I stood there stunned. He knew her? Oh my gosh. It makes me feel small. How could he possibly like somebody like me, when he could most likely get somebody like her. She looked like a fricken super model! She's someone I could see him with. Not me. I'm plain looking. Average brown hair. With, as some people say "chocolatey" brown eyes. But her, she was absolutely stunning!

I think I'm staring. Oh jeeze. I looked away quickly and a blush crept up onto my cheeks. I hope she didn't notice me staring. That would be embarassing. I tried to keep my voice calm, "Uhh..Are you me therapist?"

The question seemed to catch her off guard, "Of course, who else would I be?" She smiled warmly at me.

I looked down feeling stupid for asking the question. "Sorry." I mumbled.

"It's alright. I understand I obviously don't look like a therapist. I'm better dressed." She stated matter of factly.

I couldn't help the smile that formed on my face. Wow, why was it getting so easy to smile? I think I might have a clue onto why I'm smiling so much lately. I looked quickly at Seth. He was staring at me again. I felt the warm heat in my cheeks. Man oh man, do I hate blushing. It sucks.

"Well, shall we get started?" She asked breaking the silence.

Seth stood up a bit straighter. "I have to go, I will see you later," he kissed my cheek and walked out the door.

She walked inside and went straight to the living room. She sat down on the couch and took out a tablet and a pen. I sat on the recliner.

"Whenever your ready," She stated.

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The minutes seemed to stretch on forever. I hadn't said a single word to Alice. She told me to call her that. It fits her perfectly. We have been sitting in complete silence for..oh I don't even know how long. But it seems like forever. I have been counting the stipes on my couch. I got to at least 2,000. I lost exact count at like 100.

"It seems we've run out of time for today. I know it's tough talking. But, it could help you. I'll see you same time next week," and she walked out the door.

I exhaled loudly. To tell the truth I didn't say anything because she intimidated me. I was afraid that if I said anything stupid she would think lowly of me. I mean she had some of the greatest designer clothes. And I, have knock offs. I don't see why she wouldn't think lowly of me.

There was a soft knock at the door. I got up slow, and walked to the door. There was Seth holding a bouquet of flowers. I grinned, as if it were a reflex. Man, how did this guy have such a strong effect on me? It was unsettling. It's not normal. It's beyond normal. Maybe it's just hormones. Ha, yeah right, just go ahead and tell that to yourself. Great, now I'm having conversations with myself in my head.

Seth leaned down and pecked me on the lips.

"Thank you Seth, their beatiful," I told him.

This seemed to please him. Because, instead of answering he kissed me. It felt like a fire was building inside of me. Not because his temperature was so high up. But, it was like it was under my skin. Creeping over my body, until I think it's going to envelope me and I'm not going to be able to breathe.

He pulled away. Both of us are gasping for air. I've been kissed before but, man was he a damn good kisser. Better than any kiss I've ever had.

I hope I don't scare him off. I don't know what would happen if I didn't have him. I know I haven't known him very long but the thought of losing him was beyond painful. It would be like someone shredding my insides up. I need this to work. I can't lose him. I want to be able to be in his arms for forever. Beyond forever.

A.N. Hey sorry it took so long to update. School has like slammed me. Been realllly busy. I will TRY to update as soon as possible.