DON'T OWN DON'T SUE!!
A/N: Chapter one has begun. Sorry it's so short but I promise the others will be longer. I will try. BTW each chapter has a theme song that you can look up and listen to along with it.
"Across the sky" by Emilie Autumn
What is your substance?Where of are you made?
That millions of strange shadows on you tend
Since everyone, hath everyone, one shade
And you but one, can every shadow lend…
In a thick murk, the red head felt his body sinking down like in water. Yet there was nothing but a darkness around him, blacker than black, as if he were in hell. Green darted side to side begging for light. His mouth gasped for air to scream only to be choked. He was suffocating on nothing, as if someone had placed a plastic bag over his face. His arms fought to stop the sinking as his torso convulsed. Lavi wanted to swim but no movement he made freed him from this pain. The young man begged for death now for his lung burned more than fire and his muscles tightened. Soon the teen's body was shaking violently, every bit of him twisting in a tremor. "Please God…"
A sharp pain came that jolted air into his lungs and he felt electricity shock him. He cried out as a second came shock came and his decent downward sped up. Eye wide and searching, he could not see his attacker as another painful shock jerked his. Then a crack, his body landed hard against something like stone and Lavi screamed as tears fell from his eyes. Was he…was he going to hell? Was he already there?
Lavi whimpered and sobbed like a child before slowly curling up into a fetal position. His body still shook some as he moaned out a cry for mercy. In his mind, the memories of his last seconds alive flashes and he whimpered more. Allen had tried to save him and Lenalee was crying so much. He missed them. He missed everyone. He even missed that mean old panda. He wanted to say goodbye, he wanted a second chance.
"You're pathetic." Came a voice that made Lavi jerk toward the direction from which it came. There was a reflection of himself but in a long heavy coat with his head wrapped in a long thick scarf. "You should know not to care about them."
"I'm still in the dream?" Lavi sat up realizing now that he may not be in hell.
"No. You're in a nightmare." The refection smiled as a gust of the coldest wind blew from behind it. "Do remember my name?"
"….your name…" The red head repeated as he shivered. "They are all aliases. It doesn't matter-"
"How could you forget something!? You promised to remember everything!!" the shadow hissed as ice flew in the wind. The ice cut Lavi's skin and he could feel his own blood freeze was it leaked out. It was frightening and painful. Frost formed on parts of his revealed flesh and he could feel the crystallizing, it all felt so real. This would be a feeling, along with many, that he would never forget.
"Who am I!?" Shouted the reflection.
"Forty Six! Alias Forty Six! I was you when I was in Siberia studying the prisoners! We weren't there long…I was you for only five weeks." Lavi felt his tears freeze and his sobbed quietly.
"Why do you care about those people?" Forty Six questioned as the wind died down.
"I don't know!" Sobbed a man who was merely boy now, weeping out of fear and sadness.
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