ok, this is a really short chapter but at least it gets it over with and i can move onto my longer chapters. :):) yay!! anyway...
VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE!!
THE LAWS OF PHYSICS AND NALEY FANFICTION HAVE BEEN BROKEN!!
I MADE A CRAZY DISCOVERY TODAY!!
JAMES LAFFERTY/ NATHAN SCOTT'S EYES... ARE GREEN!!
NOT BLUE... GREEN!!!
IT CHANGES EVERYTHING!!
TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS!! AND CREDIT ME FOR IT... :):) HEHE.
AND IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME. CHECK OUT THIS BIG PICTURE...
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IT'S SO WEIRD... HE'S STILL HOT THOUGH!!
but think of all the fanfics that say he has blue eyes... including mine.
WE ARE WRONG!!
12. Secrets
'I don't understand Haley. What could you have done that was so unforgivable?'
Haley ran her hands through her hair, looking into Nathan's big blue eyes.
'I got an abortion.'
'What do you mean?'
'I was pregnant, but I didn't want to keep the baby. So I killed it.'
'Haley I don't understand. When did you find out you were pregnant? Who knew about it? How could you do that? Why didn't you keep it? When did you do it?'
'Don't Nathan. Don't fire all these questions at once. Please just let me explain.'
Nathan stayed silent, waiting for an explanation. He took Haley's hand in his.
Haley swallowed the lump in her throat and continued. 'After my 18th birthday party I took a test, which was positive. I was pregnant, and I couldn't believe it. Me and Lucas had talked about a family, but not this early. I didn't know how to tell him. We were still at school, just going into senior year. Ok, I was eighteen, but my birthday is just early on. He had so much ahead of him, how could I drag him down? Of course, I was so happy, we were going to have a baby together! I decided I had to tell him after the wedding. So then the wedding came, and I fell apart. I basically forgot about the baby, until my morning sickness came. I was so scared Nathan, I had just lost you and Lucas, and I was blocking out the world. I couldn't raise a child on my own! And the baby would look so much like Lucas! I know it was selfish but I didn't want the baby, I wasn't in a fit state to look after it, and I didn't want to let anyone in. So 3 weeks later, I was out in the rain, when I decided to get an abortion. So I did it. And then I stopped crying, stopped feeling. I had just killed my own child. How would Lucas feel about that?'
'You shouldn't blame yourself for this. You had your reasons.' Nathan spoke softly.
'Yes, but I killed my child. I feel so guilty, you have no idea. I could have a son or a daughter right now. Do I regret it? I don't know. My life would have been so different. But I like my company, I like being back home. I don't know where I would be with a child.'
'Don't beat yourself up about it. it's in the past now. Just concentrate on making the future the best, and you shouldn't have regrets.'
Haley nodded silently and moved her head onto Nathan's chest, enjoying the fact that he immediately wrapped his strong arms around her. She slowly drifted off to sleep.
Nathan loved the feeling of Haley in his arms. He listened to her breathing, realising she was asleep. He loved the warmth of her body. He couldn't believe she had been pregnant, but he didn't resent her for having an abortion. She did what she thought was right for her at the time. He looked down at her sleeping figure. Was he still in love with Haley?
He tried to shake the thought and closed his eyes, letting himself drift off to sleep.
7 Years Ago
'So Hales, do you ever think about, like, babies and stuff?' A thirteen year old Nathan sat on the kitchen counter as Haley made them dinner.
'What the hell Nathan? Where is this coming from?'
'I don't really know... it's just, having Lucas around more and more makes me think about families, and how screwed up mine is.' He smirked slightly.
'Umm... well i have a big family Nate, and I love it... but I'm not sure if i would want as many children as my parents did.' Haley smiled at the thought of her numerous brothers and sisters.
'You're pretty when you smile.' Nathan spoke softly.
'Thanks...' Haley whispered, turning to face Nathan. 'You're not too hard on the eyes either.'
'I'm smoking hot and you know it James.' Nathan teased.
'Yeah... me and every other girl in the school.' Haley mumbled.
'What?'
'Three kids.' Haley changed the subject. 'I want three, two boys and a girl.' She smiled. 'I can't wait to have kids.'
Nathan awoke with a sense of emptiness and realised that Haley wasn't next to him. He slipped out of his bed and pulled on some clothes.
He wandered through to the kitchen to find it empty, where was Haley?
'Haley?' he shouted through the apartment as he looked into her room.
Nothing.
Her clothes and case were still there, so she hadn't left. He wandered back through to the kitchen. He made some breakfast while watching the TV. Soon the doorbell rang and Nathan went to get the door.
'Haley you know you can just come straight in here you don't have to ring…' Nathan trailed off as he saw who was standing outside.
'Hey man, you coming to the river court?'
Nathan was stunned. 'Lucas?'
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