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Chapter 8-Fight

BPOV

"Okay, what happened?" Emily automatically attacked me right as I entered the house, which was still full of flowers.

"We went for a walk through a park."

"Oh, come on, Izzy! We're sisters. Can't you give me more than that?" Emily started to give me puppy eyes.

"Em, don't you think you're a little old for puppy eyes?" I laughed at the scene she was making.

"Izzy, I swear that…" Emily's face darkened.

"Emily, chill, I'll tell you. Come on." I started up the staircase, and from there to the attic.

Everything was the same: my messy desk, wrinkled covers on my bed from Dustin and Jared fighting earlier, and my wall of books that I was reorganizing (again).

"Okay, tell me everything." Emily jumped gracefully on my bed and put one of the pillows in her lap in anticipation.

"Well, for a while we just walked around the city talking. But then Edward dragged me to a park that had this beautiful white marble fountain, and he gave me a quarter and told me to make a wish. Then once we made our wishes, he told me his." I paused, aggravating Emily to no ends.

"Izzy!"

"Emily, you should have seen your face. Ow! That hurt." I picked up the paperweight that Emily threw at me before continuing.

"Izzy, just tell me what he wished."

"Fine, fine, fine. He told me that he wished that…he could get me back." I whispered the last part, hoping Emily didn't hear. But of course, we had to have our damn super hearing.

"Oh my god! He still loves you! What are you going to do? Are you going to take him back? Make him wait? Say no? Izzy!" Emily was jumping up and down by now.

"Em, cool it, I haven't decided yet."

"Well, so that you know, whatever you pick, I'll support you. But, I mean, that's so fricken hot! He told you he still wanted you! And Izzy, if you don't think that's cute, then you're a complete and total ass."

"Thanks…I think."

About halfway through the peaceful silence, my cell phone went off.

Yeah I'm a fool for love
'Cause I just can't give you up
I'm a fool for love
Wish I could stop, wish I could stop
I'm a fool for love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm a fool for love
Can't get enough, can't get enough of your
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la, yeah I'm a fool for love

"Hello?" I answered the phone as Emily started to get up from my bed.

"Good, Bella. I was wondering if you and Emily would like to go shopping with Rose and I." Alice's excited voice rang through the phone. "That is, if you like shopping now." I could tell that that last sentence put a downer on her mood.

"So now I get a choice." I teased, signaling Emily to stay.

"Yeah, well, now we can't really force you, can we? I mean now that you are a model big shot."

"Well, that and I am a vampire. But I think I can tolerate shopping for you, so sure, let me just ask Em." my hand covered the speaker so that Alice wouldn't have to hear. "Em, do you want to go shopping with Alice, Rose, and I tomorrow?"

"Sure. We need to get outfits for our business party anyway. What time? I have to have 'breakfast' with one of the human models at nine tomorrow."

"Um, let me ask." I uncovered the speaker. "Alice, what time would we go? Emily has something at nine that will probably last till eleven or so."

"Rose and I will pick you up at twelve then. I'm so excited! See you then."

"Yeah, it'll be fun. See you."

"Wait, Izzy!"

"Yeah?"

"Edward really does love you. Tonight when he came back he told me he was falling in love with you again." On that note, she hung up quickly.

"I know." I whispered so low that even Emily who was sitting right beside me couldn't hear.

Putting my phone on my night stand, I turned my head to face a smirking Emily.

"What?" Emily can be so weird sometimes…

"Oh nothing…other than Edward still loves you!" Emily practically screamed before running out of range of the pillow in my hand.

He still loves me. Izzy get a grip! I screamed at myself. I didn't need to loose track of what was important. Did I still love Edward?

Before starting to reorganizing my books, I stared at the rose on my nightstand. It was the only flower I allowed in my room from Edward.

"Hey Jeremy." I didn't look up from my book.

It was 11:00 and I was passing the time till Alice and Rosalie showed up by reading Wuthering Heights.

"Hey Izz. So you going shopping with the Cullen girls?"

"And Em." I reminded him, still staring down at my book.

"I'm glad you're not getting back with Edward." Now that made me look up.

"Who told you that?"

"Well, I just assumed since you ran out on him the other night…and you didn't exactly say yes to him when you guys hung out yesterday." I could tell he was getting uncomfortable.

"Well, assuming is dangerous."

"So you are back with him." I watched as his face fell.

"I don't know if I am or not. Why would you care?" by now I had marked my spot in the book and focused all my attention on a squirming Jeremy.

"Well, you're basically my sister, and well I...I…"

"'I' what? Jeremy, speak full sentences." I was slightly annoyed now.

"I don't think he's right for you."

"Why not?" I pressed him.

"Because…because…because I like you." He whispered the last part.

"Um…um…"

"You know what? Forget it. I can tell you still love him. Even though he left you." That was harsh. It felt as if he had slapped me, and hard.

"He just cared about my safety!" I argued back.

"But he didn't care enough about you to actually ask you if that was what you wanted."

"You know what? This isn't you. What happened to the Jeremy I know? The Jeremy who didn't get jealous."

"He got his heart ripped out by a girl he loved. You know what? If you don't love him, then why don't you like me? I was there with you from basically the beginning!" on that note, Jeremy was gone.

Why didn't I love Jeremy? Edward left me, not Jeremy…this is starting to sound like a soap opera. Shit…

"Izzy? Izzy? Izzy!?" on the last Izzy, I finally realized Alice was talking to me.

"What, Alice?" I didn't even try to mask my annoyance. Ever since Jeremy and I fought this, morning I had been distant.

"Well, if you're going to be like that…"

"I'm sorry, Alice. I know I'm being a jerk. I just…I just have a lot on my mind." I fell down in a huff on one of the mall benches.

Emily and Rosalie had stayed behind at the dress store while Alice and I went to go look at different thing without them.

"Jeremy does have a point."

"How did you?"

"Izzy, relax. I asked Emily. I don't always have to rely on my powers."

Ignoring the last ridiculous remark she made, I skipped to the issue at hand instead of dancing like a scared little bunny around it."But that's the problem: I don't know anymore, and I hate having Jeremy being mad at me. He's more than just family, he's…"

"He's your best friend." Alice finished for me.

"I mean, I know I have Emily and everything, but Jeremy was always there for me when Emily was being too much, or I had something to talk about that Emily wouldn't understand."

"You know, Izz, you're starting to sound like you like him back."

"I know, and that's the problem. I'm so sure that I don't but I'm not so sure about Edward. What if I'm not meant to be with anyone?" On that note, Alice started to laugh. "Alice, it's not funny! I'm being serious."

"Actually it is. Izzy, what makes you think you need a guy to complete you? But anyway, I don't need visions to know that you will get someone. After all, you're sweet, kind, pretty, and an all together good person. But why don't you take the day off tomorrow, and then you and Emily can rest before you guys come over for a sleepover with Rose and I. Sound good? It'll take your mind off of Jeremy"

"It sounds great. Thanks, Alice."

"How about you thank me by letting us stay an hour longer than we were supposed to?"

"Fine, let's go fine Emily and Rose." I laughed, picking up my bags.

"Let's go find something fabulous that you would never wear." Alice jumped up from the bench.

"I don't know, Alice. That's going to be really hard. I am, after all, a model, and they make us wear some pretty funky stuff."

"Oh, don't worry, we'll find something."

Okay I am scared now…

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