Freedom Chapter 14: Happy Awkward Birthday Nnoitra, a bleach fanfic

Happy Awkward Birthday Nnoitra

"When are you going to talk to Grimmy again?" Rukia asked Ichigo sitting on his bed painting her toe nails.

"I'm not ignoring him he's ignoring me." Ichigo whined stretching on the floor.

"I asked the wrong question. When are you gonna fuck him again?"

"Never."

"Excuse me?"

"I am never having sex with him again."

"Get away from me."

"You're in my room."

"If my toes where dry I'd leave."

"Why are you wanting to leave?"

"Why don't you want to have sex with Grimmy anymore? Its good sex..its probably better now than it was then."

"Everything isn't about sex."

"Are you dying?"

"Honestly, I'm surprised you're just now getting pregnant."

"Condoms, birth control, and plan B, baby." It was quiet for a moment then Rukia sighed. "Ichigo, I'm worried about you."

"Why is that?"

"I want you to be happy."

"I am happy."

"But will you be happy when you can't dance anymore and you're too old to go on tour and sing."

"Don't say that."

"I'm just saying, Ichigo, what are you gonna do when you're old? What are you gonna do when you can't just bring some dude home to quench your sexual thirst? What are you gonna do when you just wanna talk to someone? Don't you want someone to know you better than you do?"

"No. I'll die alone if it means I'll never get hurt again."

Rukia looked down at her friend sadly she hated that Ichigo was like this she wants Ichigo to find what she has found but he's stubborn. Rukia knows Grimmjow is Ichigo's soulmate and she's going to get them back together before she leaves in a couple weeks.

Byakuya and Renji were sitting on Byakuya's bed in his new down stairs room watching a movie. The last few days since Byakuya had been home have been nice he and Renji haven't been arguing and they were communicating better than ever. Both Renji and Byakuya were enjoying each others company watching movies and reading books and other things they both like to do other than having sex, although, they did miss having sex.

"Renji," Byakuya said. "How many children do you want? I know you don't want any right now but later in life how many do you want?"

Renji thought for a moment, "I don't know I never really thought about how many I just always thought that would be something I discussed with my future spouse."

Byakuya smiled softly. "I know we haven't really talked about marriage before but I want to be married before I turn 30. Like I want to have a husband before I'm 30 years old."

"I think I can work that out you're only 26 we can get married 4 years from now on January 30th."

Byakuya laughed "I don't want to get married the day before my 30th birthday."

"You're so picky." Renji said laughing. "How about this, one day I'll whisk you away to some super nice resort and both our families will be there and we'll get married."

"Like a surprise."

"Yes."

"I like that, although, how will you have the time you'll be on tour."

"Why are you saying 'you'? We'll be on tour."

"That's right we."

"And since we'll be on tour it'll be easier cause we could just stop somewhere and get married."

"I guess. Well I'll certainly be on the look out for some surprise trips."

"If I plan the wedding you have to plan the honeymoon."

"That's easy." It was quiet for a moment and then Byakuya sighed.

"What?"

"Now I wanna have sex with you."

Renji chuckled and kissed Byakuya chastely on the lips. "24 more days."

"And then we will fuck like rabbits."

Rukia walked into the chaotic kitchen and tapped on Shinji shoulder. "I need to talk to you." she told him. "Its about Ichigo."

Shinji looked at her for a moment before following her into the quiet living room. "What would you like to discuss, tiny pregnant woman?" he said as they both sat down on the couch.

Rukia glared at Shinji but rather that insult him back she went on with what she wanted to say to him. "I want Ichigo to fix his problem. He has a terrible fear of relationships and I don't want him to die old and alone."

Shinji sighed, for the first time he agreed with Rukia. He was afraid Ichigo's fear of relationships and love would eventually leave him extremely lonely and Shinji didn't want that for his best friend. "I don't want that either but I don't know what to do. If we get too involved he'll get angry but at this point I don't know what else to do."

"I think there's no other time to do this, his soulmate is living with him and I don't want him to miss out Grimmjow is very handsome and he won't wait forever."

"How are you so sure they're soulmates?" Shinji knew she was right but he wanted to knew her reasoning.

"They're exactly the same. Like when I was dating them it was hard to tell whose text message was whose because they would say the exactly same things and they laugh at the same jokes and they're both extremely competitive and a bunch of other shit they have in common."

"So what's the plan?"

"Well Ginjo has a new karaoke bar back home and I'm think we get Ichigo to go there somehow."

"That's your plan?"

"I don't hear you coming up with any ideas."

Shinji rolled his eyes. "How are we supposed to get him to go there?"

"Well its new so I doubt he knows about it and we could say its a group trip but then the group doesn't go and its just him and us. Or we could knock him out and take him."

"They both sound like good ideas."

"I know right."

Look at this stuff
Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has ev'rything?
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Lookin' around here you'd think
(Sure) she's got everything

Shiro sang 'Part of your world' from The Little Mermaid to Nnoitra's daughter Nova who was going to be staying with him for the month. Nnoitra sat outside with Grimmjow watching Nova play with Shiro who had been singing Disney songs to the little girl all day. Shiro loved children and he was very excited about having Nova around the house so he could sing Disney songs without getting yelled at for being a baby.

"Does his throat ever hurt?" Grimmjow said to Nnoitra.

"I certainly hope not." Nnoitra said with a grin.

"You better not say that in front of Ichigo."

"Speaking of Ichigo..."

"No, I don't want to talk about him. I don't think we'll ever be together so I'm done trying I can't continue trying to be in a relationship with someone who doesn't want to be in a relationship. It was cute in the beginning but now he's pushing me away."

"So do you want me to continue to ignore him too or...cause like I'm trying to be with his brother so I can't ignore him forever."

"You can talk to him if you want to."

"Okay, I'm still on your side though."

Grimmjow chuckled and shook his head Nnoitra was always loyal and always would be he could always count on that. "So what are you gonna do for your birthday?"

"I was gonna go to the strip club but I don't wanna do that this year. I'm thinking a nice dinner with my family..and Nel, unfortunately."

"You're going to be stuck together for the rest of your lives why can't you two just try to be civil."

"Because she's evil...I was gonna call her a bitch but you're sitting right next to me."

"Thanks."

Rukia was sitting in the living room watching tv when Ichigo sat down next to her, she then put her plan in motion. "So Ichi, there's this new karaoke bar over by our high school, you wanna go?" It had been a few days

Ichigo scrolled through Instagram knowing his friend was trying to trick him into talking to his ex. "I know Ginjo opened a karaoke bar and I'm not going to talk to him."

"What? How'd you know that?"

"I have more friends than just the people in this house. What do you want me to go talk to him for anyway?"

"You know why."

"I'm not doing that. Why are you so obsessed with my love life?"

"Because I'm your friend."

"Well mind your damn business." Ichigo snapped.

"Don't snap at me just because I'm worried about you dying alone and you're not."

"If you minded your business you wouldn't have to worry about it."

"What is going on in here?" Shinji said walking in from the kitchen, his usual place. "Why are you snapping at her?"

"Why are you worried about you're not even friends?"

"Do you need some dick? Because you've been really bitchy lately." Shinji said crossing his arms over his chest.

Shinji wasn't lying when he said Ichigo had been bitchy, for the past few days Ichigo had been snapping at everyone over the smallest things causing them to stay away from him which only made him more upset. "Shut the fuck up, Shinji."

"No. Why are you so upset?"

"Because you two refuse to mind your own business."

"Or maybe because you're lonely and you're upset that you're lonely and you've crying on my shoulder about it for years and every time you have the opportunity to fix it you don't and then when someone who cares about you tries to help you fix it you get angry with them and maybe that's all because you like being a crybaby bitch."

"Excuse me."

"You heard me, you're a crybaby bitch." Shinji knew he had to be an asshole to get Ichigo to wake the fuck up and he knew it could result in a fight but he was still very angry when Ichigo tackled him the ground after he called him a 'crybaby bitch'.

Rukia stared at the boys for a moment before rolling her eyes and going to get someone to stop them. "Boys are so dumb," she rubbed her stomach. "lets hope you're a girl." Rukia walked into Byakuya room, she knew Renji would be in there with him. "They fighting in the living room." she said indifferently.

"Who?" Renji said sitting up beginning to get out of bed.

"Ichi and Shinji."

Renji ran out of the bedroom to the living room when he got there Shinji was straddling Ichigo choking him and Ichigo was trying to get hands from around his neck. Renji quickly pulled Shinji off Ichigo which was a little difficult since Shinji had been getting bigger since they stopped touring. After Renji pulled Shinji off Ichigo, Ichigo tried to charge at him but Shinji kicked him making him fall then Ichigo tried again but luckily for Renji Starrk stepped in a held Ichigo so he would stop attacking.

"He called me a crybaby bitch." Ichigo screamed.

"He called me a fat bitch." Shinji yelled louder.

"You are a fat bitch."

"Stop acting like children." Renji snapped. "Ichigo you are a crybaby and Shinji you're getting fat."

"Well fuck you." both Shinji and Ichigo said.

"He is not that fat." Ichigo said defending Shinji.

"And I cry more than he does." Shinji defended Ichigo.

"So you're friends again?" Starrk asked.

"No, he hit me." they said at the same time.

Nnoitra decided to have his birthday dinner outside, fortunately, it was a nice day, however, some people were upset with other people which made the dinner a little awkward. Ichigo wasn't talking to Shinji or Rukia and Grimmjow wasn't talking to Ichigo and everyone else was avoiding him to he was pretty much the odd one out. Nnoitra's birthday dinner wasn't completely terrible though, Shiro sat on his right side and Nova sat on the left and that made him grin from ear to ear.

"Where the f...Where is Nel?" Nnoitra said to Grimmjow they had already eaten and Nel still hadn't shown up.

"I don't know she said she'd show up on time." Grimmjow answered.

"She never shows up on time."

"Yeah, but Shiro's here so I thought she'd be here on time."

"What do I have to do with anything?" Shiro asked, still not understanding Nel's obsession with him.

"What part of 'she's your biggest fan' don't you get?" Grimmjow and Nnoitra said.

"The only reason why she's not here all day every day is because she has to work to feed our kid."

"I'm here now." Neliel said with a smile on her face. "And I have a surprise."

"Mommyyyy." Nova yelled running up to Nel.

"Hey, kiddo." she said getting down to her level. "How was your day?"

"It was fun. Shiro is teaching me how to swim and we sang songs allll day." Nova said excitedly.

"Living your mother's dream." Nel said with a sigh.

"Don't you have a surprise?" Nnoitra snapped at Nel.

"Yes, but its not for you."

"Not surprised."

"Grimmy," Nel said. "Guess who I saw today?"

"I don't know." Grimmjow shrugged his shoulders.

"Harribel." Nel said excitedly calling the woman over to her. "I saw her at the mall and I told her about the dinner and she wanted to come see you."

"Oh my god." Grimmjow said standing up walking over to them. "Hal, how are you?"

Harribel looked at Grimmjow with a sparkle in her eye and a smile on her face. "Better now that I see you."

Grimmjow smirked and grabbed her hand leading her to his chair. "You can take my seat."

"Or we can share it." Harribel and Grimmjow looked at each other for a while the sexual tension between the two of them was extremely strong and could be sensed by everyone at the table. "I'll go get a chair." Grimmjow said leaving to go get another chair.

"GET ME ONE TOO!" Nel yelled but she knew he wasn't listening. "I'll just sit with Shiro."

"Shiro? The singer?" Harribel said

"Yes, Hal. Grimmy and Nnoi are finally useful for something."

Harribel looked around the table for the first time. "Oh my god, how did I not notice you guys. Nel and I used to be very obsessed with you guys. Well Nel still is."

Shinji watched the ordeal for a moment before walking over to Ichigo who was on the other side of the table and sitting on his lap, he might hate Ichigo's guts right now but he's still Shinji's best friend. "Really?" Shinji said. "So how you know Grimmjow?" As far as Shinji was concerned Grimmjow was Ichigo's man.

Harribel sat down in Grimmjow's chair. "We've been dating off and on for a about 10 years now."

Shinji lifted an eyebrow. "Really. When was the last time you two were together," he flipped his hair. "just curious."

"Two years ago, we broke up because of personal reasons." Harribel said flipping her hair.

"Excuse me." Shiro said. "This is Nnoi's birthday dinner."

"I just want a chair." Nel whined.

"You can sit in my seat, Nel." Shiro said. Nel grinned like the cat that ate the canary and pranced over to Shiro and sat on his lap. "I meant you could have my chair."

"Oh, I'm okay with this though."

"I don't want you sitting on my..." Nnoitra said struggling on what to call Shiro he wasn't sure if he should say friend or crush, crush sounded childish to him but friend sounded like there was nothing between them.

"Future boyfriend." Shiro answered which had everyone staring at him and Nnoitra grinning.

"Since when?" Shinji asked. "Nel you can have my chair."

"Did something happen?" Grimmjow said walking back outside with a chair and a new outfit.

"We'll come back to you..." Shinji said. "Did you change your shirt!? I'll come back later. Shiro since when is Nnoitra your future boyfriend."

"I don't know. We spend a lot of time together we make out."

"When you do that?"

"Behind closed doors I don't want you guys in my business."

"Not even me?" Renji said. "I'm your best friend."

"I'm his twin and he didn't even tell me." Ichigo chimed in.

"Well you've been going through your own thing. Bya almost died. You and Grimm are going through whatever. And I also don't want you in my business."

"Collectively, we are offended." Shinji said. "And I think we can all agree that we feel a little betrayed."

"Don't put me in this mess." Toshiro said. "Didn't you two just fight about being in each others business." he said gesturing to Shinji and Ichigo.

"Shut up, Tosh."

"Its my birthday, guys." Nnoitra said.

"Speaking of your birthday," Shinji said. "Grimmy, I thought we had an understanding."

"We do." Grimmjow answered.

"Why you changing your clothes then?"

"Are you two having sex?" Hal asked Grimmjow.

"They better not be." Starrk threatened.

"Calm down, darling." Shinji said to Starrk. "No such thing is happening."

"So, Grimmjow, who are you having sex with? I know you and you can't go without for long." Harribel asked leaning on Grimmjow.

Grimmjow chuckled. "I'm not sleeping with anyone at the moment."

"Lucky me."

Shinji rubbed Ichigo's jaw so he'd stop grinding his teeth. "So you live around here?" he asked Hal.

"I live in Atlanta but I'm thinking of moving back to California." Harribel looked at Grimmjow and licked her lips.

"How soon you moving here?"

"A couple months probably."

"A couple months." Shinji ran his fingers through Ichigo's hair. "That's not long at all."

"I'm thirsty." Ichigo said. "Lets go get something to drink, Shinji."

Shinji stood up and followed Ichigo inside the house and into the living room. "You better get your man," Shinji said. "cause tig ol' bitties is out there tryna scoop him up like ice cream." Ichigo rolled his eyes. "If you wanna lose your man that's on you but if some bimbo started rubbing up on Starrk like that I'd snatch him up real quick."

"Grimmjow is not my man. And Starrk is not your man."

"Ask him, he'll tell you who he belong to. I don't have to sit on him to make him mine."

Ichigo didn't doubt that Shinji had Starrk wrapped around his finger. "Grimmjow is free to do who and what ever he wants."

"He still your man."

Ichigo didn't talk for a while and then he sighed. "What if I do go talk to him and he tells me why he left and its something I can't fix?"

"That's what you're scared of? That you can't fix the problem. Ginjo's problem is not Grimmjow's problem. The only problem Grimmjow sees is your fear of falling in love but you fucked up cause you already love him."

"Shut up."

Grimmjow woke up early in the morning like he usually did but he didn't get out of bed for his run for two reasons: Harribel was still sleeping on him and Ichigo was on his mind. Grimmjow stared at the ceiling deep in thought, yes he had had sex with Hal last night but now he was feeling bad about it he felt like he had betrayed Ichigo which didn't make sense they were never a couple they were never anything more than fuck buddies. Grimmjow breathed heavily out of his nose 'this is stupid' he thought 'why am I hung up on a guy that wants nothing to do with me' he shook his head to clear his thoughts 'why can't I be with someone who wants to be with me? Like Hal' but then he remembered they can never been together for longer than a few months. Grimmjow and Harribel would always start dating every few months and then break up a few months later for numerous reasons but the main reason was all they had between them was sexual chemistry and they forgot that every time they saw each other.

Harribel felt Grimmjow sigh and rolled over on to her back. "I see you're all hung up on someone and the blonde doesn't seem like your type although he is pretty cute."

"He belongs to Starrk."

"Belongs? I didn't think Coyote did relationships."

"They're not in one."

"Coyote has a crush?"

"Don't tell him I told you, he's embarrassed by it."

Hal rolled her eyes. "So who do you like?"

"Ichigo."

"One of the twins?"

"Yes."

"He's cute, I'd date him."

"I forgot we're kinda attracted to the same guys." Grimmjow sighed sitting up making Hal sit up too. "Remember that guy I told you about the one who helped me write some of my songs."

"That's him?"

"Yeah, and I told him about it and we started getting closer even though he kept saying he didn't want to be in a relationship but then we wrote a song together..."

"And you fucked."

"Yes, let me finish." Grimmjow huffed and rolled his eyes. "And then out of nowhere he just stopped talking to me."

"Well maybe he's scared. You're a little aggressive, Grimmy."

Grimmjow's jaw dropped. "Aggressive?"

"Yes. You said it yourself he said he didn't want to be in a relationship but knowing you you probably kissed him anyway and touched him anyway and all that other shit you do because you're handsome. If you were ugly he would have decked you and you know it. Like me, Grimmy, you do whatever you want because you're good looking."

Grimmjow rolled his eyes. "You don't know me."

Renji knocked on Shiro's closed bedroom door. "Shiro, I have to talk to you. It's important."

Shiro opened the door and stepped out quietly. "Lil Nel is asleep."

"You're taking this step daddy roll really seriously."

Shiro glared at Renji. "We were making a Lego house and she got tired."

"Anyway, I need to talk to you it's important."

"Fine, we'll sit on the balcony." Shiro led Renji to the balcony that's attached to his room they sat down in the chairs that he put out there. "I take it this is about Byakuya."

Renji sighed. "Yeah."

"What's wrong, you guys aren't arguing and whatnot."

"Yeah, but I need to tell him something and that's gonna make us argue and that's gonna kill him."

"What do you need to tell him?"

"I don't want to get married...or have kids...ever."

"What? What do you mean 'ever'?"

"I never wanted to get married or have kids."

"I thought that when you said that a couple years ago you meant like right now."

"After my parents got divorced I just didn't want to get married and you know I don't really like kids that much like I would be a cool uncle but that's as far as I'm willing to take it. Plus, I pay for the twins' private school and that shit is expensive and then I realized children are expensive and I would rather use that money for couples trips and shit."

"You know Byakuya wants an army of children."

Renji ran his hand through his hair. "I know."

"You don't want to marry Byakuya?"

"I don't know. Like I want to be with him forever I honestly don't see living my life without him but I don't want to get married."

"He's not gonna be happy being your boyfriend forever." Shiro was silent in thought for a minute. "Were you using the fact that we couldn't get married as on excuse like you would always say 'it's too bad we can't get married' but you never sounded that sad about it." Renji looked at Shiro for a moment before bowing his head. "You're awful."

Ichigo stood in the doorway of his ex boyfriend's karaoke bar and looked around the room for the man. Ichigo pushed his glasses up his nose, he decided a disguise would be best in this situation so to keep himself from getting recognized by fans he wore a pair of glasses with clear lenses and a hat, it wasn't the best disguise but what else could he do. Ichigo looked at the bar and his heart stopped there he was, Ginjo, Ichigo's ex boyfriend the one who destroyed his heart, Ichigo instantly felt anxious but he knew he had to say something to him that was the only way he'd feel better, he may never be with Grimmjow he may have fucked that up permanently but he couldn't go on living like he had been. He walked towards the bar unsure of what to say but then he heard the golden words.

"Tonight is open mic night and any and everyone is welcome." Ichigo heard the manager say on the small stage.

"What better way to tell someone how you feel than by song." Ichigo said to himself. "And there's a guitar." Ichigo walked over to the manager. "Can I sing on the stage?" he asked quietly keeping his head slightly down.

"Sure. What's your name?"

Ichigo was silent for a moment. 'Shit what's my name he thought' "Tommy."

"Alright, I'll introduce you."

Ichigo smiled awkwardly at the man, he was a little nervous he knew no one would recognize his voice since he had been singing like Shiro for most of his life and only a few people knew what he really sounded like but what if this didn't work. Ichigo looked up at the manager on the stage the man had introduced him and now everyone was staring at him including Ginjo. Ichigo walked up on the stage grabbed the guitar and sat down on the stool he took a deep breath and started strumming the guitar.

(Paper hearts - Tori Kelly)

Goodbye love, you flew right by love

Remember the way you made me feel
Such young love but
Something in me knew that it was real
Frozen in my head

Pictures I'm living through for now
Trying to remember all the good times
Our life was cutting through so loud
Memories are playing in my dull mind
I hate this part paper hearts
And I'll hold a piece of yours
Don't think I would just forget about it
Hoping that you won't forget about it

Ichigo looked up at the crowd and then at the bar and right into Ginjo's eyes, Ichigo knew Ginjo it was him and he wasn't going to lose eye contact. Ichigo had written 'paper hearts' after the break up along with tons of other songs but 'paper hearts' was always special to him he always kept this song to himself.

Everything is gray under these skies
Wet mascara
Hiding every cloud under a smile
When there's cameras
And I just can't reach out to tell you
That I always wonder what you're up to

I live through pictures as if I was right there by your side
But you'll be good without me and if I could just give it some time
I'll be alright

Goodbye love you flew right by love

Ichigo stood when he finished the song and bowed and when he looked back up Ginjo was gone. Ichigo put the guitar back in it's place and nearly ran off the stage and almost into the manager. "Sorry." Ichigo said but then he stopped. "Can I speak to your boss?"

"Um, I guess so. He should be in his office if he's not behind the bar, we're short tonight."

"And the office is?"

"All the way in the back." he said pointing

"Thanks." Ichigo followed the man's finger.

"You sing well."

"Thanks, I got it from my mom." Ichigo said before disappearing in the crowd of people patting him on the back and tell him he did a good job. Ichigo finally got to the back of the club going straight to Ginjo's office, he knocked on the closed door sternly.

"What do you want?" Ginjo said standing behind Ichigo.

Ichigo jumped and turned around. "You scared me. And I need to talk to you."

Ginjo pushed past Ichigo and unlocked his office door. "I'm busy."

"Well get unbusy." Ichigo retorted following him into the office.

"Ichigo." Ginjo growled.

"I'm not leaving." Ichigo said standing in front of the door.

Ginjo huffed and sat down on this desk he knew this day would come, he actually expected it to come sooner. "What?"

"Why did you break up with me?"

Ginjo sighed. "You really wanna know?"

"I need to know."

"Because I didn't want to be a burden to you."

"What?"

"Ichigo, you've always had big dreams and you were going to achieve and I was going to be in the way. Just imagine you being on tour and me following you around everywhere you go just so can be together or me staying home and then you'd have to fly back here all the time, we both would be miserable."

"Why couldn't you..."

"You know I couldn't just tell you that's how I felt then you would have stopped dancing and touring with your brothers and you would have resented me and I would feel like shit."

"You could have just told me, I didn't need to tour with Shiro."

"Please, Ichigo you would never let Shiro go around the world without you." Ginjo sighed. "And even if you didn't go on tour you were still headed for stardom. Ichigo you were a beautiful dancer and your were going to do big things and I don't know if I could handle it if you stopped dancing for me. I loved you I did but there was no way I was going to let you dial down your life for me."

"I didn't want you to feel like a burden." Ichigo said softly.

"I know, that's why I didn't tell you. And I'm sorry I did you like that I didn't wanna hurt you but there was no other way."

"So you didn't just wake up that morning and realize you didn't love me?"

Ginjo shook his head. "No, you were my best friend I will always have love for you."

"I gotta go." Ichigo said turning around to leave. "Thanks." he said looking over his shoulder.

"Who's your new boyfriend?"

"I fucked that up already but it was going to be Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez."

"The leader sing of Espada?"

Ichigo sighed. "Yeah."

"Give him a chance maybe he hasn't given up on you yet."

Shinji was watching TV waiting for Ichigo to come home when he felt Starrk staring at him from the other side of the couch. "What." Shinji said still watching TV.

"I want to have sex with you." Starrk said still staring, he couldn't for the life of him understand why he was so infatuated with Shinji but he thought that maybe if he fucked him it would all go away.

"I know that."

"Then why haven't we had sex yet."

"Because I said no."

"But why?"

"Because it's not a good idea for me to have sex with someone new."

"When will it be a good idea?"

"I don't know, Starrk. You know you can have sex with other people." Shinji lied.

"I don't want to have sex with other people I want to have sex with you."

Shinji smiled a little before wiping it away. "How 'bout this..." Shinji started but stopped when he heard the front door open. Figuring it was Ichigo, Shinji went to the door.

"Wait. Wait. Wait. Fuck." Starrk said when he was ignored.

"How did it go?" Shinji asked Ichigo when he got into the house.

"It went well." Ichigo said deep in thought. "It turns out it couldn't be helped."

"What do you mean?"

"He didn't want to be a burden to me while I achieved my dreams. I thought about it on the way home and he's right I would have stopped all my dreams for him if he asked me to and we'd both be miserable."

"I'm glad you know now."

Ichigo nodded. "Thanks, Shin, I know I've been really difficult."

Shinji flipped his hair over his shoulder. "Its fine, I know I'm not the easiest person to get along with."

"Where's Rukia?"

"She had to go home her fiance needed her for house stuff."

"I never thought Rukia would be getting married."

"I thought she was gonna be having three-sums all her life."

Ichigo rolled his eyes. "Shut up." he said finally walking into the living room. "Starrk, do you know where Grimmjow is?"

"Yes, but I'm only telling if Shinji has sex with me." Starrk replied.

"I'll find him myself." Ichigo said taking off his disguise and leaving the room.

Starrk huffed and flopped on the couch. Shinji laughed and rubbed Starrk's shoulder. "Soon I promise."

Grimmjow had heard that Ichigo went to see his ex boyfriend and by the time Ichigo got back home Grimmjow had left the house to take Hal to the airport but now he was back and lost as to what to do. Usually, when Grimmjow didn't know what to do he took a walk and since the house was huge he just took a walk around the house. Grimmjow was lost in thought by the time he passed the music room but something did stop him, a song he wrote a long time ago he had shared it with Ichigo but he never finished it all he had was a course and a bridge.

(Love is my Disease - Alicia Keys)

Baby, baby, baby
Am I addicted
When I need you here all the time
And I'm not sure if this is healthy
Is it a sickness?
'Cause I feel like I'm losing my mind
And I know that there's no medicine
Nothing I can take, no remedy
Baby please stay

Grimmjow walked into the music room and stood in the doorway listening to Ichigo sing his song and play the guitar with his back turned to him. He wasn't sure if Ichigo knew he was there but he hoped he didn't liked listening to Ichigo sing when Ichigo thought no one was there which is why he picked the room next to him. Grimmjow could feel the bridge come up and he couldn't help but sing it with him.

Whoa whoa
Here's what I'm going through when your gone
Some serious symptoms of withdrawal
(Oh oh)
Tossin' and turnin' in my bed
Waking up drenched in a cold sweat
(Oh oh)
Lying here lonely for you
What am I suppose to do
When I'm stuck and I cant get enough of your love

Ichigo stopped singing and turned around surprised to see Grimmjow behind him. "Hey." he said awkwardly.

"Hey."

It was quiet for a while before Ichigo spoke again. "I'm sorry. I can't really explain what for but I'm sorry."

"Its okay, I may have pushed a little too hard."

"You wanna go on a date?"

Grimmjow lifted an eyebrow, he did not expect that. "Um sure. When do you wanna go?"

"We can go tomorrow."

"That sounds good."

"8 o'clock?"

"8 o'clock."

Grimmjow nodded and left the room that, conversation was a little awkward but they haven't talked in almost 4 weeks so it was bound to be awkward.

"Grimmjow." Ichigo said standing behind Grimmjow.

Grimmjow turned around. "Yeah?"

Ichigo opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out, he tried again. "I..." Ichigo shook his head he knew he wouldn't be able to put words together so he just grabbed Grimmjow's shirt and pulled him in a kiss. Grimmjow kissed him back and grabbed his ass backing him up into the wall behind him. Ichigo jumped up and wrapped his legs around Grimmjow's waist, Grimmjow took Ichigo back into the music room and shut the door behind him, a loud moan came after that.

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