I'm sorry its been so long since I updated! but I'm getting there school was really hectic in the last couple of weeks and I only just got back from the gold coast and let me tell you my new baby cousin (like 6 months old) is the cutest baby EVER it is just not even impossible to imagine how she can be that cute! all she does is giggle, smile, gurgle and squeel! its CRAZY!!! you just smile at her and she smiles back and you smile a little more and she starts squeeling. THEEEEE cutest thing! my dad and I think she may be an Alien programmed to steal the hearts and souls of the population of the Gold Coast like a huge conspiricy! cause I am not Joking it is impossible for a baby to be that adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANYWAYS!!!! I just realised that I have forgotten to do disclaimers for my stories! lol

Disclaimer: I do not own Camp Rock or the characters! nor do I wish to own Shane Grey I mean stalker much! lol but it would be pretty cool to own camp rock!!! XD


Shanes POV

I'm still sitting on the bathroom floor with Mitchie sleeping peacefully in my arms. She looks so innocent, so beautiful sleeping. I looked Mitchie up and down. She has changed so much in this past week. from all the dark make up, dark clothes and the slowly healing scars across her wrists.

Its all my fault she is like this. Well, not all my fault but moslty mine. I need to know what happened. I don't want to see her in this state EVER again! I need to protect her.

I could sit here staring at Mitchie all day. She is so beautiful, but she has all this dark make up covering up her natural beauty. But I have to admit her fringe like this looks...DAMN! I never realised how plain her hair was before but now. Her fringe is more jagged and just...different...but it looks HOT! (AN/ I'm sorry but I don't want Shane to be too sappy and romantic I mean he is a guy for godsake and nobody is perfect! Lol but think of Mitchies hair as how Demis is now k. continue)

I tried wiping away some of her smeared make up, but she started to stir and slowly opened her eyes to look at me.

"um, morning Shane?" Mitchie said looking confused, but slowly breaking out into a smile, slightly bitting her lip, than got confused again.

"why are you staring at me like that? And were you touching my face before?" she asked slightly nervous and still bitting her lip. Damn thats driving me insane (AN/ remember he's a dude!)

"do I have something on my face?" she said after I ignored her first questions and just kept staring at her.

"for a matter of fact. yes! yes you do! All that make up!" I jokingly cried.

"oh shut up Shane!" she giggled and pushed me. Thats the Mitchie I remember. My Mitchie.

"you are so much more beautiful with out all that makeup, I was trying to see that Mitchie again." I said looking deep in her eyes. It's true. the old Mitchie, my Mitchie, is the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes on.

"Shane I'm still the same Mitchie, if anything this Mitchie is the real Mitchie. Atleast its the unadulterated one-" Mitchie stopped her self by slamming her hands on her mouth.

"what do you mean unadulterated?"

"well, see, Shane when I told you I had an awful past well, I was like this. But about 5 months before camp, my psychologist put me back on- I had to- I took-I was on-" Mitchie stuttered before looking down ashamed.

"medication" she whispered. Medication?

wait BACK on medication

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(AN/ I'm just joking! that would be INSANELY insensitive not to mention politically incorrect if I was serious! but I hate when people do that it really annoys me its like WHAT THE POINT PEOPLE!)

MITCHIES POV

"medication" I whispered, totally and completely ashamed of myself.

But its true I was on anti-depressants.

"medication?" Shane repeated.

"yes! Shane yes! medication!" I cried. Feeling completely embarrassed and ashamed of myself I tried to get up but he pulled me back down.

"do you want to tell me why?" Shane asked, but I just sat there looking down. He gently pushed some hair out of my face behind my ear (AN/ can you not totally see Shane doing that to Mitchie, or Joe doing that to Demi lol! Continue)

"because if you don't tell me why, I will have to make up a reason my self as to why you were on medication and you know just how creative and irrational I am!" he cried before over-exaggeratingly (AN/ is that even a word? Oh well it is now!) shuddering. I cracked. laughing I gently shoved him before turning serious.

"I'll try" I whispered.

"thats all I ask for Mitch" Shane said before pecking my forhead. we were both surprised at his action but it just felt so natural. I smiled up at him letting him know it was ok. I began my story.


haha CLIFF HANGER!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry for taking so long to update and then leaving you with this but I'm busy cleaning my room... sorry...

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I'm kidding I am posting the next chapter up in 10 minutes hehe XD did I scare anyone ?!?

I hope you enjoyed what little of this there is and please review XD

TTFN (very soon indead XD)

~KT~