I woke up later to machines beeping and people talking. But there was one voice that stuck out most. Nate. Just thinking about him made me smile. I opened my eyes and saw Nate holding a little pink bundle of something in his arms with tears streaming down his face talking to a doctor. I sat there in silence trying to hear them but then I noticed they were outside of my hospital room.

Finally Nate nodded and the doctor walked off and Nate walked back in my room looking down at the bundle in his arms. I tried sitting up but it hurt so I involuntary let out a groan making Nate's head snap up to look at me. I guess when he saw me he was overly happy because his tears started coming faster which still freaked me out a little.

"Hannah, your awake!" Nate exclaimed running over to me. I smiled. Suddenly everything rushed back to me. Nate's sister, Jacob, me being dizzy, and pains in my stoma- I cut my thoughts off short by touching my stomach with my hands. When I didn't feel kicking or even my bump anymore tear stung my eyes.

"Nate, what happened to the baby?" I asked my voice cracking. I felt tears slip down my cheeks thinking about what could've happened. I closed my eyes trying to get rid of those mental pictures but it wouldn't work. I felt Nate's soft hand grasp the side of my face gently but I didn't open my eyes or stop crying.

"Hannah, baby. Look at me." Nate said softly. I slowly opened my eyes and looked into his chocolate brown ones with tears still rushing out of mine.

"The baby, it's, no… she's fine. She's sleeping right now." He said smiling down at the little bundle in his arms. My tears of sadness turned into tears of joy.

"Wait, it's a girl? Have you named her?" I asked. He shook his head. I smiled. "Can I hold her?" I asked. He nodded and carefully placed my, no our, daughter on my chest. I smiled down at her. She was so tiny.

"So, what are you going to name her?" Nate asked sitting beside me and wrapping his arm around my waist and laying his head on my shoulder while stroking our daughter's cheek.

"What about… Blakely Ryan Russo" I said turning my head to look at Nate. He was beaming.

"That's such a beautiful name." he said. I smiled again.

"I love you Nate." I said softly.

"I love you too Hannah. With all my heart" he said and leaned in and kissed me softly.