Ashley's POV

My eyes open up Sunday morning, realizing what time it is. Looking at Spencer's clock, it says 12:34. Wait, whoa I'm in Spencer's room still. I feel around to see if last night was real or another dream. I fingers grazed Spencer's soft skin and I sigh with relief. When turned towards her, I started to brush her hair off her face. She opened her eyes and smiled.

"Don't tell me you want some more." She said taking my hand and kissing it. "And if I do?" I move closer to her face and kissed her soft lips for a few seconds. Even in the morning, she is so perfect.

"You mean you didn't get enough last night. The way you passed out, I would've thought." She started giggling. I hit her with the pillow while laughing at what she said, and acting like I was offended with the comment. "You sure it wasn't you Spence, you sure was screaming like a little bitch."

"Yeah that's cuz you were squishing me." I jump on her and started tickling her. She scream from the agony and I continued. "Yup, just like that." After I made her say uncle a couple of times, we calmed down. I was still on top of her.

She started kissing my neck as I moaned a little. But I stopped her, so we could talk about our actions and whats going to happen after last night. She tried again to kiss me, tugging at my shirt. "Spencer, wait." She pouted as I got off of her. She sat up and I sat across from her on the bed.

"Last night..." She looked down, worried. "Let me guess, you're having doubts. Was this an experiment? Are you confused? If you are I can give you a little space, or whatever you want. If it was an experiment..." "Spencer, damn girl, calm down. Let me finish." She looked back up to me, into my eyes. I could of sworn I saw some sweat from how bad she was stressing. There was no way I would let this girl down.

"Last night was great. More than great. I don't know. I'm not quite sure of what to say because it was my first with a girl." She smiled a little at me. "Me too." I blushed. The words we hard to put together to tell her how she made me feel.

She put her hand on my cheek. "If you are wondering. Yes, I'm falling for you. Hard! Since the first time I met you, I felt something." Her saying that made a tear come out of my eye. "Really?" "Yes. And I'm not sure what the future brings us, but I also don't care. I want to be with you."

My mind exploded. I wanted this also, but I was worried about what thi meant for me. "The big question for myself is, is this really it.. Am I gay?" I began to sob. She pulled me into an embrace. I could tell she actually cared.

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Spencer's POV

"I asked myself that same question over and over. I even went to Clay for guidance. He says for me to jut listen to my heart. Ashley we don't have to trademark or sexuality or whatever." Here I sat holding her close to me.

"I know, I know. I'm just confused. I feel the same." She touched my hand. Her tears vanished as we stared into each other's eyes. She finally spoke up. "So what happens now. You know I'm a RA and I can't date students."

"So you wanna date me?" I respond in my southern accent. "Well I wanna date you too, Annie-Mae. But the Goddamned school is not friendly to resident advisor and students datin'. It's like incest or something." My crazy southern accent made her laugh. I guess I'm really good at this.

She started with her southern accent. "It sho isn't Bertha Jean, so we gotta find a way." I started to laugh too. "Bertha Jean? What the hell?" Back in my normal voice. "C'mon. It's hot. I would totally shag with a girl named Bertha.." She said leaning in for another kiss, but not that last. "Bertha it is." She kissed me again and she pulled me down on top of her.

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Ashley's POV

Waking again to see it is now 5:25, I turn my head to see Spencer on the computer. She had her headsets in and she was humming the song we were listening to yesterday.

I get up from bed and stand behind her, putting my arms around her shoulders. I took off one of the headsets. "Hey girlfriend." She spun around in the chair around. "Girlfriend, huh?"

"Well yeah. Girlfriend. It has a nice ring on it." She smiled, stood up and kissed me. "I'll be the best girlfriend you will ever have, I promise." "But there is one thing. We have to keep it under wraps, at least until this semester ends. My RA duties say so.. And they are paying for me to be here. So..." "Ok, I get it. I understand. I'll take you any way I can. As long as I'm with you Ashley." I pulled her in for a kiss and hugged her.

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