Why does it feel so different in here for…

Why does it feel so different in here for….he thought, he stood up from his bed while putting his hand on his forehead thinking what the….where am I? He saw his father passing by his room "Dad?" he would turn around and smiled at him. He got closer and started to come in, he would then close the door behind him. When he was closing the door Soubi's mind would go blank and his eyes would get watery…

He opened his eyes quickly and without breath he stood up and stared at the clock still trying to get his breath back nevertheless it was barely 4am. He put his hand on his forehead that was covered with sweat. He dried off his sweat with his forehand and lay on his bed again. Why was I dreaming that dream again, I haven't had it for already a couple of years and why now? He thought.

He kept on staring at the clock saying "Damn I need to get more sleep but I can't any more after that dream….nope."

So he just stayed up all night till the alarm went off he also didn't want to get out from his bed, so he rolled over and covered himself again. But what he forgot to do is to turn off the alarm, so he rolled over with his eyes still closed try to look for the clock and when he was about to turn it off he felled to the ground face first.

"Damn…." he grunt.

"Man Soubi just get up and go to work." Senya said smiling while staring at him.

Soubi opened his eyes saying "What the heck? What are you doing in my house for?"

"Well I came to lend a hand for your packing cause you need a lot of help, and your going to work so I might just help you finish, alright. So just get dressed and get to work okay." Senya said pleased.

Soubi stood up from the floor slowly saying "Mmm….alright then I'll just take a shower and leave, but then I better see you later alright." Soubi said while walking to the bathroom still rubbing his face, because he fell straight on his face. When he was taking a shower he thought about his dream a lot…why that dream again, did I do something to make it dream it or was something coming to me that I don't want? So he got out, got dressed and just left to his work. While he was driving to the hospital he just thought about the dream again, then he thought….Hmm I just wish that my work will just let me forget all about this but I know it will.

When he got there he got out of his car and walked to Mr. Nabajuki's office. Today it was really full he was surprise that it was, well it was a Monday so it always get this full on this day. While he was walking to his office, he saw kids around ages 15 to 18 just sitting in a chair staring at pictures and doing nothing. But the thing was that it was there pictures before they were here, he stared at them closely suddenly they turned to stare at him with a face that wanted out and just didn't need it no more. He just stare at them sad that he just lowered his head down and walked away to Mr. Nabajuki's office feeling guilty of doing that to him.

When he got there Mr. Nabajuki said "Wow you're here early I like that…do that more." He said chuckling.

"Yeah don't worry, I will come early on the following days because now I live closer and I won't even miss a day from this job that I dreamt of so long." Soubi said while smiling gracefully.

He followed the doctor because he was going to show him his new office, while he was walking with him again he saw all this kids that he wanted to help or just free them but he just lowered his head and walked away from them. He showed him his office and he just sat down on his big black chair while staring at Mr. Nabajuki saying;

"Well Soubi we got your first client…his name is Ritsuka he is 16 and well we don't know his past for nothing. His files got burned in his old hospital that he was at, so his past is really a mystery for us." He said while Soubi was thinking about his past with his dad too. "Anyways Soubi we had him around out building for already 3 years and still no answers on his past, and we put him with 15 or more psychiatrics plus they never got nothing out of him. The hard part of him well he doesn't talk for nothing. Nor he does expressions so that's what it's hard for us." He continue saying.

"Well Nabajuki I take him and see what is up with him; well you know I might get something out from him. But it will take time alright. Where is his file?" Soubi saying while getting his file when he threw it to him, he opened the file and the first thing that caught his eyes was his picture.

"That's him." Nabajuki said.

Soubi stared at his picture so hard and though…wow he looks so beautiful there staring away from the camera, seems so unreal seeing him not in person…

"Soubi so what you think then?" Nabajuki interrupted me;

I just looked up very quickly saying "Oh yeah I talk to him and see his progress alright."

"Alright when you're ready, his room number is in there and you can just start your progress." Nabajuki said pleased.

Soubi just smiled at him, saying "Alright I'll just get to him soon okay, thanks."

"Okay, am about to go if you need me for anything call me. Talk to you soon." Nabajuki said while closing the door.

Soubi then got his file again to see his picture; something about his picture fascinated him so much. He stood up thinking I should just go to his room and start right now with him, to see if I can get something out of him. While he was walking out of his office his secretary just smiled at him saying "Hi, I'm your new secretary nice to meet you and hope you like it here soon." While her smiling. He walked to where Ritsuka was, he stared were he was walking. He stared inside the room to see children and adults but mostly who he felt bad was the children; but he thought what can I do for them. So he stared walking toward his room that was on the top floor and almost the last room in the last hallway. When he came in he didn't saw him anywhere, but then he saw him on his bed sitting with his covers over his shoulders.

"Oh hi Ritsuka, my name is Soubi and I'm here to help you well talk to you if you don't mind." Soubi said while sitting in a black cold chair.

He didn't even move he just scoot his legs closer to his chest, he stare at him seeing if he would do any expression but the only expression he had on his face was a lost and sad expression. All of a sudden he looks up and Soubi just saw his pretty hazel eyes that he just couldn't stare away that in his mind he stared thinking so many things and asked himself questions….but why was that happening to me now when I stared at his eyes for. When he try to look away he just had his eyes glued to Soubi's, but out of the blue he looked down quickly because it seemed that he was going to get hypnotized by his very clear hazel eyes.

"Well Ritsuka can you show me or tell me something about you?" Soubi told him while writing on his log.

He just sat there like statue, it seemed that nobody was around him or no one was talking to him. Again he looked up and rested his chin on his knee just staring at Soubi so much that he just kept staring at him too. When he stared to look down, he looked so cute but he thought he is barely 14 and I'm 22 that's not illegal but he is so cute. Anyway he started to ask him more questions to see if he did any expressions or try to talk.

"Well Ritsuka why don't you tell me what happened that you don't talk anymore…they said you use to talk a lot and just wanted to learn new stuff. But now you're very quiet?" He stared at Soubi harder and all of a sudden Ritsuka eyes got watery and covered his eyes with his covers. Soubi just stared at him thinking was he about to cry or what?

"Ritsuka come on tell me something I see that your eyes got watery don't try to hide it." Ritsuka again pull the covers more toward him sobbing and just got quiet all of a sudden.

Soubi then started to write down that he began to cry but then he thought about saying maybe not so he just erased it saying there was no progress. He got up and walked to his office to write down what had happen today with Ritsuka, so he sat there typing plus still staring at his picture, he just couldn't help and look away from his picture. Something about his picture made him stare and stare. It was already 2am still finishing up some of the paper work that he needed to turn in in the end of the day. When he finished he left it on his sectary's desk and just left to him new home.