A lot like Love Chapter 8-Eddiekinz POV

A lot like Love Chapter 8-Eddiekinz POV

Disclaimer- If I owned twilight I wouldn't be in counseling for obsessive-compulsive disorder- j/k. but my mom was seriously considering it

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EPOV

I told Bella I would be a second and ran up towards Eminem. –oh people im also jazzed eminem's still here - I told him what I wanted to do and he was up for it. He walked towards the mike and said

"Ayo! Check this right here. Mah man Edward here wants me to sing him a song fo' his girl Bella. Come up here B!"

The spotlight shown on my gorgeous Bella, as always she was beet red, ah I loved her. Ya, she doesn't like me, we aren't going out but I can't deny it. When we get to my house this evening and she see's the backyard- she is so gonna freak. As she reached the stage I took her into my arms and gazed into her beautiful brown eyes, while Eminem sang.

Intro - Spoken
Yo, I can't sing it
I feel like singin'
I wanna fuckin' sing
Cuz I'm happy
Yeah, I'm happy
Ha Ha
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out

Some days I sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes I think theres nothin' to live for
I almost break down and cry

Sometimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wasting my time?

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me

Verse 2 - Sung
My baby girl keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cuz they don't understand me
They just don't see my real side

I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me

Verse 3 - Rapped
Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her
God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't abort
Now you probably get this picture from my public persona
That I'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul,
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up,
Or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin'hell
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that I've wasted are nothing to the tears that I've tasted
So here's what I'm facin':
3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, I shoulda seen it comin', why'd I stick my penis up in?
Woulda ripped the pre-nup up if I'd seen what she was fuckin'
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It's like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted

Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz my baby know's that her daddy's a soldier
Nothin' can take her from me

I hoped she knew that the last line would be now and forever true.

Bella was about to speak when Eminem started off again "Okay so since it's all lovey-dovey up here already, I'd like to pronounce you both the winners of this Halloween Dance!" Bella jumped with glee and buried her head into my chest. I was so rapped up in the moment that I didn't even notice the blonde blur flying at us. In a flash Bella was ripped off my chest and slapped in the face. The whole room gasped- it was obvious that Bella was about to retaliate when her hole outfit was ripped off her, leaving her in only a black lacy bra and a very and I mean very skimpy thong. She ran off the stage bawling while I just stood there, I didn't know what to do. Alice ran off behind her not long before screaming

"ASSHOLE!" so loud that I had to cover my ears.

Before I knew it Lauren was trying to shove her tongue down my throat. I pulled her off and spat on the stage not wanting her saliva in my mouth.

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?" I screamed at her. She didn't answer.

"DIDN'T I TRY AND TELL YOU NICELY IT WOULDN'T WORK OUT? I TRIED TO BE NICE ABOUT IT BUT YOU WANNA KNOW THE TRUTH?? NO ONE REALLY LIKES YOU LAUREN. GUYS ONLY GO OUT WITH YOU CUZ' YOU'RE EASY. GIRLS DON'T EVEN TALK TO YOU. YOU'RE NOT WANTED. SO GET OVER YOURSELF." And with that I walked off the stage.

Once out side, I started searching for the limo but it was already gone. I could already tell what Bella thought- adding on with what Alice already told her. I knew that someway. Somehow. I was going to win her back.

Howdy. In the next chap you'll see what edward was going to do in the backyard. I feel really bad. One of my moms really close friends died : (. Oh ya me and my best friend- "heh-laney" r considering making a web show :D otherwise then that I don't think I have anything to say. Oh and please read my new story Forever Whole. 25 reviews? not much to ask for!!

Lotsa love and online antics

-LANNA : D