A lot like love Chapter 9- I cried myself to sleep that night
Disclaimer- Bleh, if I was Steph would I be on FF? I don't think so.
Hi. I'm tired. But since I work best at night and I'm lonely because SOMEONE –cough.laney.cough- won't answer my calls after going to ft. Lauderdale. I can't update Fame because im at my grams and that's at my comp at home. Sorry. Well dedications at the bottom. Enjoy,

Rushing home, I racked my head thinking of what I would say to Bella. I couldn't think of anything. As the cab driver pulled onto my driveway going 5 MPH, I couldn't take it and shoved a 50 in his face and ran out the door. By the time I got inside I was panting and sweating like a dog. There she was with her hair in a messy high bun, hoops still in, wearing a baggy shirt and sweats. Her and Alice were watching from the looks of it Lifetime, while Bella was eating Ben and Jerry's from the carton. Alice turned her head and glared at me, from the sounds of it she growled as well. Bella turned her head obviously not knowing I was there, her porcelain cheeks were stained with tears while her eyes were red- she took one look at me and took another spoonful of ice cream. I etched closer towards them needing to speak to Bella. I turned to Alice and whispered

"May I?"

She only glared at me again. "No you asshole, that's her decision." She spat.

I looked at Bella, silently pleading with her and she sighed, taking yet another huge scoop of ice cream. "Alice, he has 2 minutes, 5 at max. Go make some nachos."

She nodded and walked silently out of the room. Right as she was about to get out of listening range she pointed at me and then pointed at her two eyes signalling she would be watching, I nodded and turned to Bella. She sniffed and my heart broke. It tore me up knowing I caused this.

"Bella, listen-" I began

"No Edward you listen- how could you do that to me? Honestly. Do you even realize how cruel that was? I was humiliated in front of the whole school, and what did you do? You stood there. I don't think I can ever trust you again." She said

"But Bella, just hear me out okay." She nodded and let me tell her what happened after she left. She sighed when I was finished and waited for a few moments before taking a breath.

"I don't know Edward, its like-... err. I can't even explain it to you. Edward." She said looking me in the eye. "Did you know I was thinking about asking you to be my boyfriend? But now... whoa, I know we weren't even dating and all, but I think we should take a break from seeing each other. Just for now, it just... it hurts too much Edward." She whispered letting a tear leak from her eye.

I nodded meekly and embraced her in a hug. I placed her in my lap and rocked her in my arms. When she finally got herself back together I kissed her on the top of her head and let her out of my grip.



"So, will I only see you in Bio Bella?" she nodded sadly as Alice came back with some steaming hot nachos, but Bella said she wanted to go straight to bed. Alice bore holes into my back as I went to go clean up the backyard.


BPOV

I couldn't believe this. Yea, so Edward didn't follow after me- but what he did to Lauren was cool in my own little world. So as I lay in the room the Cullen's christened as mine I looked out into the backyard and saw something that made me gasp. It was Edward, he was handing by the looks of it 50 dollar bills to a string quartet. He turned around and handed a 100 to a chef and waiter. Once they left he went to a small table with a white rose in the middle and one plate of spaghetti. It was obvious what he was going for- the scene from Lady and the Tramp. He must have figured out it was my favourite Disney movie. I wanted more then anything to just go down there and have a wonderful evening with him, and everything could be all hunky dory. But it wasn't. I cried myself to sleep that night; before I lost all consciousness I swore I heard Edward's voice whisper

"I'll get you back."


The next morning I woke up on the floor- god knows how I got there- I more then likely rolled off, my clumsiness doesn't only apply in the day you know. I stumbled over the door to get breakfast when I stepped on a fork.

"Shit!" I screamed. I lifted my foot rubbing circles into the small but painful stab wounds.

I looked down and saw a silver platter with Pancakes and toast, a cup of coffee with a note scrawled on the side saying "Happy Sunday." It was gonna be even harder to ignore him then I thought.

This is my shortest chapter on here. Really sorry. Its just i wanna get out what Edward was gonna do- PM me if u didn't get it. Thanks for the 26 reviews. I love all of you. Please don't kill me. Its just im really sick, im drinkin vodka like water and im now showing ice cream down my throat- talk about PMS huh? Well i cnt update fame yet cuz im at the grams. Sorry agen.
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Lotsa LOVE and ben & jerrys

Lanna