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Tokio Hotel - Scream
I think it personally goes with this chapter. Well some of it. Maybe the previous chapter. I dunno ;)
Disclaimer - I own erm. Jaspers self control. -It was needed in this chapter- and Maddi. Oh and Charlies vampirness and -well lets not spoil it yerh?-
Don't ask me where this story is going, tbh I have no idea. My stories write themselves, I never plan ahead. This is more of a chapter filler, since I hav kinda wrote the next bit in my head, wow I contradicted myself ;) Well. we'll see yerh?
Bella POV
I ran, and I ran a lot. I got far enough before I collapsed in a most beautiful meadow. It was simply blissful. I pulled up the sleeve of my hoddie and rubbed my cuts, I hurt so much inside, and I felt so broken. I didn't realise I was crying until my arm was positively soaked with tears. If I hadn't seen the shadow of someone sitting down opposite, I wouldn't have noticed them at all. "Too much to handle?" I heard Jaspers voice, I looked up, he'll never understand. I looked down again.
"Bella, I do understand, I know exactly what you're thinking though, and I feel your agony so much. I can understand your pain, I've been watching people like you in the background, for so many years, knowing I can't do anything about it, but I'm going to help you, I can take the pain away, because well, Bella, I love you." I looked up. I saw Jaspers tears in his eyes; they were there, but not spilling over. He placed his frozen hand over my searing hot wrists; his icy touch was my own personal aspirin.
"Do you know what's funny?" Hearing my own voice, I flinched, I felt a wave of calm over me and I relaxed. All I could focus on was Jaspers words, 'I love you'. It sounded so beautiful when he said it, I melted. All I could feel was love for him, then I realised it. "I love you, Jasper. With all my heart" I sobbed. Before I saw anything, I was in his lap, my head onto his muscular chest. For the first time of my life, I had found someone other than my sister, to love, to care for, to put before myself. For the first time in my life, I trusted someone with my life, my feelings and my bruised body.
His hands ran through my hair and his icy fingers caressed my cheek occasionally, I don't know how long I sobbed into his arms before I said, "I'm sorry for running."
"We don't blame to Bella." I looked up and saw the whole Cullen family in the meadow. There complicated beauty killing the simple beauty of a simple plant.
"Let us introduce ourselves properly. I'm Carlisle"
"Esme" said the woman holding my sisters hand.
"Rosalie"
"Alice"
"Edward"
"Emmett"
I looked up, they were all so welcoming. Tears came to my eyes as I felt and saw a real family, loving one another, taking care of one another. I have never had that in my known memory. Once Jasper helped me up I felt Maddi run up to me and hug me tightly, I winced with bruises but hugged her back.
"Bella, Want a lift back to my place?" Asked Jasper casually. I nodded, Maddi ran over to Rosalie and hopped on her back, Jasper chuckled, before I could ask, the rest of the Cullen's had gone, including my sister. Jasper mentioned for me to climb his back, I did. "Close your eyes."
Before I knew anything we were running. We were running so fast, the whole world seemed to disappear as quickly as it got there, and before I even knew anything, the Cullen mansion dribbled into view, and before I could blink we were into their house. "Whoa. Seriously, fast." I muttered as I climbed off Jaspers back. He chuckled, "You should see Edward run then" I looked at him, he gloated whilst hugging Alice. Then my cell rang, I looked at the Caller ID, and I screamed. Everyone was round me in an instant, "What's wrong Bella?" Esme said worry in her eyes. Jasper was just frozen stiff; I looked up "Ch... Char... Charlie's ringing me!" I stuttered and looked up into pair of worrying eyes, Madison squealed. Esme took her lightly upstairs. I answered the phone.
"Dad?" I said.
"Now you fucking answer the phone, why aren't you in your room, and where's your ruddy sister?" I looked up, knowing that even with the phone to my ear, each one of the Cullen's could hear, and that's when it sinked in, they were vampires. But so was my father.
"Were at a friend's that's all" I replied.
"You filthy slut, at a friend's, I doubt it. Probably selling your no good, fucked up body for £5. I want you home by 6:30 okay? With your virginity would be fabulous." He hung up the phone. I fell to the ground, crying my eyes out. I couldn't go back, not now, not ever. But I couldn't stay here and there is Maddi to look after also.
Carlisle came up to me, "You can stay here Bella, all of us can keep your father away from you and you're sister. It'll be no trouble, trust me." Alice smiled happily nodding encouragingly, Jaspers arm went round me. I had to think. But I know I couldn't go home. I thought about it, hard. It took a while I must admit it, I said yes though. Alice cheered and mentioned something about shopping in LA. Rosalie agreed with Alice. Emmett mentioned something about more video competion. Esme hugged Maddi and said something about the family being complete, I didn't realise they had came downstairs. Carlisle nodded in approval. Edward smiled and said that Charlie will die whilst Jaspers reaction shocked me the most, he span me around and kissed me passionately.
I never thought anyone would kiss me like that, our tongues were synchronized and my heartbeat grew faster and faster as the kiss got stronger. Eventually we both drew away, flushed and breathing heavily. "I love you Isabella" Jasper said.
Maddi snickered.
