OKAY The first paraghraphs al about my OC, so you can just get to the part that says 'But today…' Just informing cause I know how annoying OC's can be.
I had always made sure that I was alive.
Well, the breathing part wasn't that easy, but manageable, but I mean, I tried to live my life, I'm sixteen going on seventeen, and my doctor tells me that I'll never live to be twenty.
At first I cried, a lot, but then I realized that I still had four odd years left, FOUR YEARS to live.
So ever since then, I'd try to live every day as if it were y last day, ever. So that meant being happy around every one, my shrink told me that it was a bad idea to keep my emotions bottled up inside, but it can't be helped, I mean what's the mood that you'd rather wake up in?
'Danm, I'm still alive, what a waste ,I guess I'll just mope about ill I'm dead, then I can mope about for all eternity, because the world id such an unfair place……'
OR
'WOW! I'm still alive, there's still so much I can do today!'
But today, I didn't feel like living, Isabella Swan, my closest friend, had shut me out. We still kept in touch, for like 5 years, it's a long tome but, we sent each other e-mails and then go on skype live just to see how we've changed physically.
But for two years now, Bella's e-mails have been getting more and more scarce. I mean, I get more emails advertising scalp treatments than from her.
Her calls are always cut short, well have always been, seeing as we're on different sides of the world, but still 5 minutes turned into 2, and then 1 and then, about 30 seconds…………
Flashback
By now we had an audience
"Izzy, come ON!" I yelled after her.
I felt my heart race in my chest, as I hurried after Bella, her pace was difficult to keep up with, when did she get so fit?
"IZZY!" I called out once more, and then I saw him.
Edward Cullen.
HE was always there, since I got to forks, I see him with Bella all the time, and when ever I get the chance to talk to her, he leads her away, as if he's the parent and I'm the 'bad guy' that she's not meant to talk to. And here he was, leading Bella to his Volvo.
"Izzy, don't go with that freakin' ALBINO!" I yelled, hey, it was the only thing I could think of, and its not like I was lying.
Somewhere I heard some one laugh, well that's what it sounded like, a really booming-I was a WWE wrestler-champ-laugh.
I turned and saw that the rest of the Cullen's were there, the tiny one, Alice, and then the blonde guy that seemed like he was ortistic, Jasper, or something, then the Blonde, Rosalie, danm, she looked POD, then next to her was the source of the laugh, Emmett.
He was the only one laughing.
"Izzy, look," I took a gulp of air sothat I would't faint, "you can tell me whats going-"
"Sabrina!" She didn't even turn around, but I didn't think I could handle her gaze. "Just, leave me alone." And with that, she headed in the Volvo, her master closed the door behind her, and then they drove off.
I decided to wake up. I stretched and rubbed my eyes a few times, they were sore. I sat up, not fully awake, but funchonal enough. I looked around my room, beyond the mess, I saw a wallet sized photo, of me and her, we got the pictures of us by email, and then we just glued them together, but still, that was two years ago.
When my doctors informed me that I had a really short deadline to my life, I thought of seeing Bella for a while before I, well, 'expired'. My parents agreed of course, hey that was a perk of being sick, people did have the sympathy thing for you, and I just flashed my dimples, and before I knew it I was out of Europe and in America.
I went to my laptop, maybe Bella had sent me something, it was a stupid thought, I mean after what happened yesterday.
I had ridden my bike to her house and then she just shut me out again. I went to the b=folder that said 'IZZY'S' EMAILS
I waited for it to load……..
…………nothing………..
Just her last email, from two years ago, I opened it, maybe there was another clue as to what triggered this change in her.
But I already knew it, that stupid albino, Edward Cullen.
Hey Sabrina, still touring? Sorry I haven't been able to talk in a while, been busy, you'd like Forks, its like rainy and green everyday, and freakishly cold ALL THE TIME!
I smiled a bit, she knew that I loved that type of weather.
Well hey I met this guy,
My smile faded into a pure scowl.
And he's nice, so I'll keep you updated, cause he's well,
I bit my lip so hard I swore I tasted blood. I couldn't read this next part, I switched off my laptop, and started getting ready for my doctors appointment.
As I left home and started riding towards Forks Hospital, the rest of Bella's e-mail came to my head, no matter how hard I pedaled to get rid of the thought, it just wouldn't stop flashing in my head
Well, he's my boyfriend…..
WELL that's it for today, thanks a lot for the Favorites, but PLEASE, I need some reviews, even if you just do this: ^.^ or :) or that, I REALLY apriciate it.
