Voices in My Head
Chapter 12NOTE: (the usual) Sorry for taking forever!
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"And you're sure it was me?"
"For chrissakes! Dean, how many times am I gonna have to say yes to you for it to sink in??"
Dean ignored his sarcastic words and asked again "And I was bleeding from the ears?"
"Yes. Dean. The ears." Sam told his brother, trying to stay calm.
Dean nodded and took a deep breath "Ok. Ok…Sam? Don't tell mom and dad."
"What?! Dean, are you crazy-"
"Could be."
"-we have to tell them!"
"We don't have to do anything." Sam opened his mouth to yell at his brother some more but Dean cut him off "Look, Sammy. If you tell them they'll just freak out even more and like lock me in a closet or something. And I really don't need that. I can't do that when we have to be hunting the demon."
"But if he kills you-"
"Then I'll be dead! Just like the people we can't save…just like grandma." Dean barked out before he could stop himself.
Sam looked like Dean had just said he'd run over his dog. At the look in his little brother's eyes Dean immediately regretted his words. "I—I don't think I could do this without you, Dean." Sam managed out
"Sam, don't be such a girl. Of course you could. You'd just have an even bigger vendetta-"
"No. Dean, I really don't think I could." Sam cut his brother off "I mean, I could barely do it when you were missing, Dean. And then it was only because we hadn't been given a body to bury! If I knew for sure you were dead I just couldn't do it!"
Dean looked into his brothers eyes, almost apologetically, and quietly said, "Don't tell mom and dad." And he walked out.
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Dean climbed into the impala, looking one last time up at the dark house. Everyone was asleep. Dean carefully started the engine and looked in to see the light in the room he and Sam shared go on. "I'm sorry, Sam." Dean whispered, "But it has to be this way." And he pulled out.
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John sat awake, his sleeping wife in his arms. He hated this. He hated constantly fighting with Sam, worrying about Dean. He just wanted them to live normally and be happy. He wished he'd never gotten them into this quest of his a lot of the time. But it was too late now.
John jumped and Mary shot awake as their youngest son came crashing into the room screaming "Wake up!"
"Sammy?" Mary asked panickedly "What is it?"
"Dean's gone!" Sam screeched, as Missouri ran into the room, looking fully awake. "That fucker left." Sam cried, rushing around the room manically "I mean after all that's happened! After all I told him about my vision, he still left-"
"Wait, Sam, what vision?" Missouri cut off the young man's ranting.
Sam froze for a second, like a deer caught in the headlights. And quietly said "Oh shit."
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I know, it's really really short! I'm sorry! But I have to go, I have tae kwon do, and if I didn't update now I wouldn't be able to update for a while, so this is it for now. The next chapter is all about Dean vs. The Demon! So it'll be good (I hope XD)
-claire
