HELLO AGAIN MY DEAR READERS WELCOME TO CHAPTER 7. HOPE YOU ENJOY.
Misaki awoke to find his bed was empty besides himself, Akihiko was no londer there. He felt a little disapointed to see that the author had disapered on him, he enjoyed the company and he enjoyed last night. It was so intence and emotional for the both of them. He wanted to talk to him, tell him how he felt and he wanted the author to do the same, if they could get all their emotions out then maybe they could figure out what to do.
Misaki got out of bed and made his way to the main room where he found the man. "There you are. Where's Nii-chan?"
"He stayed over at his girlfriends after work. I texed him last night." Akihiko replied.
"Okay, but since were on the subject of last night." Akihiko looked over and Misaki took a breath. "Should we talk about it."
"Yes, of couse. It's done now and we can't take it back and ignoring it is how things like this get complicated. So because it's not an easy subject I'll go first. I enjoyed last night, it mean't a lot, it was emotional but it was also a spare of the moment decistion."
"Ya I feel the same way and it was very on the spot kind of thing, so what do we do now?" Misaki wasn't sure what he wanted to do but he was hoping that Akihiko would know.
"I don't know. It depends on what this is and what you want it to be"
"I have no idea what this is. All I know is that last night was something that I don't regret and I enjoyed it which I never thought I would." He really did enjoy having sex with Akihiko and he wouldn't mind doing it again but he wasn't sure if he should. Akihiko was in love with Takahiro and it wouldn't be right to say that he wanted more if the author didn't.
Akihiko got up from his chair and walked over to Misaki, he grabbed his back and pulled him close. "Like I said I enjoyed last night" Then he moved in even closer. "And so did you." Then he moved in even more until their lips touched.
The kiss was light and gentel, it was slow, not like the night before, not rushed. Akihiko pulled Misaki in as close as he could while the boy just melted into the kiss wrapping his arms around the Authors neck.
They stayed kissing like that until they needed air, as they seperated their eyes met and Misaki went in again. This time Akihiko licked Misaki's bottom lip asking for permition to deepen the kiss and Misaki gladly accepted. The author searched the boys mouth as misaki felt like he was going to desolve. Akihiko put his hand up Misaki's top feeling his back, the boy shivered and the olders cold hands but didn't pretest. He liked Akihiko's hands, they where large, cold hands that some how maneged to warm Misaki's whole body.
Both men seperated faster than a penny could drop when they heared the door unlock. They moved quickly to opisites sides of the room as Takahiro opened the door. "Good morning, sorry I didn't make it home last night, I stayed at Manami's because it's closer to work. So how was your night?"
"Great slept really well Nii-chan." Misaki answered first.
"I crashed on the sofa. Thanks for letting me stay." Akihiko followed
"No no, you where doing me that favor, thanks for looking after Misaki. And I'm sorry to both of you that I had to hurry off like that but I came back as fast as I could."
"Thanks Nii-chan" Misaki said trying to stay enthusiastic for his brothers sake. He was actually really disapointed that he couldn't go any further with Akihiko but at least now he knew they both felt the same. He did wonder how their tutoring sesions would be like now but that was something to think about later.
Misaki got started on breakfast, eggs, steamed rice, miso soup and some salmon. All three men sat down and enjoyed the meal, even Misaki's throat was able to handle the soft food. He didn't realise how hungry he was but after 3 helpings it became very clear that he haddn't eaten for a week. He made sure all the food was soft and mild in flavor so he could enjoy it with the others and it turned out perfectly.
Takahiro began a conversation which Misaki was not ready to have. "So Uncles funiral is tomorrow, I've sorted you a suit and we'll be leaving early in the morning so get pleanty of sleep and make su..."
"Nii- chan." Misaki interupted. "I don't want to go."
"What?" Takahiro looked confused.
"I said..."
"I know what you said. Why wouldn't you want to go, he was family."
"But Nii-chan."
"You don't have a choise, your going." Misaki's eyes hit the floor and he nodded. He really didn't want to go. He didn't want to see all those people crying for the loss of his Uncle and he didn't want to put on a show. Maybe one day he'll over come this and maybe he'll visit the grave but right now he wasn't ready to face that. He needed more time to move forward.
"Taka," Akihiko spoke up, "can I speak with you outside." He nodded and both men stepped out to the hallway leaving Misaki with his thoughts. "Taka, if he needs more time you should let him have it, if he's not ready to cry then you shouldn't force him."
"Usagi, he needs to cry and to say goodbye"
"Oh come on," Akihiko's voise sharpened, "There's obviously something else going on here."
"What do you mean?"
"He locked himself away for an entire week and your going to pass that off as normal. If he doesn't want to go than you have no right to force him."
"His my brother!"
"And that gives you the right to decide everything for him."
"Don't you dare, I know what's best for him. You've only known him a few months so take a step back and let me be his brother."
"I think your making a mistake."
"And I think you've over stayed your welcome, go home Usagi."
Akihiko froze, "What?"
Takahiro went back inside, collected the authers things and handed them to him. "You heard me, I'll call you tomorrow after the funirul." He then went back inside and shut the door leaving Akihiko in the hallway with no clue what to do. He got in his car and drove home thinking of how nieve his friend really was.
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