I don't own twilight, songs are 4ever by the Veronicas, and My Immortal by Evanescence.

I ignored the flash of bronze; anyone could have that color hair and not just him dammit. He's off in Denali or some place else, anywhere but here. I steadied myself took a breath.

"Okay, so apparently we're gonna take five, because Bella wants to change her outfit, chicks! So anyway, I think I'll go help her change so, we'll be back!" Brendon called. Gosh, he is such a horn dog. I don't mind though. I went back stage and grabbed my next outfit. Brendon followed me into my dressing room.

"Did you need something?" I asked, knowing by his thoughts that it wasn't a need, so much as a very great want. He simply grabbed my hips and kissed me like there was no tomorrow. His hands roamed my body, as mine were his.

"Oh, Bella, we have to be back on stage soon, so lets make this quick, please?" He moaned. So I unbuttoned his jeans, and he slid my underwear down my thighs, and we both got off, cursing quite loudly. I pushed him out of the dressing room, and put on my tight little schoolgirl outfit. It complimented my red hair very nicely. I skipped back on stage, ready to sing my solos.

As I went to my place on stage I heard many wolf-whistles and hoots. I sang thinking of Brendon, and his always-amazing sex.

Here we are so what you gonna do?
Do I gotta spell it out for you?
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don't really care

Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let them say what their gonna say
But tonight I just don't really care

Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you, yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

I've seen it all I've got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me lets leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don't care

Let me take you on the ride of your life
That's what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say
Cause tonight I just don't even care

Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

Lets pretend you're mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and you'll want more

So tell me what your waiting for

Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah, with you, yeah, yeah
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you, yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

Gosh I love that song, the music of it seemed to course through my veins and make my head pound. The next song was always hard for me to play, but when I was done playing, I always felt freer. Everyone cleared off stage, leaving the piano they had just brought in and me. As I sang, I remembered the day Edward left.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
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Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
oh
me, oh
me, oh

I wish I was human again, then I could cry like I wanted so badly too.