Err, first off i wanna apologize to readers i've offended!
I'm sorry for not rating and posting it as an MPreg fic. I'm really sorry.
Second, i'm sorry for not updating this. And lastly hope you guys'll enjoy it.
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Well, I don't know what to say or believe right now. I guess I can't hide away form the truth. If I was ever a burden to him, I would rather let myself feel the pain then let the person suffer it. Looks like It's turned into one whole big mess. Maybe we were really never meant to be. Maybe he knew it from the start but never said anything a tall.. hahaha.. what the hell am I doing? Jumping to all these stupid conclusions. For now, I'll just have to stick with what I have.. Just let me have my few most memorable days. Please, I beg you..
Shuichi was feeling insecure at that very moment but he was determined to not give up. Even though he knew clearly what had happened but still, in his heart the eensiest weensiest part of it didn't want to believe it..
He went to home late that night. He opened up the door to see shoes, women's high heels at the door. He was dumbfounded. He stood there just starring at them until a rather familiar voice greeted him.
"Did you find gold on the front?" asked a particular blonde guy.
Shocked to hear Yuki's voice. Shuichi didn't answer him. He continued staring at the heels. Then, looked up at Yuki. He was looking rather messy. His hair was a mess but it still looked good on him. His shirt was out of place.
"Oi, brat! Did you hear me say anything?" asked an aggravated Yuki.
"Yeah, I heard you, I was…err.. looking for the gold. Haha…" answered Shuichi nervously. "Well, how was your day Yuki? I had a shocking day. I can't believe what news I received today!.. haha.. too much for me to handle.."
Yuki looked at Shuichi with questioning eyes. He didn't stare away until he heard the door to the bathroom open. Shuichi also looked into the direction where the noise came from. Then the person in the toilet shouted to Yuki asking for a towel.
Shuichi couldn't believe his ears. There really was a woman in the house. Moreover she was naked, and in the bathroom waiting for a towel. What were they doing in the house before he came back? He stood there spellbound. Not able to think or act rationally.
"So, first it was the hospital, now this? What are you taking me for Yuki? So from the start I was just some toy that you picked up and now throwing me away?" shouted Shuichi
"Look, Shuichi it's not what you think. You've misunderstood!" replied Yuki.
"Okay, then tell me about he hospital? Ca you answer me?"
"How did you know about the hospital? Wait.. Were you spying on me? What The Hell!!!"
"Like I would follow you to the hospital! I had my own things to d you know! The world revolves around everyone! Not just you! You freaking bastard!"
"Like you wouldn't! It's so you to follow me here and everywhere with you gleeful, annoying attitude of yours! You're always like Yuki this and Yuki that. It bugs me!"
"So, that's what it was." Whispered Shuichi. "I'M SORRY I BUGGED YOU! I'M SORRY I WAS A NUISANCE! I'M SORRY I ANNOYED YOU! I'M SORRY I FELL IN LOVE WITH A JACK-ASS! I'M SORRY FOR BEING HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE! GO FIND YOURSELF A FUCK-TOY THAT'LL SATISFY YOUR SEXUAL DESIRES!" Shuichi had tears dripping from his cheeks as he shouted those last few words.
"GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE! NOW! GET OUT BEFORE I REALLY LOSE MY TEMPER!" yelled Yuki.
Shuichi took one last glance at the flaming author with hatred and in pain. He truly regretted firing up at Yuki like that but he just couldn't take it that Yuki had brought a woman to their or rather Yuki's house.
He walked in the cold rain retracing back what had just happened. He didn't want to believe but had to believe what reality means. What reality truly is. It's harsh and painful but at the same time happy, memorable and loving.
Isn't having me enough ,Yuki? I'm shock about it I really am. That king of thing, I really don't want to believe it. It's true, I knew you still had other bed partners, but to think that you would impregnate someone really kills me. I don't expect your lovers to let you go. Hey, It's Yuki we're talking about here who would want to let go of something so dazzling and perfect? Lovers are lovers. No more, no less.
Why Yuk? Why? You could've let me go when things aren't as deep as it is. My heart would still be broken but at least you were honest with me. Now, it's shattered. Broken into millions of pieces which can never be mended. Even until now, my heart still belongs to you. Do you know that? I would never bring my heart to betray you. If I ever did betray you, I'd kill myself with my own bare hands. I swear to god I will.
You're no longer mine. I take that back. You were never mine to begin with.
Back at Yuki's apartment.
"What the fuck happened just a minute ago! Why couldn't I control my temper! I shouldn't have said those to him. I really am a jack-ass." Said Yuki.
"There, there, You shouldn't blame yourself for what had happen. It's not your fault. It's normal to lose your temper."
"Of course it's not my fault! It's your FAULT! You just had to barge in and take a shower when I told you to go home to your husband!" yelled Yuki.
"Hey! Don't go yelling at your sister just because you lost your lover! Have some respect! Please! It wasn't entirely my fault was it?" replied Mika.
"……, Just leave. I wanna be alone for a moment!"
"Give him a few days to recover. He'll be okay. See you! Get some rest! I'll be accompanying you to the hospital next week."
God, did I have to lose my temper! What's with me! He'll come back won't he? He's not gonna leave me like this, right! Fuck this day! Why did it have to be so irritating! I don't know what's right anymore! What ever, I'm going to sleep! Curse this headache!
