Freddie's POV:
Why did I have to seem so awkward about it. I didn't mean to. It came out wrong it really did. Now Sam will never know how I genuily feel about her. She will never know that she means the world to me. She won't know. She can't. I really need to find her. To tell her that she isn't the only one out there. I love her. Right now that is the only thing I would want to say to her. To hold her in my arms and promise that I will never let go. Because between you and me. I don't think I have enough strength to let go of the girl that causes so much harm to me; yet that makes me love her even more. Because she is probably the one girl on this earth that knows what she wants. I wish I could think like Sam…if I were Sam where on earth would I hide? She wouldn't go home. To her home is like World War II all over again. She wouldn't go to Carly's if she knew everyone was looking for her. She might of ran off to some food place, but I don't think so. The one thing I noticed about girls is they eat when they are upset. For Sam it is the complete opposite. She doesn't eat. She will starve herself until she feels that the sadness in her has died down. I remember a couple months ago she became so upset with her mom that she wouldn't eat for four days. So me and Carly literally had to shove food down into her mouth. Of course I was her punching bag and she came after me. Only I don't blame her. She gets hurt from so many people that walk in and out of her life. I don't expect her to wake up every morning smiling. I don't expect the birds to be chirping outside her window. I don't expect anything of it for. Honestly though I have always wanted to create a fairy tale. One that both of us can share. I can be her prince-charming and she can be my princess. We will live happily ever after. Only…that is only if I find her. Only if I think like sam. Think like sam. Wait that is it….I know where she is!
Sam's POV:
If Freddie knows anything about me then he knows exactly where I am. It isn't that hard. Between me and Freddie it just clicks. The past, the present the future. It all connects. I wish I could just make him see that I am the only girl that has loved him for him. Yeah, maybe I am mean to him. To me that is the only way I was taught to express my feelings for someone. Freddie knows me. He knows that I say things but I never mean them. Maybe this is the first time that I actually mean the three little words. I love Freddie with all my heart. Why can't he see? I confess, I run, and Freddie still hasn't come looking for me. He doesn't care. I'll just wait out the pain like I usually do. I won't eat for 3-4 days. I won't answer phone calls or texts. I will sit here at home until I devise a plan to tell Freddie. Then I will show up to school like nothing ever happened. No one will question me because they know better then to ask me something. I will slowly rot away and no one will ever acknowledge that I am breaking on the inside. That is just how it will always be. I know one thing though. Freddie will never love me.
Carly:
I'm really worried. I know Sam has done this stuff before. This time she is really hurt. I can just sense it. Having Freddie like her; meant the world to her. She must think he doesn't like her at all. That is not true and we both know it. They were meant to be. I wish they could've seen earlier. That they are just what they need in each other's lives. Why couldn't Freddie see it before.
