I turned around from Maggie's protection to avail the limp corpse of what was Sophia. No one said anything. All the could be heard we're the quiet sobs. Maggie's half-sister: Beth, started to make her way to one of the dead corpses. She pushed one over and the one she was trying to get to grabbed a hold of her. Everyone ran to Beth to pull off the walker. It ended when Andrea took a scythe and put it in the walker's head. Glenn walked over to me and picked up my 6 year old frame and carried me inside the house. He sat me on a chair and he and Maggie.

"So what happens now?" Maggie asked whilst cleaning the blood off me.

"We move on." Glenn said.

"Glenn, I don't know if I can move on. I was scared. I couldn't run." I said while choking on sobs.

"I'm sorry that had to happen to you Johnny." He said.

Maggie gave Glenn a worried look.

"Glenn can we stay? Herschel said we had to leave, but I don't really want to. I finally feel safe." I said with tears rolling down my cheek.

"I'm sure can figure something out Johnny." Maggie said in effort to comfort.

"I hadn't really thought about. I mean I-I want to..." Glenn's statement by Beth collapsing to the ground.

"Oh my god, Beth!" Maggie yelled.

"Help me take to her bed!" Maggie demanded.

I stayed perfectly still in my chair being content as can be. I realized they were going to help Beth, so I let myself out. I decided to take a walk in the woods. I still couldn't get over the fact I was almost killed. I found myself sitting along the creek that was nearby.

I began thinking what my parents would think of me now. I didn't mean much to them then, so I probably wouldn't mean much to them now. My mind also pondered on this new found sanctuary. It was the best thing I've had since...well since then. I didn't want to lose the farm or my new found friends, but Herschel threatened to kick us off the farm; which wasn't much of a threat but more of a demand.

Glenn said that he hadn't thought about the possibility of staying on the farm; leaving his friends. That didn' t matter much to me though. Where ever Glenn went, I went. I was about to finish up another thought, but that was when I was being attacked by a walker. Defenseless once again, all I could do is scream for help.

"Help!" I cried multiple times hoping someone would here me.

No one answered. I didn't have time for someone to yell back, so I ran. I made sure I didn't end up like Sophia. When I started to run out of breathe, I started to meander throughout the forest. I this point I started to realize I was lost. I was back at square one. Alone. I couldn't handle the fact I was no longer safe and alone.

"No, no, no, no!" I cried. I blew it. Just like I do with everything. No wonder Mom and Dad hated me so much.

"Whats the point." I said to myself while throwing my back against the tree. The walker that had been chasing me had finally caught up to me. I didn't flinch. I let it comes toward me. Maybe this was supposed to happen. Everyone that I cared for died, and now it was my turn. I could't run forever. Eventually something bad was going to happen. I guess I was just lucky to run into Glenn. I suppose that wasn't supposed to happen. The walker was about 3 feet away from me at his point. A gun had gone off hitting the walker dead center in the head. It was Rick Grimes.

"Why did you do that?" I yelled. He obviously confused. I guess he expected to me to embrace him and have me call him a hero.

"What?"He said in shock.

"You weren't supposed to kill it. It was supposed to kill me. I should be dead. Like my family."

"We need to get you back to the farm and have a talk."

I was very displeased at the moment. Rick was going to sit me down and yell at me, and tell me on how I could've hurt people. Rick took me back to the farm house and placed me in the arm chair. He looked me dead in the eye. I place my hands in my lap waiting for something to happen. Rick started to relax his body and started to walk away. I seen the shadow of his figure turn a corner and head up the stairs. The stairs creeked. At this moment I had two options: run or stay. For some reason my body couldn't move. Every part of my body seemed to be glued to the chair.

"He what?" I could hear Glenn's voice say.

This time it sounded like multiple people walk down the stairs. The stairs we're see-sawing back and forth with noise. I could see Glenn come towards me with a distressed look. I couldn't help but cry. What was he going to say?. "I hate you."?

"Glenn I'm sorry. I got lost and just couldn't handle it." I said while jumping into his arms. Be simply didn't say anything, but rubbed my back. Maggie eventually would join in and stroke my hair.

"I Hought I lost you. If I lost you I would have nothing to live for." I sobbed out.

"Never do that again Johnny. Never ever think that way." He said struggling with the last sentence.

"You look tired hun. You need to get some sleep. You can sleep on the couch for tonight." Maggie said quietly.

"Thank you Maggie."

"I'll get you some pillows and a blanket."

Glenn sat me in the couch, untied my shoes, and took them off for me. I then got in a position that I found comfortable.

"Glenn, you why I stopped?"

He started to look in my direction.

"I was running, but I ran out of breathe so I stopped. Then I didn't want to go on anymore. All I could do is run. I was defenseless."

"No not now. Earlier you wanted to die. I can trust you with a weapon yet. I don't want you to hurt yourself."

"But what if..."

"You aren't leaving by yourself. You either can leave with me and Maggie, or with someone in the group, and if you are going too, you tell us."

My face relaxed at this. Glenn was going to take care of me. He actually cared about me.

"I've got the pillow and blankets hun."

Maggie placed the pillow behind my head and placed the blanket over my body.

"Thank you Maggie."

"No problem Johnny." She hugged me and kissed me on my forehead. Glenn would do the same. Glenn got up and proceeded to turn off the lights.

Maybe I was supposed to find Glenn. Maybe this was all supposed to happen.