This chapter is losely based around the song, "Over my head" by The Fray, and "Comfortably Numb" by Pink Floyd. Play those songs to get the full effectXD
Hope you enjoy itXDD
(Normal POV)
Shane walked passed Mileywithout making eye contact. With everything that was happening at the moment, Shane didn't want to talk to her right then and there since she was the root of the problem.
"Hey Shane! Where are you going?" Miley asked, oblivous to his anger.
"Out." He replied, going down the stairs and out the door . Leaving a big shack behind when he slammed the door.
He couldn't believe his mom wouldn't do that little thing for him. Just to keep a little secret for a while. Shane was just so angry and irritated that he didn't know what else to do then just get up and leave. So, he got in his Mustang GT, and left in a hurry.
Shane didn't know exactly where he was going to go, but any place but home was fine withhim. This day was way to much for anyone to handle. He obviously had to face his problems sometime, but right now wasn't it. Shane wanted everyone to be happy and not notice the hardships he is going through right now. He just need time to think and get away. With Miley there he knew he wouldn't be able to. She'd probably want to start to talk about the wedding, which, quite frankly, he didn't want to do right now or ever.
(Joe's POV)
During dinner, I did pretty well if anyone asked me. I interacted and was participant ; joining into the conversation. Putting in comments every once in a while. The point where I got quiet was once the marriage was pronounced and the honeymoon talk. But, besides that, I was putting up fine.
The talk with my mom, was also just something that I was upset about. Upset is probably the wrong word. The right word would be irritate or phenomenally angry. She didn't understand that there are just somethings that people want and should keep to themselves. Loving Miley would be one of them. I don't really think she even thought about the consequences. May it be good or bad. But, bad would be it for a fact. I knew what the outcome would be if I told them. Jason and Miley would call off the wedding and stop seeing each other. As much as I would love to see them breakup, I wouldn't want to see Miley and Jason (especially Miley) be upset all the time. I'd kill me just know I was the cause of their unhappiness. Plus, Mileywouldn't want to go out with me after breaking them up.
Now that I think about it, Miley and Jason will be getting married in about 9. Just 9 months and the most beautiful, glorious girl will be tookenaway from me. Although she was never with me, she would be off limits forever. Or for as long as their together. Which will be forever.
This is killing me much more then I thought it would. I really had myself convinced that I would be okay with this. About a week agoI told myself I didn't need her and that I'd find true love. Just not withher. So far I've had no luck with that. Though, I did have a date 4 days ago. That went terribly.
I was on a date with this girl named Miranda and I must say, WOW. She was pretty but no where as pretty as Miley was. She had bright red highlights in her pitch black hair,and a pale, round face. Miranda was very into the whole demonic things. All she'd talk about this star that I don't even know the name of. But it had something to do with witch craft. She even had a tattoo of it! Which, she wanted to show me. But, I passed down the offer.
Although I didn't want to leave in the middle of date, I had no other choice. So, while she ate the appetizer, I told her I was going to the bathroom. I think she didn't hear me because she didn't even nod. Miranda just kept on eating.I ran away from the , don't think I left her there with the check! I was gentlemen enough to pay the bill on the way out.
After that date, I went home and told Mileyall about it. She laughed and wished me some more luck withfinding someone special. I laughed along with her and told her I was scared for life because Miranda was like the devils apprentes. We made some more jokes and went to bed watching a movie. We were snuggled up on the coach in a blanket. She was against my chest while I had one hand on her waist and the other stroking her hair. The movie was called Maid of Honor.I really didn't want to watch it.
(Flashaback)
(Normal POV)
"As my maid of honor I demand you to obey me and watch this movie."
"There's no way! I love you and all but, I refuse to watch a chick flick!" Shane argued with Miley, trying to make her get away from the movie. Chick flicks
just weren't his thing. But, what boy's was?
"Do you have any better suggestion?" Miley put her hand on her hip and tilted her head to the side.
"Actually I do." Shane grinned while pulling out a movie.
"You wouldn't actually make me watch that, would you?" Miley questioned Shane at the movie he picked up.
"Come on, everyone loves a good horror movie."
"Don't get me wrong. I love horror movies it's just that " The Unborn" is out of the question."
"Don't you love me?" Shane asked as a friend. Though he wished he could ask her ask her. Just to see what she would say.
"Of course I love you," Shane's heart fluttered. "just not enough to watch that movie."
"I'll make a compromise with you."
"Okay, lets hear it." Miley was amused at the little battle they were having.
"We'll watch this movie tonight," Miley jumped up and down clapping. "But," She stoped to hear what he was going to say because it could be something important.
"We have to watch WHATEVER movie or show I want for a whole day." He then crossed his arms across his chest. Miley looked at him confused.
"That's crazy!"
"You said you loved me, didn't you?"
"I give you an inch, you take a mile." She shook her head at Shane. She was mused that he used that against her.
"Deal?"
Miley signed. "Deal."
"I knew you couldn't say no." Shane smiled at Miley then sat down on the and Miley followed.
At first, Miley snuggled against the arm rest on the opposite side of Shane. But after a few moments she was cold, and needed some snuggled up against Shane's chest. He grabbed the blanket that was at the edge of Miley'sfeet and pulled it over the both of them. After a couple minutes of comfort, Shane and Miley began to put their hands on each others body. Miley put her hands on Shane's chest and playedwith his shirt. While Miley did that, Shane put one hand on her waist while he stroked her hair.
He was happy they choose Maid of honor to watch. It was the best 3 hours of his life.
(End of flahsback)
He usually pondered at the memories that they've had together. Watching Maid of honor was one of his favorite memories. Sometimes he even thought that Miley liked him back because the way she smiled or acted around him. She would turn her head during the town meetings and memick . They would laugh and get kicked out of the townhouse. They would then walk home together laughing. When they would get home they'd watch a movie or just sit up in Shane's
room, lay down on his bed and talk.
Mileywould even flirt withShane every now in then. Shane knew she was just kidding though,so he'd just make a joke out of it by flirting back with an Elvis voice. She'd laugh and Shane would smile ; happy to know he could make her laugh. Mostly, whenever he saw Miley and Jason together, all he saw was kissing or fighting. Then again, he's not around all the time. God only knows what they do when Shane's not around.
Most of the time, Shane would leave Miley and Jason alone in the house to have their own time together. He could only imagainhow it must feel to have your girlfriend and having your brother there, just being the third wheel in everything they did. But, when he was mad with Jason, he'd stay there and go inbetweenthem, putting his arms around both of them. Jason would normaly get mad and leave for a ride. Then, Shane would take Miley up into his room and play some
board games with her. After an hour or so, Jason would come back and get just as mad when he found Miley sleeping in the arms of his brother.
Mileyand Shane never knew, to this day, that Jason ever saw them sleeping together. He actually saw them about 5 times in the past month. Jason was extremely upset, but he knew nothing would happen because he knew Miley loved him, not Shane. Though, he did question Shane's feelings for her. He knew something was would find little letters that would have lines scratch out that had things like "I've loved you for awhile" and "Me and you just make sense". He now has about 5 or 6 letters that Shane wrote.
(SHANE'S POV)
After a while of just sitting in the Burger King parking lot, I began to cool down. Not thinking about things really helped. Suppressing all of these feelings wasn't exactly what I wanted to do, but it was just a way of getting all of those feelings out of my head. The anger and jealously just seemed to wash away. Now, when I get back to the house, they might come back, only because of the new conversation that was going to be all around the house. And, worst of all, I was going to have be apart of that talk. I'm the maid of honor. Lucky me.
Sooner or later, I'm going to have to go home, but I rather not. It's so peaceful to be in the car alone, listening to Pink Floyd. I can't do these when there-are 6 people in the house, and 7 if Nate's girlfriend is over, trying to talk me into doing something with them. They don't understand that I don't always want to hang out with them. I like to have time to myself where I can just write music, or chelax for a while.
The only person I will let come talk to me during my relaxing time (if I have one) is Miley. Not because I'm totally in love with her, because she comes to talk with me for a reason. She doesn't just come up to bother me into going roller blading or to watch That 70's Show. Though, it's a very appealing series. I love the love triangle between Kelso, Jackie, and Hyde in the 5th season. I was just watching the episode where it's Jakie's birthday and she didn't tell Hyde that it was, so when Kelso came in with a pink blouse for her, Hyde got angry and jealous. So, Hyde suspected that Kelso was trying to steal Jackie away from him. Kelso denied it, but it was so true. He just wanted her all for his own. But, in the end, Jackie and Hyde's love conquered , I love that show.
But, that's besides the point, I can't go home right now. But, I'm beginning to get hungry and mom said she was going to make dutched chocolate cake tonight, and everyone knows that dutch chocolate cake is my favorite. Epeciallywhen my mom puts whip cream on top that is in a shape of a heart, then fills the middle with hershy kisses. It's the best.
If I do go home, it'll only be for the fact that my mom is making cake, which, quite frankly, is kind of stupid. By doing that, I would make a total ass of myself. I'd walk in, say I'm sorry for yelling at you and just leaving, then asked if I could have a peice of cake. That, ladies and gentlemen,that, is what you call an asshole. Now, I won't do that to myself for the fact that I'm not one. I'm a well behaved gentlemen that works hard for what he wants. And right now, all I want is a piece of that dutch chocolate cake.
So, after convincing myself to go home, I drove out of the Burger King parking lot, and went to my house. It took me about 10 to 15 minutes to get home, and to be honest, I was really scared and nervous. I mean, come on! Who wouldn't be? I rudely left the dinner table, yelled at my mom for wanting me to tell Miley I loved her, then fore most, I ran out on Miley without making any eye contact. I made a fool of myself just an hour ago. How am I suppose to come in and just act like every things chill. Well, I'll tell ya, not so easily.
As nervous and scared I was, I turn the car off and got out. The house looked so much smaller now, maybe it's because of the fact I'm scared out of my mind or it really did shrink.
I now started to head for the door where my fate would be decided. Okay, well maybe I'm being a little over dramatic, but, I could either get a lecture, or be drowned in hugs and kisses. And, I think we both know which one is most likely to happen.
While I was walking up the lawn, I could hear Miley talking to my mom about Jason.
" I really love Jason, but it seem like he is more concerned about his work life. He's barely ever home." Miley sounded really upset, and it killed me to see hear her like that.
"Aw, Miley, he's just trying to earn enough money so you can have your dream wedding. Jason really wishes he could be here all the time with you, but, it's difficult, but Shane is always there for you."
"I know." It sounded like Miley said it through a smile. "Shane has helped me a lot. Whenever I need him, he's there. I'm so lucky to have the most amazing best friend on the earth."
"He really cares for you. ."
"Yeah, and I'm glad. I don't know what I would do without Shane. Most likely lose my mind." Miley and my mom giggled.
It felt really good to know that Miley cares for me just as much as I care you her.
It kind of made me less frightened to go in. I actually had more courage in me then ever. Maybe, just maybe, they both forgot about the whole thing and I could get my cake in peace.
Without even thinking, I pressed the door bell. I could hear footsteps and little snickers as they got closer. Then, BAM! The door opened and the snickering stopped.
Oh crap.
HeheXD
This chapter was in Shane's head a lot, which I hope you don't mind.
I really haven't paned out how the next chapter is going to be like, BUT, it might come to me tonightxD
Hope you enjoyed this as much as I did writing itXP
