I have decided that this story will have eight chapters. Thank you so much for reading. The end is nearing.

Chapter 6: Unwanted Guests

BPOV

Alice had been pretty mad but I was tired and really didn't care. I walked over to my bed and lay down.

I woke hours later, around two in the morning. I looked around my room to find two golden eyes staring at me. The darkness prevented me from seeing who it was but my window was back so I figured I knew who it was.

"Alice. What do you want?"

No response. If she didn't want to talk then I had more silence to sleep.

"Fine then. Just sit there like a creeper. I couldn't care any less."

"What gives you the right?" the voice said. It was not Alice's voice.

I sat straight up in my bed and backed up against the wall behind it.

"What do you want?"

"I asked you a question Isabella."

"The right to what?"

"Kill yourself."

"It's my life Edward. Not yours or anyone else's. Why do you care? You don't even care about me."

"Ye-"

"Don't," I cut him off, "waist your breath. Nothing you say is going to change my mind. Why don't you just leave?"

He stood up and stepped towards me.

"Stay away from me Edward."

"Why? Why do you deny me? I thought that we were in love. What changed?" he asked, as if the answer was the most important thing in the world.

"You left."

"I'm back."

"Then it's my turn to leave." I stood up and tried to shuffle past him. He grabbed me, gently, and held me and arms length away from him.

"Don't do this. Just please. I can't live without you."

"I don't want to live at all Edward. That is what I have done to myself." he lifted my arm and looked at it. I tried to jerk it back but couldn't.

"What the hell? Have you been cutting yourself?" he asked.

"Go away." I started to cry. "Just leave me alone. You don't understand. You never will!"

"You can't keep doing this."

"Watch me!"

The intensity in my voice made him back up and I dropped my newly freed hands to my side.

"It's none of your business." I said.

"Like hell it's not." he growled, "I love you Bella, so it makes this my business."

"You don't love me!!" I yelled louder.

His eyes got wide and he said, "Get in bed." the jumped out the window and closed it.

I didn't like following orders but I did it anyway. Not long after I had gotten in bed, Charlie opened my door.

"Bella? You OK honey?" such a sweet man.

"Yeah dad sorry. Bad dream."

"I love you Bella. Please don't forget that." with that he closed the door.

"I love you too Charlie" I whispered.

Edward didn't come back that night. Why should he. I was nothing. Just the un-dead version of the girl he used to love.

I slept the rest of the night and woke up on Monday morning to go to school.

I got up and showered. Once again going into robot mode in order to seem normal. I looked in the mirror and didn't recognize the person looking back at me. She had messy brown hair and big dark circles under her eyes. Basically she looked like crap. Then I realized it was me and shrugged my shoulders. Whatever.

I drove to school and parked where ever I could. I walked up to the school and saw Alice.

"Hey Bella. You look really bad." she was concerned.

"Yeah well you don't know the half of it." I said.

We walked in silence until we got to my first period.

"Get better Bella." Alice said.

"Don't bet on it." I responded.

Then she left and I walked into the classroom.

Walking to my seat I saw Edward. I gave him a look that said if you even think about talking to me I will just snap even more.

People say that holding grudges and having so much hate concentrated on one thing for so long can be bad for your health. Maybe even kill you. Call me crazy but at that moment I was thinking they were more right then they knew.