Chapter theme song: The way I loved you
Artist: Taylor Swift
JPOV (Morning)
I woke up to a beautiful and sleeping angel all wrapped up on me. I couldn't believe what I and Bella had done last night. It felt great knowing we gave each other to one another. I didn't think it was that great, but Bella disagreed, and if she was happy, then I was happy.
Charlie and Billy wouldn't be back until tomorrow which lent us more time alone.
The sun was shining brightly through my window curtains and I knew it must have been around 10.
An alarm suddenly sounded startling Bella and causing me to jump.
"Holy – Damn! What the hell is it?" Bella jumped up from me and screamed loudly.
"Bells! It's okay!" Bella glanced at her phone and it was ringing and flashing lights.
"It must be Jess…" She muttered under her breathe.
"Hey, is everything okay?" She answered.
The conversation went something like this:
Bella: Uh huh, yeah. Totally! Sure.
Jess: was probably babbling and talking non-stop.
Finally Bella had enough, "Look Jess, me and Jake were kind of sleeping I'll see you at the mall, Kay?"
She hung up and huffed as she threw her phone on my night stand.
"We're going shopping at 8. Jessica has babysitting all day today." She automatically climbed into bed and plopped on my lap.
She nestled her head right into my chest and spread her arms around my waist.
"Bella, I think we should talk about some things…"
"Okay."
"About last night, well you know we didn't use condoms…"
She looked at me startled. "Are you telling me I'm suddenly pregnant?!"
"No, no. I'm just curious, what form of birth control do you plan to use? I mean you can only have sex unprotected so many times before an accident occurs."
"Oh, well I didn't think about it. I am 18, and I can start on birth control Jake." I felt a sign of relief that she wasn't going to freak out.
"So, I'm guessing you plan on us having sex in the future then Jake?"
I nodded my head, "Only if you felt like you're ready to have that commitment."
"Oh my god, yes Jake!" She leaned down to my face and kissed my lips.
She flinched when my chin and cheeks brushed against her face.
"Ouch Jake, 5 o clock shadow much? When did you last shave!" She giggled and squirmed out of my arms.
"Two days ago, and like your legs are smooth?"
Bella grinned, "Actually… I shaved before we left for the party last night!" I grabbed my pillow and threw it at her.
"Miss!" She screamed as she ran into my bathroom.
"Scaredy cat!" I shouted at her.
When I pulled the covers off me I noticed I was naked.
I could have sworn I wore boxers before we went to sleep last night.
I remembered Bells pulling on an old t shirt of mine on her.
"Bella Swan! What did you do to my boxers?!?"
I heard a fit of laughter coming from Bella and I shoved the bathroom door open.
In her hands were my plaid boxers.
"Give it!" I sounded like a child.
"Nope! You'll just have to change I guess…"
"Bella…"
"Jacob" She mocked back at me.
"You picked the wrong person to do this to, you know."
"Why is that?"
"Because I know your one weakness." I bent over to pick her up and threw her over on my back.
She started screaming and smacking my back.
"Jacob Black! I swear when I get down your ass will be mine!"
"Is that a threat I heard? Bella…"
"Jacob, please!" Bella started pleading.
I noticed she stopped punching me and heard soft cries coming from her.
"Bella?"
I saw her in the corner of my eyes and knew what her plan was.
"Don't you dare Bells,that will hurt me bad!" I saw her hand roll into a fist and go to punch my groin area.
"Then put me down Jake, please! I'm asking nicely! Just set me down! I'm done!!" She was sceaming again and freaking out more.
"Bella! What is the matter with you?!" When I set her down on my floor she shot up and kicked me in the balls.
"Ouch! Ouch! Bella!!!" I shouted so loudly at her I saw the tears in her eyes and her face go pale.
I hadn't meant to sound like I did, but I knew my voice was the loudest she has heard it.
I knelt down on my knees and fell over.
"Bella! Do you realize how much of an idiot you are? You, you shouldn't do that! It's like me punching you in your breast!" She started sobbing more and more.
"You picked me up over a stupid pair of underwear! You know how terrified I am of being picked up and a fear of being tossed and killed!!"
"No, you failed to mention that to me!" I slowly got up, feeling a wave of pain in my lower stomach.
"Forget birth control now, I'll never reproduce with anyone now. Thanks." I walked off to the kitchen to find an ice pack.
Bella followed me and handed me a pair of clean briefs.
"Here." Her voice sounded so shy and uncertain.
"Aw, Bells…" I felt so horrible for calling her an idiot.
She turned away and I grabbed her waist and pulled her into a hug.
I wrapped my arms around her waist and I felt her arms grasp for my back.
I kissed her forehead a 100 times and apologized.
"I'm sorry Jake… I shouldn't have done that." Bella soaked my shirt with tears and I could tell something else was upsetting her.
"What's upsetting you, love?" I asked her.
"Nothing." She shouted.
"Bells, just tell me."
She violently shook her head 'no' and crossed her arms over her chest.
We stared at each as if having a staring contest.
I took a step forward to her and hugged her tightly, "Fine, don't tell me now, but you'll tell me eventually." I whispered in her ear.
She leaned her head on my shoulder and just shook her head.
"Um, Jake?" I perked up hoping she was going to tell me.
"Yes?"
She looked down at me and I met where she was gazing, noticing something was poking her.
I felt so humiliated! "Oh, uhm sorry…" I studdered looking for where I put down my briefs.
"It, it was kind of poking my thigh…" She giggled and I just wanted to climb under a rock.
I found the briefs and walked to my room.
It was past noon and I was starving.
Bella was still downstairs in the living room.
I couldn't face her right now, I felt so stupid.
After pulling on a clean pair of ripped jeans and green shirt I went to go groom.
Bella mentioned my stubble, so if it bothered her, I would leave it until it annoyed her so much she wouldn't kiss me.
I laughed at myself thinking of ways to annoy my girlfriend. Our relationship was so dysfunctional.
I thoroughly brushed my teeth and brushed my hair into a ponytail.
My hair was just cut a month ago and seemed to just be getting longer every minute.
A pair of flip flops were on the bathroom floor so I just slipped them on.
Realizing how I would have to talk to Bella sooner or later I headed into where she was.
She was sitting on the couch reading a book she had brought.
"Hey." She said keeping her eyes locked on what she was reading.
"What are you reading?" I asked sitting next to her.
"Twilight, it's so romantic, Edward Cullen makes me want to lick him like a lollipop!"
She realized what she had just said to me and tried to save her ass.
"I mean, you know, he's charming and witty and just so damn cute!"
"Uh-huh." I rolled my eyes.
"What is your problem Jake?" Bella said.
"What's yours?" I asked.
"You know, you've been real nasty lately. Ever since we've had sex you seem so mean!"
"Well, I guess I'm not the one PMSing, am I?" I shouted.
She got a look of hate in her once so sweet eyes.
"You know damn well I'm not PMSing Jake." She said softly.
I knew that was a weak spot for her to talk about, she didn't ever feel good when it came time for it.
"Besides, I'm not the one making reproduction jokes about your penis, am I? What the hell is "Forget birth control now, I'll never reproduce with anyone now. Thanks." That was really hurtful."
I suddenly thought about when I said it. I didn't mean for it to sound like I planned on leaving her and having sex with other girls.
"Bella, you know it wasn't intentionally said to be like that…" I brushed hair out of her face with my fingers.
She slapped my hand away from her, "Don't touch me."
Ouch, that hurt. She huffed off the couch and into my room.
I heard the door slam shut and cries coming out.
Great, how many times can a guy make his girlfriend cry in a day?
She didn't deserve all this on her. I walked over to the door and knocked on it.
What am I doing? I thought to myself, this is MY room.
"Bella, open the door."
"NO!"
"Please?"
"NO!"
"Why not?" I was starting to get anxious to calm her down.
"Because I'm getting dressed." I heard her huff and then a thump on the floor.
"What on earth are you doing?"
"Putting on jeans."
"Why can't I come in?"
"Because! I just told you." This was going nowhere!
"Bella, it's not like I've never seen you naked before, you've seen me bare it all, now open the door."
I heard her footsteps and her open the door.
"Happy? Good." She walked back and started to slip on flip flops also.
"Are you hungry?" I asked her.
"Starving." She answered back with enthusiasm.
"Can we talk about this over lunch?"
"I guess." She walked up to me and kissed me. It was so powerful and filled with sorrow that I deepened it.
I parted her lips with my tongue and she opened her mouth.
We stood like this for a few minutes until my stomach growled.
"I think you're hungry Jake." I took her hand and laughed, "So do I."
Bella drove us to a nearby outdoor café that seemed not so busy, so in case we got loud people wouldn't be frightened.
We were not sitting down at had water glasses in front of us.
"What are you getting?" Bella asked.
"Hmm, I don't know. I'm thinking number 5."
Bella scanned the menu and raised her eyebrows, "Tacos?"
"Yeah!"
"I'm going to get number 3, a hamburger." Jake shook his head in agreement.
Our waitress took our orders and we enjoyed the afternoon sun.
"I'm sorry." I blurted out.
"Huh?" Bella asked. "From before, I shouldn't have made you cry like you did. Boyfriends shouldn't make their girlfriends cry. You don't deserve it. I shouldn't have said that thing about reproducing with other girls and you not needing birth control because of it. I can't take it back, but I'm sorry for saying that. I know how sensitive it is for you to talk about the subject."
Bella's mouth twitched and she got up from her chair and sat on my lap.
She kissed my cheek and rubbed my stubble. "Still didn't shave?"
"As long as it annoys you, it's staying." I smiled at her.
"You're such an ass Jake!" Bella slapped my arm and got up.
"No!" I pulled her back to sit on my lap. "Don't get up."
"Jake, our food is almost here." I nuzzled my face into her hair.
It still had the smell of the shampoo from last night in the tub.
I smiled remembering the memories and thinking about last night.
"You can eat while sitting on my lap." I grabbed her waist as she settled down between my legs.
"Are you happy now?" She asked.
"Pleased."
We both ate each other's plates pretty much. I ate half Bella's hamburger and she ate one of my tacos.
I paid for lunch and we went back to my house.
Bella let out a long and loud yawn.
She rubbed her eyes and yawned again.
"What time is it?" I looked at the clock that said 3.
"It's 3. You still have a good few hours before you go to the mall."
"I'm tired still." We both flopped on my couch and turned on the TV.
"No more late night sex, okay?" She laughed and punched me. "That does not amuse me Jacob Black."
"Do you want to watch a movie, that way you can fall asleep while I stay entertained?" I asked flicking back and forth through DVD's.
"Yeah! Oh, I wanna watch a love movie! Um, do you have the notebook?"
"Bella, two guys live here, does it look like Billy or I watch a movie like that?" She laughed, "No, but I stay here so much I would think I left it here."
She had a point.
"Fine, what movie did you pick out Jake? If there's blood and guts that spill everywhere I'm going into your bed and sleeping in there."
"There's no shooting or killing, I put in your favorite movie that we always watch."
"Which movie, I like a lot of them…"
"A walk to remember, you left that one here like a year ago." I pressed play and the movie started.
Bella grabbed a quilt off my bed and brought it out to me.
I wrapped the blanket around her as she snuggled closer to my side.
Her arm was linked around my lower waist and head in my side.
My arm was around her shoulders and rubbing her neck.
"I love you Jake."
"I love you more, Bella."
"No you don't."
"YES, I do."
"NO, you don't." Bella protested.
"Bella, are you going to sit here and argue about who loves who more or watch the damn movie I put in?" She smiled up at me and agreed to watch the movie.
Within 30 minutes she was lightly snoring in my arms, this is how it should always be.
No fighting, no mean words, and no punching me in my groin, just us with her in my arms.
I tried my best to pick her up without disturbing her rest and place her in my bed.
I tucked in the blanket around her small and fragile body and fluffed her pillow.
"Mmm, Jake? Don't leave my side!" Bella flung out her hands reaching for me next to her on the bed.
Her eyes shot open and stared right at me. "You were going to leave me… alone!"
"You fell asleep, you're tired love, sleep." She shook her head 'no'.
"Bella, please?"
"Only if you lay down with me and rub my back."
"Geesh, princess much Bells? You know I would be honored to rub my hot girlfriend's back."
I climbed into my bed and slipped my hand under her shirt and rubbed small circles on her back.
"I don't think you have any stamina left." Bella giggled as she said this.
"I'll show you just how much stamina I have left tonight after your shopping spree with Jessica, then we'll see whose laughing.
Bella rolled over and kissed my lips gently and tenderly.
"Will you really?" She asked.
"Of course, but one thing."
"What?"
"We're using condoms until you start on your birth control, I'm not going to be a father, not right now at least.
Bella's face seemed to glow with me mentioning being a father.
She always said she wanted two kids, a boy and a girl.
I couldn't guarantee exactly a boy and girl, but I would definitely try for us having kids in the future.
"Okay, but, I'm going to be with you when we buy them, I'm not going to make you buy them by yourself."
"It's a date." I agreed and Bella finally went back to sleep.
I got up off the bed and headed back out to the movie.
I softly shut the door and laughed at myself.
Making a date to buy condoms was so random.
That was our relationship for you, completely unique.
Okay!! A lot of you have been reviewing, I thank you guys so much for the support and laughs as I read the reviews.
As long as I get reviews, I will keep updating.
I will work on the next chapter tomorrow which will be in BPOV and the shopping trip and the night of love.
This was 15 pages, next chapter MAY be longer, I worked on this chapter from 7 pm and it's now 10 minutes until 1, I think I should win an Oscar, what do you think?
This chapter, for what I've planned will run until the summer before college, remember: Jake and Bella graduate in less than 3 months now.
Next few chapters will be more about the colleges they choose and careers and all that jazz.
&& lots of you enjoyed my idea of Jake as a sexy fireman, I dream of it!
Hope you loved this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it.
I never really do 'plan' them, I get on windows word and just type whatever seems to 'pop' into my head.
I think about ideas, but never plan before I write.
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!!!
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caitlyn
