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Chapter 8: Knowing the Pain.

One month later

Kim's P.o.v:

I have been pregnant for at least almost a month and a half. Jack is being so caring except he wont let me do anything. Its starting to piss me off. I was reading my book when all of a sudden I feel a sharp pain going through my stomach. It stopped just as fast as it came and I thought nothing of it.

"Babe….. Oh my goodness your bleeding!" jack yelled as he walked in.

"Maybe I just started my period." Not really thinking about what I said.

"kim pregnant people don't have periods. Kim this might be serious." Jack said.

That's when it hit me. My baby!

"jack I need to go to the hospital." I whispered.

Next thing I know im on my way to the hospital. As we enter jack runs to the receptionist and she calls a doctor. They did a lot and I mean A LOT of test.

Two hours later

Jack and I was waiting patiently. It was very quiet until the doctor came in.

"Mrs. Anderson…."

"Please tell me my baby is okay" jack and I said at the same time.

"I'm sorry to imform you that you had a miscarriage. I'm sorry and wish you both luck. You are free to go when pleased."

I cant believe it! My baby was gone. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I brought my knees up to my eyes and just let the tears pour out.

"it will be okay, kimmy." Jack said while crying.

"how the fuck is it going to be okay jack. my baby is gone. It died! I will never know the happiness in holding her or him." I yelled.

Jack's p.o.v.

MY BABY IS GONE. I have to try and be strong for my wife. I tried telling her it will be okay but she blew up.

We left the hospital and kim hasn't come out of the bedroom in days. She wont even look at me.

Kim's p.o.v

Someones phone was ringing and no one was going to answer. So I let it go to voice mail before I checked it.

"Mr. Anderson, it Miss Martinez, I was wondering how your marriage is going. Does she still not know that im not a judge. Ive been thinking maybe your should go see a real judge and get them on board with the no divorce thing. Well hope to hear back from you.

It was jacks phone. He had the lawyer say that we couldn't get a divorce for 5 years. Which means he wants to be married to me and he loves me or he just wants to have an excuse to get in my pants.i walk down stairs and see jack with the guys.

"hey baby. You finally decide to come down. Do you want breakfast?" jack asked. I just stared at him.

"are you okay kim?" jerry asked.

" Jackson Damien Anderson you lied to me. You took me to a bogus judge aka a lawyer! And bribed her into tellin me we cant get a divorce." I yelled.

"kim. I just didn't want a divorce and you did."

" was it just an excuse to sleep with me jack?"

"kimmy no!" he started to move toward me.

"don't ! just don't jack. don't touch me! Don't talk to me! And don't even fucking look at me until I get done being pissed at you." I yelled.

"when will that be? Kim we need to talk about this." He pleaded.

"fuck you. I don't wanna talk about this right now. Im leaving until I calm down." I said.

"wow I fucking lost my baby and my wife in one week." Jack said.

" I haven't decided if you lost me yet or not. Im leaving for a while then when I come back we'll talk. Understood?"

"yes ma'am."

"I have one more question. Who all knew about this?"

"everyone." Jerry announced looking down.

"Kim. Wait. It wasn't jacks idea it was mine. He told me that he loved you and didn't want a divorce so I had him go with it. Each day he falls harder for you Kim. Don't break up because of me." Jerry pleaded.

"it won't be because of you Jerald! He should have told me he is my husband!"

As soon as I got in my car, I broke down crying. I couldn't move. All the pain from the past week over through my body. All of a sudden the passenger door opens and strong familiar arms go around me. Telling me I'll get through this. Then he said we'll get through this.

I look up to see jack. all of a sudden I kiss him. He started to kiss back and I believed we were going to make another baby until he pulled away and we just sat in silence in each other's arms. Enduring the pain and excepting each other. More than friends but as a real family.