Ahh forgot about A/n. Loool

Right sorry I havent updated!!! I lost everything again! and then I tried to back it up and I couldn't. then it went poof. =[

I love you all for reading this.

Warning - Some very teenage scenes. =] I wont go into M rating stuff though. Although If you all want I'll rewrite this chapter how I wanted it to be with the M rated stuff =] And post it. Maybe I'll do that anyway when this story is finsihed. in a LOONG time at this rate :P


I had never been happier.

"Come on!" Jasper murmured, "You and Maddi must be staving!" Indeed I was. Maddi's stomach rumbled at that time. I giggled. She went embarrassed. It was primary school all over again. This was great. I have been trying to be the grown up for so long, Maddi looking after me, me looking after her, that I forgot what my childhood really was like. Behind the abuse, past the tears and suffering forgetting the pain. There was a bright little innocent child with a fabulous eye for creative writing; she was lost when I turned 8. Maddi – curious yet devious. Sweet and her kind natured face drew her towards all people – from adults to children. That was lost when she was 3.

Overall, a lot of ancient forgotten memories are re-surfing. Maddi looked wondrously; Esme grabbed her hand, "Chinese?" Maddi's eyes lit up, Esme laughed and took her for out the front door. I was aimlessly looking through the gigantic window which held half the house. It connoted freedom whilst making me feel caged, but with this family I felt like Isabella Marie Swan again.

Jasper grabbed my hand "Jump on – I know a place where we can dine" I smiled and jumped on his back, although I was excited, I was rather scared. We were out of the house and into the wide forest before I could blink. Jasper never seemed to grow tired, as he ran further and further. The trees and then the fields blurred and blinked in and out of view.

Jasper had been running a good half an hour before it started to get dark. But now the evolutionary darkness erupted and consumed the sunlight, enveloping us in the glorious moonlight. Jasper slowed down and we passed a few houses, the day to day regular humans didn't see us, or perhaps didn't care.

We came to a high 1st class restaurant, with a bouncer at the front. The restaurant looked like a place where you had to be famous just to look at. It defiantly wasn't a place where I belong. It was indescribable. Jasper put me down and held my hand as we went up to the bouncer.
"Mark, how're you?" Jasper addressed the bouncer.
"Fine thanks. Who might you be? – I'm getting old now. Forgetful"
A group of drunken teens were suddenly around us, one of the girls – a brunette, had her hair up in a way that was almost painful. She wore very short hot pants, fishnets and low cut loose top. Her blue eyes looked seductively at Jasper. "Why hello – why don't you ditch you're girlfriend and go out with something much finer?" Jaspers face looked disgusted, he held me closer as one of the other teens this one a guy, started groping my boobs. It wasn't a pleasurable feeling – like how it would from a boyfriend, it was a disgusting feeling. I felt dirty. The bouncer did shit all to help us.

The girl had hitched her leg around Jasper's crotch as he tried to move her slowly. Without hurting her and showing her his true strength. The boy had his hand on my boob whilst trying to get his other hand through my jeans. I got a bit pissed off then. Dropping Jaspers hand I turned this boy around, "Hey baby – finally coming round? Want a piece of 1st class cock inside you eh?" I pushed him against the wall of the restaurant and I grabbed at his crotch. Succeeding in what I wanted I clutched his balls and squeezed. He guy finally screamed in pain. He looked at me in fear.

"Don't mess with me okay? Remove your friend from Jasper, or the pain will get worse. Okay." He stuttered the reply and grabbed his friend and ran down the road. Jasper looked at the bouncer inquiringly, "You didn't try to stop that?" The bouncer looked amused, "Why would I? They're kids. Only messing around. You get used to those two after time. What's your name anyway?"

"Jasper Cullen."

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry I didn't intervene sir! Do you want me to call the police? Again, I'm so sorry sir!"

"You just stood there whilst my girlfriend nearly got raped, I was cornered by some girl who had no cleavage and smelt of cheap perfume."

"Again, I'm so sorry sir" The bouncer looked like he feared for his life; however I did notice he called me his girlfriend. It trilled me when he said that. I clasped his hand and stroked it gently. He looked at me and smiled seductively – I almost melted.

The bouncer let us in and another flirty waitress led us to a romantic table in a room by itself, cut off from the rest, the table and the chairs were of the finest wood, it must of cost a fortune. The walls were draped with a luxurious material.

"Cullen – There is your table, does your girlfriend require a menu?" Jasper smiled and nodded and led me to the table. I was handed a menu and the waitress left.

"Jasper, I feel so out of place here" I muttered.

"There's nothing to worry about, no one here will say a word against you – they'll be removed by the staff if they do. The Cullen family is VIP here."

"Where are we?" I wondered, my hand still clutched in his.

"Just outside L.A. This place is run by a group of vegetarian vampires. I suppose we could assume they ran restaurants in their human life as well, I have never met them personally – but Carlisle has many a time. They favour vampires and their friends here above the humans – that's why the bouncer. Only vampires and the utmost famous humans – or those in on the secret like you dine here. Of course if there's a party of regular vampires – this place holds a party for the general public to join, the doors are locked and I'll shut up now – I don't want to scare you."

He stroked my cheek fondly.

"What that guy said to you out there – referring to his cock and you. I wanted to kill him for saying that."

"There's only one cock I want – and it's opposite me. With the man I love"

"I love you to, Isabella. I'll for fill your wishes of me one day I promise."

"Jasper Cullen – are you making a proposition?"

"Are you Isabella?"

Yes. Only I wasn't going to say that out loud was I.

"Have you made up your mind on what to eat yet, ma'am?"

I jumped not hearing her come into the room. The waitress was stunningly beautiful and incredibly human. I asked for my food – the first thing I read. The waitress left, after pouring me a drink of something I didn't want to know what it was.

I tasted the drink. It was somewhat alcoholic, it burned my mouth but it tasted so good. Jasper chuckled as I gulped the drink down, the burning got to my throat but it wasn't bad.

After a few moments I was seeing stars. Literally.

"OMG JASPER!" He looked at me inquiringly.

"That's Madonna!" Jasper started laughing.

"Yes Bella, it is."

"But it's Madonna!"

"Well done Bella."

After my food had come, I just stared at it.

"Bella darling, you going to eat it?"

I felt my eyes widen.

"FOOD?"

Jasper started laughing – this wasn't funny! "Bella dear, are you PISSED? On one glass of vodka."

I giggled at the word 'pissed'.

"Unbelievable"

Jasper fed me as I giggled treating me like a two year old – his cold skin pressed against mine, then suddenly as he put the fork down the final time, he brushed past my boob. I gasped. He kissed my lips gently and said, "Not now, not here. You're pissed and in a restaurant, let me take you home"

He bridal carried me as he ran all the way home, it seemed to take forever but I was more than content in his arms and watching his beautiful face.

Jasper placed me down at the bottom of the stairs, and Alice ran over and tried to help me up the stairs. I jerked away. "I can walk up stairs by my own tah" Alice got annoyed at me and ran off. Suddenly I was slipping. "Bella!" someone yelled.

But even before a vampire could catch me I was gone. Hitting my head along the way sinking deeper and deeper into the unknown but not before I heard my Maddi, cry my name. It was heartbreaking. Eventually it went black, and my hearing numbed.