Chapter one- 10 years ago.

"EDWARD, WHY WON'T YOU CHANGE ME? I want to be with you for eternity… I love you so much why don't you understand?" His eyes were pitch black. This was the longest we had argued. I knew I should have stopped but I couldn't, he had to know the pain he was causing me by not turning me.

"Isabella" his voice dripped with venom. I had never seen Edward like this "I will not change you… I will never change you."

"WHY?" I screamed? "Is it because you don't love me?" the words were out in the open before I could stop them.

He pinned me to the wall "Isabella Marie Swan NEVER doubt my love for you." He kept pushing harder and it was cutting off my circulation.

"Ee-dw-ar-d ca-an-t b-r-eath-e" I stuttered. He realized what he was doing and before I could stop him he was out my window. He left.

I stood by my window and whispered into the night knowing he would here me "Go do the only thing you are good at Edward… Running Away." Then I fell on to my bed .Tears blurred my vision as I tried to sleep only to realize… this was the first time after Volturra I had slept with out my angel.

Next day-

When I got up in the morning I noticed Edward still wasn't here. I decided to go find him. I quickly changed me clothes and made my way to the Cullen house. There was a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach as I entered the house. Had Edward left me again? I pulled in a deep breath and opened the door. Then I collapsed. He left… on a stupid argument he just left. I ran toward his room.

"Edward why?" I muttered to myself as I got to his room. There were big holes in the walls in the rooms. I fell to the floor and began to sob. My body began to shake and I started to scream.

"WHY EDWARD WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE ME?" between the tears I saw a white envelope with my name on it. I mildly sobered myself up and reached over to get the letter.

Dear Isabella,

I am truly sorry but I cannot change you. I can't bring myself to change you because I am afraid that once you are a Vampire you will be insanely beautiful and you will leave me. Bella I am a selfish creature and I cannot have you leave me. I also can't cake away your humanity. Bella I will die before I change you because your life is more important than my half life. My family disagreed with my decision but they needed to come with me. Isabella I love you with all my heart but you have to know that the lion and the lamb just aren't meant to be. I will never bother you again and you will never see me again. Listen to the cd attached and just promise that you will not hurt yourself. I also promise when you pass on to the next life I will hear about it and follow you. Maybe leaving you and not damning you to this life give me some credits to get into the gates of heaven.

Love forever,

Edward

The tears stopped and an emotion ran through me. One that was directed toward Edward and had so many times had been used toward Mike and Lauren. Then I realized as I got up and walked out of the house. The hole was no longer there… it was hate that coursed though my body. I hated him and his family. I ran walked out of the house and into the woods. If he can break his promise I can break mine… and just as I came to a familiar place I heard a voice that sent chills up my spine…

"Well, well, well, what do we have here? Isabella Swan? Or is it Cullen?"

And I turned around to see…

And Ha you thought I was going to end it there??? Wrong you are…

Victoria. But instead of fear running through my blood I felt…satisfaction?

"Isabella well where is your little lover boy?" she advanced toward me. I stayed where I was a new wave of bravery coursing through me.

"He left." She laughed

"Well is that so?" she was just inches away from my face.

"Yes it is true. So I suppose you are here to kill me?" she grinned and looked behind her. 3 other people came out of the woods.

"Well me and my coven."

"Victoria I have a proposition for you." She raised her eyebrows.

"You, little human girl, will make a proposition with me?" I laughed and nodded.

"Victoria change me and I shall join your coven." She took a step back and looked appalled.

"You are a weird human. Shouldn't you be begging for your life your something?" said a Vampire who came behind her. He looked a lot like her mate.

"Hush" Victoria thought about it for a minuet. "One condition… you don't hold a grudge against me and decide to kill me after you are changed." Well that took me as a surprise.

"Agreed, but I want to drink Animal blood." She laughed.

"The family that left you, and you still want to live by their ways?" I nodded

"See Victoria I just don't want to kill humans." She nodded and then leaned closer to my neck.

"You shall be changed." And with that she bit down, and let the venom spread, dooming me to the life that Edward had never wanted for me…

And this time I was happy.