It's a long while before we speak again, I sit seething whilst Kacchan sits having some kind of internal war.
"Is this where you were held captive the whole time…?"
I can't help it, I scoff.
"Wouldn't you love that Kacchan? Weak and useless Deku needs saving and behold here comes Kacchan to save the day!"
I snap, his eyes widen in surprise, some resolve inside me crumbled and I can't stop the torrent of emotions spilling from my mouth.
"It was all a lie Kacchan! You pushed and pushed and eventually you pushed me over the edge. I admired you so much as a kid… Wanted to be brave like you. Before I realised that true heroes only think of themselves. You turned hateful and spiteful AND MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL!!"
I breathe in and out getting really riled up, everything is buzzing and aching I want to hurt him so bad… A crazed smile stretches over my lips.
"It's okay right?! I can return the favour!! I'll make you despair Kacchan, just wait! I guess you were right about me not becoming a hero! It's funny right!! I became a villain instead! And I got myself a quirk!! I'm better than you now right?! RIGHT!? I CAN SHOW YOU AND ALL MIGHT THAT I'M NOT WORTHLESS!!"
My vision pulses red as I hyperventilate, in an instant I find myself on my feet. Kacchan looks at a complete lost for words, his whole face is frozen in a horrified expression.
"T-There's no way… The Deku I knew… He would-"
I bark out a laugh,
"The Deku you knew?! Like hell you ever knew me!! You used me to make yourself feel stronger. And look at you know, it's working out great right!"
Ah god… I'm loving his expressions… I want to picture them and plant them on my wall… I want to see so many different faces that he can make… What would he look like if he were screaming… If he were begging for forgiveness?!
He sits stunned completely baffled as to how to react. I stumble a little as I approach him, I leer over him as I grin. I'm finally the one to stand over him!! I lean in close, my voice is low and threatening beside his ear.
"I'll make you pay for ruining my life Kacchan…"
He finally snaps out of it and reacts shoving me away so hard that I barely manage to stay standing. I can't help but giggle as Kacchan starts to get riled up, little explosions shoot of his hand. It's much more fun if he fights back…
"I'll fucking stop you than drag you kicking and screaming back to ua. They'll fucking set you straight!!"
He snarls, I bark out a harsh laugh,
"Ah! How self righteous Kacchan! You think I can be fixed?! That I'm being controlled or brainwashed?! This is all me Kacchan, and all you as well!"
I can feel the sparks dancing over my finger in response to my all consuming rage,
"I won't believe it Deku! You're still as useless as ever!! Weak as shit for letting this assholes use you like this!!"
Ahh… Now he's just pissing me off… How dare he call me useless… After all I've done, the power I've got now…
"I'M NOT USELESS!!!"
Just as I go to dart at Kacchan the door swings open. I swerve round to the door to face an amused Shigaraki,
"Damn Shigaraki!"
As I step forward he lifts a hand holding a small device.
"I wouldn't if I were you, If I press this that wall behind you will open releasing a Nomu. That'll be a problem even for you in such a tiny space."
I glare but stand my ground, Kacchan does the same.
"Get the boy Kurogiri."
Kacchan's mouth opens to shout, but he's gone in a swirl of black smoke before any sound can escape. I can feel myself trembling with anger, I want to punch something so bad. Wipe that smug smirk of Shigaraki's face.
"It seems master has taken a liking to you… Deku. When I first saw you I knew you'd be a useful pawn in my game, but of course you wanted more. I'll show master that I'm the only one worthy of inheriting All for One, and that I can overpower people like you."
My glare hardens, he's nothing more than a child who has been promised power. He speaks of bringing down heroes but plans to do so with petty attacks. Oh the things I could do with that power… And I will get a hold of it, no matter what parts of my mind he twists.
"One more thing, in case the Nomu isn't off putting enough."
I frown a little confused, what could be more off putting than a Nomu. I see a glint of amusement in Shigaraki's eyes and instantly dread. He presses a button next to the one that releases the Nomu, the wall where Kacchan had stood near raises. My eyes widen as I'm met with a surprising sight, Irina grins wickedly as she plays with a lock of brown hair. The figure in the chair is slumped and cringes when Irina's hand pulls her chin up. U-Uraraka-San? And Irina… Is there no one I can trust…
"Ahh you look so angry Izu-Kun. Sorry but I go where the fun is… And seeing you all twisted really does sound like fun… And I get a new doll to play with heh~"
She winks and beams in my direction. Ah… Shigaraki must have seen me with Stain, he's wrong in thinking I have a soft spot for her though. I couldn't care less if she dies, as long as I get what I want… Wait… No! Not Uraraka-Chan! I swore I'd protect her!
I gape, and shake my head vigorously. My gaze snaps to the door where Aida stands next to Shigaraki. I could almost laugh. They want to install a fail safe by making me want to protect Uraraka… I have to admit it's the least childish thing Shigaraki's done, he's stepping up his game. I smirk. Bring it on Shigaraki. No matter what you do… I'll fight it somehow and be the last one standing.