KissyYou: I do not own D. Gray Man, Katekyo Hitman Reborn! and the characters.

Warning: Yaoi alert! Don't like, then please don't proceed to read! The characters might be a little OOC and I'm going to change the ages of a few characters. Hope you like it!

(Allen's POV)

I slowly walk back to Lenalee's place. Every step feels heavier the more I walk and the closer I got to Lenalee's door. My mind is in pieces right now about everything that happened today. I feel like I want to cry again, but I didn't this time.

I-I have to face Mukuro tomorrow... Would he be still mad at me for what happened? What should I do if he is?! Act normal? Act like nothing happened? Did he...not want to kiss me... Did I disgust him? ...The last thing I want to do is to turn away from him again. He's my friend...at least...I think so.

I stop in my tracks in front of Lenalee's door. I move my hand up to knock on her door before my thoughts stop me.

I...I can't continue like this. I can't act this way anymore! This is ridiculous! I don't want him to misunderstand anything! I need to tell him that I didn't mean it! I can't just run away from him forever! I want to stop being a coward!

So, I run to our room, hoping to find some kind of closure. For some reason, my heart's racing as I hope that everything works out between us...

I eventually stop in front of our door and hunch over with my hands on my knees to compose myself and catch my breath.

Okay, I can do this…

I raise my hand up to knock on the door, but stop. I could feel nervousness seeping into my skin as my hand shakes slightly. Will Mukuro even speak to me?

"Allen?"

A voice asks on the other side of the door. My eyes widen to the sound of his low baritone voice and I immediately feel shivers go down my spine. How...did he know that it was me? Was he...expecting me? The door slowly opens inward to reveal Mukuro standing there in his sweat pants and hair down. My eyes had a hard time looking up at his face. He is so tall that I meet eye-to-chest with this man. But once I got myself to pay attention to his face, his eyes have a mixture of worry, concern, and...fear.

Fear of what? I couldn't tell.

"...I'm back," I try to smile, but even I knew that it was fake. I could feel my knees shaking and was about to give away.

"...Welcome back." Mukuro's face softens and relaxes a bit. He steps aside to give room for me to walk by. I walk into the room and move over to his bed and sat down.

"I...want to talk again...please." I ask. He is quiet after I spoke and I got worried.

Mukuro looks at me for a while before he replies, "Sure." He walks over to a chair, positions it in front of me and sits down with emotionless features. I exhale a breath that I didn't realize that I was holding.

"I...I'm sorry," I state as I bow my head. "I didn't mean to push you away."

"It's fine, I understand. You just felt pity for me—"

"NO!" I yell as I look at him straight in the eyes. "I don't- I mean- I really wanted you to feel better, but I assure you! None of those feelings were of pity! ...I-I DIDN'T REGRET KISSING YOU!"

Mukuro looks at me with wide open eyes as he stares speechlessly at me. My cheeks are burning red when I admitted to him that I liked kissing him. It was a late delay, but I realized it. I think I messed up...

"M-Mukuro...I-I like you...but I like Kanda, too! I like the both of you! I think...well, I don't know what I'm saying..."

I close my mouth shut and wait for him to reject my feelings. I am already confused on my feelings for him. Did I feel the same way for him as I do for Kanda. My thoughts are interrupted when he finally speaks.

"Are you saying that you cannot choose between us?"

"Yes, I'm sorry..." I bow my head again. I know that it is selfish of me to like two people at once, but I just do and I can't change that!

Mukuro is silent. I know what he's thinking; he's thinking that I'm horrible, selfish, and narcissistic. I don't deserve him to like me...I don't deserve anyone to like me…

"…Would you think of choosing me at all?" Mukuro stands up slowly, still looking at me.

"Have you ever considered me as a choice?" Mukuro walks over to me.

"...Am I good enough for you?" Mukuro said as he place a hand on the bed next to me and leans in close, so close that our noses are touching. I could even feel his warm breath on my quivering lips.

"Would you hate me if I steal your second kiss? Or would you push me away until you have Kanda in your grasp as well, my selfish angel?"

"I-I!" ...What did he call me? I do not know how to respond to that! What do i do?! I sat there...frozen solid, with Mukuro hovering in my face!

Without thinking, my hands reach to grab his shoulders tightly. Mukuro must have thought that I am going to push him away again because I feel him pulling away. But this time, I am not going to push him away. I am going to tell him what I really think.

"I wouldn't need to think because I would choose you without hesitation! I can't consider you as a choice because you're the first person on my mind! You're always MORE than good enough for me even if you don't believe that!" I move my right hand upward and place it on his cheek. "And I promise, right here and now, that I will never push you away again."

Mukuro looks at me again with wide-eyed shock. Then his eyes soften to show tenderness and a little doubt.

"How do I know...that you're not saying this...because these are the things I want to hear and you are willing to say them without any effort," he says.

Now that he mentions it, I realize that I said all those words without considering the consequences. I just said that I liked both Kanda and Mukuro. But, for some reason, I think I like them both in different ways… I'm still confused about my feelings, but regardless of this, I know that every word that I said to Mukuro was sincere and came from my heart.

All of a sudden I heard a low chuckle.

"My dear Allen, don't ever speak such words to me again. It makes me somewhat hopeful and I might just lose control and regret it later," he speaks with a hint of sadness. He tries to pull away from me again until I stop him by clinging tighter to his shoulder.

"Wait! I didn't finish answering your questions," I exclaim as I look deep into his eyes.

Mukuro looks amused at this point. "Oya? I'm sure we're done here-"

I interrupt him by saying, "I wouldn't hate you if you kiss me again."

I didn't realize what happened until I look up to Mukuro's face. I was lying flat on his bed, both arms pinned to the bed by his hands. Mukuro was hovering over me, trapping me under his body. He was staring at me with a look I couldn't recognize. He finally speaks.

"Did you even listen to me? I did say that I might lose control and regret it later if you keep saying such words."

I couldn't say anything because my mind went blank. I never felt so...vulnerable before. My cheeks are burning again just thinking about what's going on.

"Allow me to ask you this…" Mukuro whispers as he leans in closer until our lips were millimeters apart. "Tell me to stop and I will. Otherwise…," he pauses as he smirks at me.

I gulp and look into his eyes. His eyes are serious. He isn't teasing me this time. Before I doubted myself, my lips uttered the last words of this conversation.

"...Don't stop." I tilt my face up and press my lips against his. He hesitated at first but proceeded to return the kiss. I parted my lips slightly and he did the same. His tongue gently prod my lips open and went in to explore my mouth. I love the feeling of his tongue in my mouth as I advanced to suck on it. I moaned involuntarily into his mouth, and I could feel his arms slowly let go of my wrists and wrapped them around my waist instead. I, on the other hand, wrapped my arms around his neck.

I ran my hand through his long hair, as he gradually loosen one of his arm around my waist and used that arm to gently spread my legs apart so that he could settle in between them. I groan as I gently parted my lips from him to stop the kiss, but my face is still millimeters close to his.

He looks at me in question. "...I'm not stopping you know."

"Yeah, I wouldn't count on it, but I just want to know! ...Are you enjoying this...at all? Am I...doing somthing wrong?"

Mukuro looks at me blankly for a few seconds before he presses his face against my shoulder and chuckles endlessly. I immediately turn red. "What's so funny!" I cry in desperation.

After a few moments of chuckling, he slowly raise up his head and look at me in the eye. "It is as if you want me to make noises…"

"Well...if you put it that way… Yes, I do want you to make noises," I said with a pout.

Mukuro chuckles again, "Now why is that?"

"Because! It is so that I know that you are enjoying it too…"

"Kufufu. Oh, you amuse me."

"You are laughing at me again!"

"Of course I am. Just because I'm silent, it does not mean that I'm not enjoying it. Truthfully, I'm getting aroused by doing these things to you and hearing your cute noises."

I could feel my face getting redder by the second after hearing his voice. I could also feel my pants tightening uncomfortably. Sad thing is that I think Mukuro felt it! I'm so embarrassed! (T[]T)

"Oya? You just got hard from that? You perverted little boy," he smirks at me.

I looked away; I didn't want to see his face.

"Boy. Don't look away from me or else," Mukuro whispers harshly into my ear and licks it.

"Aah!" I turn to look at him as he presses his lips against mine again in a semi-rough kiss. Then he kiss southward, down my chin and onto my neck. He brings up his hand and slowly unbuttons the top of my dress-shirt and sucks on a small part of my collarbone. I moan quietly as he runs his hand down my chest and going lower.

I am about to lose myself, until…

"Allen! Mukuro! You guys in there?" someone knocks on the door.

We both freeze in place. I recognize that voice. It's Lavi, surprisingly. He's actually awake.

"Lenalee wanted me to *yawn* check on you two...for something…*yawn* I didn't really listen…," Lavi says tiredly.

I look up at Mukuro to see his blank eyes again. The look that I couldn't recognize before is already gone.

"I should...go tell him that everything's fine," I barely whisper to him. He nods slowly and crawls off of me. I scramble to get out of the bed and make sure that I look like I just got out of bed from...sleeping! I walk over to the door and open it to see a really sleepy Lavi standing there.

"Hi, Lavi. Everything's all right. Lenalee doesn't have to worry about anything," I say as naturally as I could.

Lavi rubs his eyes and says, "All right. Cool. I'm going back to bed…"

"Okay!" I hope that he's too sleepy to notice anything different about my appearance. I'm sure my cheeks were still a bit pink.

"Oh, by the way...you got something on your neck," Lavi points out.

I panic and say, "Oh, I'll take care of it" before slamming the door shut. I feel kind of guilty for doing that, but I don't think he'll remember. Hopefully.

Nothing else happens and we both settle in to sleep for the rest of the night. It's hard for me to fall asleep as I shut my eyes to see Mukuro's face with that indescribable look in his eyes. Eventually, I did fall asleep...with red cheeks.

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