bear with me people. The next chapter will be called When Hell comes knocing I'm not home. Now use your imaginations. Just in case for further use Bella's powers are:
a)telekinetisis
b)being able to sense another Vampire within a 100 mile radius
c)she has mind control (muahahahahahahahahah)
d)she can blush, sleep, and cry
e)she can freeze time and she can freeze people
f)mind reading
g)visions
h)being able to change others and herslef apperance
i) jaspers power thing with the emotions
she optains others powers. No matter what happens between Edward and Bella they will always get back together.
-Edward and Bella foreverr 33
