Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star. I do however own the songs and the poetry used. If I didn't write it then I will gladly credit the original artists and/or writers.
Back in Jude's POV
Chapter 22: I'm Sorry
I was still staring at Tommy for what felt like forever. I wanted know how far he got and what he read. I wasn't happy about it mainly because I didn't want him to know, that almost every entry was about him. But, that was too late now. I shouldn't have done that bet.
"What is it Quincy?" I asked him breaking the silence.
"Nothing." He said back.
"You are giving me your sorry look." I said.
"Fine, I read up to just after the charity benefit. I decided to stop. I feel horrible for all the things that I put you through."
"Tommy"
"No I mean it. I was cocky and I was selfish. I thought that I was doing what was best for you, not what we both wanted. If I hadn't done that we'd both probably be married by now." He said. He was right, we probably would.
"Why thank you, and accept your apology." I said. He leaned in and he kissed me.
We fell back on the couch and I yanked the ear buds out of my ears. We just lied there kissing for what felt like forever. My shirt came over my head and it fell to the floor. I kicked off my shoes, and I fidgeted with Tommy's socks and got them off. I put my hands under his shirt.
I loved the feel of him on top of me but, I had a feeling that something was about to happen. I heard the phone ring and I heard the doorbell go off. I picked my shirt up and I went to answer the door. Tommy when to grab the phone but, whomever it was hung up before he had a chance to answer it. I opened the door and this tall, blonde, attractive model was standing at the door.
"I'm looking for Tommy Quincy." She said. She sounded like a fake wannabe Paris Hilton.
"I'm coming." Tommy yelled from the bedroom. He walked out and she ran to him and hugged him like there was no tomorrow, she didn't think I saw but she ran her hands under his shirt. I saw his face twitch and that's when he finally let her go, and he looked into her eyes.
"Ahem." I said.
"Oh I forgot, Jude this is Alexandria. Alexandria this is Jude." He said.
"Hi." I said reaching out to shake her hand.
"Hey." She took my hand and he looked at the ring on my finger.
"I didn't know you were engaged." She said, to Tommy.
"Really, it was all over the papers." We both said.
"Truly, I had no idea because I don't read gossip. I saw it where he said he was engaged but, I didn't believe it." She said to us.
"I see." I said. I just looked at her. She was tall like Sadie a fake blonde (her roots were showing), and she had big boobs and a big butt. I didn't like this, and I wasn't going to make an ass out of myself because that would piss Tommy off. I looked at the clock on the wall and it said that it was eleven o'clock and we had to be on set at four which meant that we had to be up by three so we could get there on time.
"I'm so happy to see you." I head her say.
"Me too," he replied to her.
"Hey, I don't mean to be a prude but we have to get some sleep. We have to be on set by four." I said.
"That's true, I would offer you to say here but, we have to be up by three and I don't want to ruin your sleep. But, you're welcome to stay if you want to." He offered to her.
"I kinda want to stay because that was a really long flight and I am so tired." She said. Without waiting for Tommy I went and made sure the guest bedroom was for her pleasure. She walked in and she immediately fell in love with it.
"This is amazing." She remarked. I walked out shutting the door behind me and leaving her in the room alone. I walked across the hall to mine and Tommy's bedroom and I started getting ready for bed.
I walked over to the dresser and I pulled my shirt over my head and I threw it on the floor. I pulled out my sleep shirt and I was about to throw it over my head when I felt hands around my waist, they were freezing so I knew it had to be Tommy's. I turned my head to look at him and he looked back. I got the shirt over my head to the best of my ability with his arms wrapped around me. He let his arms go so that I could get the shirt al the way down and then he wrapped them back again.
"Tommy, who is she." I said breaking free from his grasp and turning to look at him.
"She is a very old friend" He said.
"You mean that you hooked up with her during you ByozAttack days." I said.
"How did you-" He said but I cut him off.
"Well, she looked at you like you had and I figured since she ran her hands under the back of you're shirt." I said.
"You saw that?" He asked. And his face blushed.
"Yeah, look I don't mind her staying here but, if she tries anything then I swear that I will hit her. This time I won't be a gracious as I was with Karma." I said.
"I understand, if she tries anything she is gone." He said. I looked down at the floor, mainly because I was unbuttoning my jeans but, he knew that I was only letting her stay because of him. I stepped out of my jeans and I threw them on the floor, and I was walking over to the bed when he grabbed my arm. I turned to face him.
"Hey, I love you. Don't ever doubt that." He said pulling me closer to him.
"I love you too." I said. Kissing him.
