Hi guys! Okay- Sorry that I took long to update…I had to do some thinking about the future chapters…I know your all waiting for the big reunion, of Percy and Annabeth seeing each other again. But there is some more stuff I need to get through first. Like Percy's reply. This chapter is not too long. But please make sure you tell me what you think about it. Everyone wanted me to have Percy open up in this reply- so Percy I guess percy is sort of more open in this chapter… well read and see!
Enjoy- and Review! (Percy's POV)
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Paul and my mom were smirking widely. What surprised me- was that this time I didn't even bother to tell say that 'she was just a friend'… because well- I don't know why I didn't say it. I knew that this weird feeling of my heart pounding and fluttering – meant something new…
"Percy sit down" my mom pulled out the chair on the side of the table. I didn't want to sit- I had a bad feeling that Paul and my mom were going to interview me- like a lie detector test.
Regretfully I sat down. I owed them that much after they just decided to take me to San Francisco so suddenly. Thoughts about going there filled my mind. If I could see Annabeth I would basically be the happiest person in the world.
"You and Annabeth have been writing to each other for a long time now."
"Yeah…"
"Still about camp stuff?" she smirked
I felt just a bit of color rushing to me. Not because of the thought of what our letters were about- more of the thought of them finding out.
I gave up "no mom- It's not about camp stuff…"
"Then?"
"I don't know- we just talk, about things we never got to clear up when we were together" It was the truth.
My mom sighed. "Alright- Percy" she got up. Still smiling. It was like she sort of gave up on something. "I'll see you guys later" she smiled and rustled my hair. Then left.
But Paul scooted up closer, like it was his turn now. 'Oh great' I thought. But I still didn't mind- I was just too happy.
"Percy- just asking… How much do you care about her?"
What kind of a question was that? I sighed and answered. "Well, I don't know- a lot I guess. Well I mean- I care about her more than anything."
"I see"
I shifted uncomfortably in my chair.
"Percy, I won't get on your case, you can do this on your own- you're a good kid." He patted my shoulder.
I didn't even try to decode him this time- I tried to thank him.
"Thank you so much Paul, you have no idea how much this means to me," We smiled.
And so Paul told me all the details about our trip. He told me when we were leaving and how long I could stay and when and what time, all that stuff…
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After that I went to my room. Happiness filled me. I felt endless again.
I closed the door and sat down in front of my writing stuff. I tapped the pen on the desk, thinking about how to start….
Dear Annabeth,
I miss you. I miss your voice, your face, your eyes- I miss everything about you. I can't take it anymore.
So I'm not going to take it anymore….
Wise girl, don't go crazy trying to figure out what that means. You'll see….
Annabeth- each day without you makes me miserable. I feel so lifeless without you- I'm incomplete. Your letters are the only thing strolling me along life right now.
Annabeth, I understand how you see Luke. I understand how you saw him.
And I would have never understood this if you didn't tell me that you stopped loving him.
Whenever you talked about Luke, it was like I was never listening. But since you told me you stopped loving him- I felt like I woke up. I don't know why- but whenever I thought of you loving him… It cut straight through my heart.
But now it doesn't hurt me- I trust you.
Annabeth, you have absolutely no idea how you made me feel about my prophecy. Every word you wrote- slowly vanished my fear of the prophecy. I know I can get through the prophecy if I have your trust. You're all I need- and I can do anything
I really can't explain it- but suddenly I feel really 'okay' about the prophecy. How do you do it wise girl?
Annabeth, I was scared about what you would think about Calypso. Because I didn't want to hurt you in anyway.
You asked me if I loved her once. Well I guess I'll tell you- because like I said I'll do anything to see you happy. And if telling you eases your pain- I'll tell you anything.
Annabeth, the truth is that… on Calypso's island- I guess I did love her.
It actually hurt me to write that.
But before you read on, I just want you to know that right now- at this moment- I don't love her.
She crosses my mind from time to time…. The way I left her was… well… sad. I still feel sorry for her and I want to help, but I don't know how. I pray for her and wish her happiness… but that's all. I don't love her.
When I think about what would happen if I stayed… my heart sinks. Even just the thought of being away from you makes me feel miserable.
Annabeth- you want to know, so I'll tell you… Yes I loved Calypso- once. But the truth is that as soon as I saw your face at camp, I forgot everything. When I told calypso I couldn't stay I felt like I told her I couldn't love her. But I guess I still did love her- I loved her until I saw you. When you hugged me at camp and I saw you cry, it was like I was awoken again.
I put my pen down and exhaled. My fingers were sore; I was writing everything fast- afraid I would forget my next thought. I wasn't afraid of writing down my feelings anymore.
In all my other letters I stopped and thought about the right words to use. I would even erase my really deep feelings. But now- I just didn't care. I wanted Annabeth to know how much I cared about her.
Annabeth Thanks for saying everything. Each word you wrote about me- made me feel…… I don't think there is a word strong enough to explain it. I felt- just so amazing reading every word.
You made me the happiest that I could possibly ever be in my life.
I remember when you told me that 'I drool in my sleep'. I thought that was harsh after I had just lost my mother and seen a Minotaur. But I didn't mind- I guess that I understood you even back then.
What did I think of you, when I first saw you?
Well I remember having a horrible dream and I suddenly woke up. I was confused- I didn't know where I was- I saw you hovering above me- feeding me something. I have to admit that just for a second- your face made me forget everything- just for a second. I felt kind of warm just looking at your eyes. But the feeling barley lasted a second. I remember you asked me about winter solstice. I had no idea what it meant and once again I mumbled something stupid.
I felt bad seeing the disappointment in your eyes. And I remember fainting again. Annabeth, when I woke up again- you looked stunned. I never figured out why. I thought it was because I was holding the Minotaur horn.
But you've answered my question. You were shocked at my eyes.
Annabeth, - did you ever look at your eyes? Do you have any idea how graceful they are?
I have to be honest - that your eyes look so calm- but still so full of life. I swear to the gods that this is not the first time I'm thinking about this. I've always thought of these words since the first time I saw you.
I was in love with your eyes since the moment they rolled over my stupid questions.
Annabeth- that's what I thought of you when I first saw you.
Wise girl there's a lot more I can say about how amazing everything about you is. But by the time I finish- the prophecy would catch up to me.
Annabeth- there is one more thing I have to tell you- read carefully…
On Thursday afternoon- around 3:00 pm. Go outside, and wait. I have a surprise for you.
I can't say more- I know that not telling you more is torture. But trust me on this one.
I know you will, Wise girl- because your amazing.
Love, Percy
I reread my letter. Emotions rushing out at every word- my heart never stopped racing. I honestly, really did feel like Paul just gave me the opportunity to live. If I could see Annabeth- I would be so happy… there was no way to explain how happy I would be.
'Love, Percy' I looked at those two deep words for a long time. As thoughts entered and left my mind. Finally I decided to keep them. I sealed my letter.
Still in disbelief that I actually could see Annabeth again. There was so much I still wanted to tell her. I wanted to see her, I wanted to hug her. I wanted to be near her. I wanted to tell her a lot more than I had. And I just couldn't feel happy enough. I was still in disbelief.
I still couldn't believe, it seemed too good to be true….
finally part 2- complete!
I know that not alot happened in this chapter... i promise that the next chapter's will be alot better. Let me know what you think! REview!
And,I know this is sad but… I think the end may be nearing... Keep reading, the next chapters will hold a lot more than just letters… that's all I'm saying. Your reviews depend on how fast you're going to get the next chapter, so please review! (The weekends coming up- so my updates might be smoother!)Thanks to everyone!Please review!
