ok i know that my last chapter was a little bit of a shocker but i think it needed to happen and this is only going to get more interesting...

disclaimer: i'm here so i obviously don't own anything...

I woke up at about 1 am. I felt a warm arm around me and was a little bit confused. I also realized that I was naked and that this bare arm was on my skin. I looked over and saw a beautiful sight. A very content, shirtless, sleeping Jesse. I looked at him for a little bit and realized that her looked happy. He looked happy to be sleeping next to me. He looked so serene and peaceful. I smiled to myself. I made someone happy. I don't think I've ever done that before.

I remembered that I wanted to call Shauna tonight. I actually woke up at the right time and I figured now would be as good as any to call her. I got up quietly as I could. I didn't want to wake him when he looked so peaceful. I grabbed my rob and went downstairs to get my bag where I had my cell. I grabbed it and went upstairs. I decided that I would just call her from the far corner of my room, on the floor, so I didn't disurb Phil or Jesse.

I dialed the number and it rang three times before she picked up.

"BELLA?!" she practically yelled into the phone.

"Yes, it's me. Did you have to scream?" I asked.

"Of course, I did. I haven't talked to you in like a week." she said like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"What's been going on back there?" I asked.

"Well, I have a new boyfriend. His name is Nick, and honestly Bella, I think he may be the one for me." she informed me.

"That's great Shauna. I'm so happy for you." I told her in a very honest voice. I was truly very happy for her. She deserved to be happy.

"Yeah. How are things with you? What's it like over there?" she asked curiously.

"Well, it's not all that much different. The morals and values are a lot different though. For example, do you remember when we learned about Samurai a few years back?" I asked.

"Yeah."

"Well, they still have some here. I've run into a few of them." I told her. I didn't want to tell her about my first day here. I didn't want her to worry about me when nothing really happened.

"Are there any cute guys there? See anyone you like?" she asked and I blushed.

I care very deeply at the sleeping figure in my bed. I didn't know what to say. I know I couldn't lie to her, nor did I intend to, but I didn't know how to say it. I slept with him. I gave the gorgous boy who helped me my virginity the second day I knew him. What does that say about me?

"You did, didn't you?" she asked. Probably guessing my silence.

"Yes."

"What's the lucky guy's name and what's your status with him?" she asked exitedly.

"His name is Jesse and...I don't really know, exactly." I told her as honestly as I could. I know that she knew something was off with that.

"Okay, what do you mean you don't know?" she asked getting a little frustrated that she didn't understand.

"Well, I slept with him this afternoon." I just told her in a rush. I didn't know how else to say it. I turned to my window to look at the stars as I waited for her to figure out what to say.

"Really?" she asked incredusly.

I nodded but then realized that she couldn't see me. "Yeah. Really."

"Well, was it good? I need to see a picture of him." she asked and told me at the same time.

"It was amazing. I don't know how else to describe it. And he's sleeping right now." I told her.

"What do you mean he's sleeping it's like 3:30pm?!" she said. I guess she forgot I'm on the other side of the world.

"It may be 3:30pm there, but it's about 1:30 am here. He's sleeping in my bed now" I told her. Then I felt a pair of arm wrap around my waist and a kiss on my shoulder, then layed his head on my shoulder. "Nevermind. He's up now." I said as I looked over and smiled at him. He was sitting next to me. Right leg bent going under his left leg which was bent at the knee, up.

"Good. Now you can send me a picture. Take a picture and send it to me and then I will call you back as soon as I get it. Okay? Bye." and she hung up.

I sighed. I looked over into beautiful, blue eyes and was dazed for a moment. I kissed him for a second and then turned towards him.

"She wants me to take a picture of you so she can see what you look like." I told him.

"Who were you talking to, by the way?" he asked as I pushed the button so I could take the picture.

"It was my best friend, Shauna. She's one of those people who want to know everything and nothing at the same time. She's the only friend I had back home." I explained at the screen came up.

"Okay, ready?" I asked and he nodded.

I took the picture and you could see his perfectly sculpted pecks. It was an swesome picture. His eyes looked so alive, like he wouldn't rather be anywhere but here.

I saved and sent the he asked me something unexpected.

"Do you regret it?" he asked in a rush. I looked up at him and he looked nervous.

"Do you mean sleeping with you?" He nodded. "No, I don't." he smiled. "Do you?" I asked. I mean I think I had a right to know.

"No. Far from it actually." he said happily. I smiled. I ran my hand though his hair and brought it back to rest of him cheek.

He leaned over and kissed me. It was a sweet, but passionate kiss. I molded my lips to his and he pulled me up on his right leg. I realized that he never put anything about on and was insantly turned on. Then I heard my phone ring. Damnit, Shauna!

I sighed and leaned my head on his chest. I reached for my phone about a foot away and answered with my head still on his chest.

"Hello." I said a little grumpy.

"Hey. Oh my Gosh! He's gorgous, Bella!" she yelled at me. I heard him chuckle.

"You know he can heard you." I said as I laughed at her. I think she got the hint.

"Bella where are you?" she asked.

"Sitting on his lap." I said as I looked up at him. He had an amused expression on his face. I decided it would be fun to play with him a little bit since I knew he wouldn't want to make too much noise at this hour.

I don't know what gave me my confidence. I grabbed him and he bit his lip. I felt him get hard instantly. My hand barely fit around it.

"Bella, I'm going to let you go. Give me a call again soon, Okay?"

"Okay, I love you bye." I said and hung up.

I started to stroke him and I heard him let out a low moan. I wasn't even sure I heard it. I kept stroking him though. I saw him attack his lip even harder. I didn't want him to break the skin, so I decided it was a good time to kiss him. He took my bottom lip and sucked it. It was an odd sensation, but I liked it. I let a low moan slip. I felt him grab, untie my robe, and throw it off me. I grabbed by chest and started massaging them, as I was still stroking him, rather slowly. I moaned.

"Bella. Please! I need you..." he begged.

I crawled on top of him and lowered myself on him. All I felt at that moment was the instant pleasure.

"Jesse..." I moaned his name in his mouth.

I felt him start to thrust inside of me. Then he rolled us over so he was on top of me. They where slow and meaningful. Like he didn't want to rush this. Any of it. He wanted everything to come at it's own time. He wanted me and our relationship to go forward when ready. Right now, all I feel is...love? Compassion?

We were truly making love. I was making love to someone who was virually a stranger to me. This was definately not just sex. There was way too much thought and feeling with his every thrust. It was like he loved me. How could he love me? But why would he be making love to be then?

He started to pick up his pace as I had my realization. I hugged his neck close and moaned softly in his ear. I began to feel the familar coil in my stomache. I want him to be deeper inside me. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He went deeper than I thought possible, and hitting a spot that I didn't know existed. It brought around a new round of pleasure.

I could feel that I was getting close. I think he was too.

"Bella..." he grunted low and husky in my ear. That nearly undid me.

He thrusted a few more times and I exploded. A couple thrusts later and he exploded as well. Right now, the only thing I felt was pleasure and love. I don't know how I knew it was love, but I knew for sure that's what it was. I can't admit, even to myself, that I love him yet. I have a feeling, though, that I will if we conitinue down the path we are currently on.

We were both breathing heavily. Jesse rolled off of me a moment later. We layed there for a while and just tried to catch our breath. Jesse spoke first.

"That was incredible." he said still slightly breathless.

"As for me as well." I replied as I looked over and smiled at him.

He got up, picked me up and carried me bridal style to my bed. He layed me down and then got in behind me. I felt his arm wrap around my side and pull me toward him. I looked at the clock as I was falling asleep. It was 3:07 am. I realized that we still had to go to school tomorrow. I felt him breathing softly against my shoulder, he was asleep already. I must have tired him out. I giggled internally.

Well, tomorrow is going to be interesting. Especially since he didn't come home last night. I wonder if anyone else will figure out what happened. Maybe, Alice. I don't know, though. This is pretty out of my character. I can get though anything this crazy school has to throw at me as long as I have Jesse to help me though it.

That was the last thought I had before I fell asleep.

ok there's the 4th chapter. i didn't plan on there being another lemon in it but that's just how it turned out...the next chapter will be mostly school and the morning please review! thanks!