Freddie's POV:

I'm not sure how many times I kept waking up from terrible nightmares. I'm not sure how many times I had to wake up and tell myself that it wasn't real. Only it was. I was facing the aftermath of Sam's decision. I think I would of just been better off sleeping at the hospital again. I couldn't get her out of my head. I worried for her. I didn't know if she had stopped breathing or if doctors were trying to save her. I had no clue of finding out. Yeah, doctors will say they will call you. Only they never do. They don't even have enough time for their own family. Let alone someone else's. Sam could of let go over the night for all we know. I don't want her too. This is my perspective of the whole couple of days.

I had her.

I lost her.

I wish stuff was normal. I wish I never left Sam. I wish she didn't make stupid decisions. I wish I could just forget and pretend none of this happened. I can't though. Sam is my best friend. I love her. I can't abandon her.

I'm not the same person I use to be.

I won't leave Sam for anything. No matter what hot girl moves next door to me. Sam is the only one in my life. She was in front me all along. I never saw her. That is the saddest thing. She is everything I wanted and she was right in front me all along. I guess I finally opened my eyes. I saw there were more things to Sam that met the eye. Her smile, her eyes, her body, her laugh, her craziness, her obnoxious behavior. They all made up Sam. I love every single aspect of her. I love it all. Even if it isn't meant to be loved. I love her for her. I never want to see her change into anyone else.

(normal view)

Carly and Freddie eagerly arrive at the hospital. They are very jittery, while waiting by the door to Sam room. They are unsure if they are allowed to go in yet. They aren't even sure if anyone is even there. Maybe Sam did die overnight. They are expecting the worst.

The doctor soon comes in with the news. Sam has made it. Even better she is awake.

Carly and Freddie: Really?

Doctor: Yes.

Carly: Do you mind if I go in their first. Then I will leave and I'll call you in.

Freddie: Yeah. Sure. I just need a long time though; to explain everything.

Carly: I understand.

Freddie: Don't tell her I'm here. She might not want to see me. I'd rather have it be a surprise.

Carly: Okay don't worry I won't.

Carly lightly presses on the door's handle; very unsure if she even wants to face Sam. Carly wants to see her. As she enters the room she sees the TV on. No other then the show Jerry Springer. Sam loves that show. She sees Sam lying on her bed. Sam is drained you can just tell in her face, yet she has a smirk. Which has been plastered on her face for quite a while now. Sam looks up and sees carly.

Sam: Hey Carls, you came. I was wondering when you were going to show up.

Carly: Ha-ha I see that you are feeling better.

Sam: Ah same old same old. I've been getting headaches lately.

Carly: Well I'm glad you are in a better condition then you were.

Sam: Yeah I know. Do you mind if me and you discuss everything later.

Carly: Uh yeah sure. I just want to let you know one thing though…

Sam: Uh yeah??

Carly: You do know that Freddie came looking for you, and I hope you know that he found you. I hope you know you put Freddie through so much pain. Yet he never left your side. The most important thing that I hope you know is that if it weren't for him; you wouldn't be here. You would of died. Sam, I hope you never do anything like this ever again. You really hurt us. Do you really want to hurt the ones that love you the most.

Sam: No. But Freddie doesn't love me.

Carly: Yes he does!!! If he didn't then why would of he even of saved you. Why did he run after you at the wedding. Why Sam, why!?

Sam: I don't…I don't know. I'm sorry Carly I really am.

Carly: Well…you aren't going to get off this easy. Sam, you tried to kill yourself.

Sam: No I didn't try to kill myself. I tried to run away from my problems.

Carly: You put your life in danger. You don't even care. Freddie cares for you so much. You don't even realize. We haven't gotten any sleep in the past two days. Sam you died for 35 seconds while in the hospital. We thought you were a goner. Even though Freddie thought that you could make it. He loves you Sam. He doesn't love me. He has always loved you and he feels bad that he abandoned you. He truly does, or he wouldn't of slept over night here, he wouldn't of saved you, he wouldn't of given you CPR and he definitely wouldn't stay up at night thinking about you. Now would he Sam?

Sam: I guess not.

Carly: Sam, I'm not sure if I am angry at you or not. I don't want to fight right now. So I'll just visit you tomorrow okay?

Sam: Yeah, okay.

Carly: Bye.

Sam: (sits in silence)

Sam Puckett never cries. Except there is one exception. She lost the trust of her best friend. Even worse she put her friends through hell. She still doesn't even realize how much she hurt Freddie. Sam probably won't know until she speaks to him. Face to face.