Chapter - 002. Kinky

Title - Trusting is Everything

Characters - Buffy, Spike

Prompt - Kinky

Word Count - 256

Rating - R

Warning/Spoilers - BtVS season 6, sexual situations implied.

Summary - Does she trust him enough? Will she let him go that far?

"C'mon, love. Just once. I swear I won't hurt ya."

"I said no, Spike."

He rolled over to look at her, propping his chin up in his palm as he leisurely laid next to her naked body, glistening with perspiration.

"Don't you trust me, slayer?"

She raised an eyebrow to him, as if the answer was obvious. Clearly, to her, it was. She sat up from the floor, the hard concrete of his crypt not exactly made for comfort. He followed her, spooning her from behind, caressing her shoulders softly with featherl-ike touches. She barely felt his fingertips, the only proof of his caresses were the goosebumps they left in their wake.

"We can 'ave a safe word an' everythin',"

She looked back at him, something in his blue eyes betraying his words. Oh, she knew what it was. It was the fact that he was a soulless demon that could kill her whenever he saw fit. She sighed against his shoulder, refusing to let him win. Everything he wanted to do, she was fully against. She didn't trust him enough, and she was sure that she never would.

"Just once I promise. If you don' like it, we'll never do it again."

What could she lose? What did she have left? Life? No, not anymore. She didn't care if he decided to kill her while he fucked her into unconsciousness. She nodded, her eyes giving him the true answer he needed. It was only to forget. Forget the pain, forget the world.

"That's my girl."