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As I saw her lying there, lifeless, motionless, I thought I would die. My Meredith, always so full of life, glowing even, was on a stretcher being whisked into her very place of work.

I wanted to follow her. Be with her through this. I tried to walk into her room, but was stopped short.

"Uh, where do you think you're going Dr. Shepard?" Dr. Bailey was eyeing me cautiously. She had always been on my case about my relationship with Meredith.

"I want to check on Meredith. She's going to need a neuro consult. I need to be there for her." I say distractedly trying to get a peep inside the door Bailey was blocking. Then I tried to walk into her room. And, again, was cut short by the menacing doctor.

"Dr. Shepard! Excuse me but I do think you have a personal relationship with this patient-"

"Remember that I am your superior Dr. Bailey." I warn her cautiously.

"No. Right now, you are nothing more than the person who broke my intern. You all think I'm blind to it, but I'm NOT. I see everything. Derek, you have a wife," she says in a softer tone, "and Meredith does not need this, you, right now."

With that Bailey swiftly walks into the room, leaving me standing dumbfounded in the hallway.

How could I be so blind? Here I was, yelling at her for sleeping with Finn, when I'm the one who caused her to go running into his arms.

Suddenly I hear the yelling of someone coming down the hall.

"OUT OF MY WAY! Everyone MOVE!" Dr. Yang was running towards with a very intimidating scowl on her face.

"What are you doing here?" She spat.

"Dr. Yang…." I warn.

"No, right now, you are not my boss. You are the asshole who ruined my person." And with that she was gone. Boy, I was getting tired of hearing that.

I started walking down the hallway in defeat. I was obviously not going to be let in; damn she had some good friends. As I mindlessly flip open my cell phone, I see the eight missed calls. All from one person, Addison.

I couldn't keep going on the way I was. I needed to be there for Meredith, and give Addison to someone who can truly love her back. I decided then and there I was going to finally sign the divorce papers. They had been sitting in the back of my office drawer for awhile.

With that decided, I go to the nurses station. I wanted to see if I could find something out about Meredith's condition. I found out that she was in a drug induced coma. They had flown in another neurosurgeon and he had done a MRI and CT. Apparently, she had a small aneurism and severe concussion. I knew that the combination could mean she could wake up with no memory.

God I hope that wasn't the case. There was so much I had to tell her. We would just have to wait and see.

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As I walk in the front door, she sees me. The trailer is completely dark. She knows.

"Derek, I know what happened to Meredith is a pity. But you can't leave everything we have, for an, an intern." God she knew me too well. I guess that's what happens when you're married for 15 years.

"No, Addison. It's not about that. I should have let you go along time ago." I slap the papers down on the table between us. The tears she had been holding in finally fell.

"I'm so sorry Addison, but I am in love with another woman. The thing between me and Meredith wasn't revenge, it was love. And I thought I could get over that. I tried, you can't say I didn't. But I can't do it anymore. After seeing her lying there today, that was it. I have to be with her Addison, I'd do anything for her. And I want to give you the opportunity to find someone who feels that way about you."

"Okay Derek, okay. I'm sorry too. I'm the one who ended this relationship along time ago. I'll be moved about be tomorrow." I lean forward and gave her one last kiss goodbye.

"Goodbye, Derek."

"Bye Addison." With that she signed the papers right underneath where I had signed mine.

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I walked into the hospital for the first time since arriving in Seattle as a free man. But the feeling of joy was automatically crushed when I saw the faces of Meredith's friends. George, Christina, Izzie, and even Alex were all sitting in the lobby.

Izzie was the first to walk up to me.

"Dr. Shepard-"

"Please, call me Derek. How's Meredith?"

"Well I much as I hate you, and as much as I don't want you near her, she wants you."

"Excuse me?" I distinctly remember a conversation between us earlier where she was crying.

"Yea, I'm just as shocked as you. She won't let any of us touch her. She's awake from her coma, all her memory in tact. But we can't help. She won't let any of us in the room. She just stares out the window, only letting nurses check her. And she's asking for you, but so help me, if you hurt her-"

But Izzie didn't have time to finish the statement. That's all I needed to hear. I was gone in a flash. Running down the hallway to her room.

But before I got too far, I turned around and told her friends "I'll let you know how she is. Thanks you so much for telling me." And with that I was gone. Gone to save the love of my life.

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Was the chapter long enough? Sorry for another cliffie, but I think this one was easier. I'll start explaining more next chapter. Also, I'm sorry if the medical jargon was incorrect. I do not have a Ph. D, nor do I pretend to, so please bear with me. Thanks so much for reading! Review please: )