Chapter –
When I woke up I found myself in the living room with some sitting, some pacing and some staring at me. When I sat up all of the past events flooded back to me. Collin, Edward, the date everything.
"Iz?" asked Vicky. She came and sat next to me. I looked up and saw everyone was there except Emmett, Jasper, Brian and Eric. Edward sat down next to me and held me.
"Bella its okay we are all here and you are safe, I won't let anything or anyone hurt you anymore." His words rang in my ears; anything or anyone hurt you anymore I could fend for myself, I needed to handle this myself. I pulled away and stood up. Liz and Vicky knew so they let me go. I ignored Edward's protests and went up stairs. I faintly heard Victoria tell everyone
"She has to deal with this in her own way, give her a day and she will be okay. You can do that later." Do what? But I was too traumatized to ask. I made my way upstairs and put my radio on.
Ooh...
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
I sat and thought. Karma must be against me because I always seem to regret doing something which leads me to losing something.
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
There is no use looking back or wondering weather our lives would have been different if he had stayed.
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
I must have zoned out because I heard creaking of floor boards and I snapped my head up. I head shuffling down stairs and I decided that I should go down stairs. I got up but 2 pieces of white paper caught my eyes. I read the first one.
Dear Isabella,
We know who you are; we know what you can do. Leave your family and cut off all alliances with your family or they will die. They cannot know about this. Especially Edward Cullen,your lover. You are to live with us and never talk to the Volturi and you are to help us only. A car will be waiting for you outside of the exit for your old house. Come or they die.
From-
The Wolback Coven
I almost broke. I tearlessly cried. All in one day this has happened, I get raped, I forgive Edward and now I have to leave them. I remembered the second piece of paper and I picked it up.
Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
Bella,
Can you come downstairs and meet me in the living room? I will be waiting I have a surprise. I love you
Edward
How am I supposed to do this? Break his heart? I took a deep breath and packed my things. I walked down the steps and met them in the living room.
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
"Isabella," Edward got down on one knee. Pain shot through me and Jasper through me a questioning look. "I love you and I always have." How on earth was I supposed to leave now? "I want you to be with me forever; through everything Bella I want you." He took a ring out of his pocket.
"Bella will you marry me?" Edward asked…
"No." It broke my heart to say that, and I am pretty sure I heard several gasps but I had to do this… I had to do this so he wouldn't get hurt. So none of them would get hurt.
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
The pain was evident on his face. "Why?" he whispered?
"Because I don't want to." Jasper stared at me long and hard and Edward just kept argueing.
"Yes you do. I read Jaspers mind, your emotion is complete love for me." His voice quivered as he said that. He was going to make me say it. Dear god he was going to make me say it.
"Edward I don't want to marry a monster like you." He fell to the floor. He began to sob into his hands and everyone looked at me angrily. Esme crouched on the floor next to him but he wouldn't stop. I got my bags.
Weather he knew it or not I was always with him My heart was his. Carlisle looked at me and spoke. "You have out stayed your welcome." I nodded and left. Before I left I went near Alice. I figured no one would know if I told her so I tried to give her a hug. She just flinched away. I pressed the paper in her hand and she looked at me angrily.
Alice just read the paper but you have to promise not to tell anyone. I thought to her. She looked at me and then settled for reading it. I silently thanked her. I got into my car and drove. I floored it and just kept driving. I didn't realize there was wet stuff on my face. I touched it and I realized…
I was crying…
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