The feeling I felt at that moment was indescribable

My mouth went dry, My Heart seemed to freeze, I felt the tears pouring out of my eyes

Was I seeing correctly? Was I seeing John in bed with Mickie?

John looked up and saw me I felt my heart drop to my stomach when I saw his face

" Ashlee honey...." He began

"What John you can explain this?!" I asked my voice breaking off.

"Ash...Baby I.." He couldnt find an explanation

"Oh grow up bitch..." Mickie sneered.

"Fuck off Ho" I growled back.

John picked up his shorts from beside the bed and slipped them on. "Ashlee.. I'm sorry" He said

"SORRY?!! You think you can just say sorry?!" I asked leaving the room with my heart breaking

I got too my hotel room and collapsed on too the bed...Crying hysterically

After all that we had been through...He would just go on to end our relationship like this

I gave him everything I could have. I never held back I just did whatever he wanted

He dosen't love me anymore....When I started thinking about that it was getting harder, and harder to catch my breath

I'd never cried this hard in my life...I heard the door open and my roommate Kelly was there. "Ash?" She asked

I couldn't answer I was crying so hard my throat was closing up.. "John..and Mickie" Was all I could say

"Oh Ash.." She said and hugged me

"Why? Was I that bad off a girlfriend?" I asked

"No! Ashlee, It's not your fault" She said

"Then Why?!" I cried

"I don't know" She admitted"

"Kelly..." I began trying to catch my breath

"Yeah Ashlee?" She asked

"I'm still in love with John"