HELLO MY LITTLE GUM DROPS WELCOME TO CHAPTER 11. HOPE YOU ENJOY.

"What the hell Usagi!" Misaki shouted standing up from his chair.

"Misaki, is this true?" Misaki looked at his big brother and froze. There where many things that he still had to tell him and this was one of them.

"Yes. It's true." Misaki finally admitted.

Takahiro nearly turned white as a sheet. "Akihiko. Get out." Akihiko was shocked. Ever since he received his nickname from his best friend he didn't call him by his full name. "NOW!" Takahiro shouted.

Akihiko looked at Takahiro and then at his little lover. "No." He said calmly.

'He's so cool.' No wonder I love him... Wait - What?' Did he just think that? Did he love Akihiko?

"I mean it. leave!" Takahiro said.

"NO!" Misaki shouted. "Why should he have to go? He didn't do anything wrong."

"Misaki, we need to talk alone." Takahiro insisted.

"Fine than we can talk outside." Misaki walked away from the table to the front door then looked back. "Usagi. Don't go anywhere."

Takahiro followed Misaki outside while Akihiko and Manami got to know each other.

"Misaki, what are you playing at. He is ten years older than you." Takahiro said as they reached the outdoors. "Ten years. That's a huge gap. And his a guy, I mean really. Come on that's just not right."

"Not right. Really Nii-Chan, your not right, in fact your entirely wrong. Shall I tell you what I need Nii-Chan. I need someone who understands me, someone who cares no matter what my faults, someone who is willing to accept me for who I am. Usagi is all those things. When he first noticed something was wrong he didn't judge me, he didn't push me away, he let me in. When I told you what happened instead of calling me a liar, he opened his home to me. Even before the funeral he let me take out my anger on him and he never asked for an apology. He is the kindest man I have ever known and I think I'm falling in love with him."

"'Falling in love' But Misaki his a man."

"I DON'T CARE!" Misaki screamed. "I don't care and neither should you." Misaki stormed off back to the flat leaving Takahiro behind. When he got back in he looked at Akihiko. "Usagi, lets go." He said grabbing his hand.

"Misaki? What happened?" Akihiko asked worriedly.

"Just Nii-Chan being a complete dumb ass. Lets leave and we can just forget about him. Sorry about this Manami, it was nice meeting you." And with that both men left passing Takahiro outside.

"Misaki where are you going. Come back inside." Takahiro pursued.

"No, if you want Usagi to leave then so am I." He said without looking back to his brother. They got into the car and Akihiko drove away, fast.

When they got back to the flat Akihiko asked again. "Misaki, what happened." Misaki's bottom lip shock, he was about to burst. Just another thing that pushed him away from his brother more. Akihiko pulled him into a hug, his little lover snuggled into his chest. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't of said anythi-"

"I love you." Misaki interrupted.

"What?"

"I-I love you. I don't know what the right time was to tell you this but now seems like a pretty good time." Misaki wanted to hear those words back so desperately.

Akihiko smiled and pushed Misaki back to look into his eyes. "You thief. I wanted to say that first." Misaki's eyes lit up. "I love you too."

Misaki pulled his tall lover and kissed him passionately. It was heated and so meaningful. They loved each other so deeply and the longer they kissed the more they knew 'his the one'. Every worry seemed so far away and neither of them had a care in the world. It was like they where the only people that existed in the whole world.

It didn't take for that passion to turn into need, a need for skin against skin. Before they knew it they where ripping at each others clothes, desperately clawing them away. Akihiko picked his lover up and Misaki wrapped his legs around his waist. It was a war for dominance, both wanting to be the one to win but when Akihiko broke the kiss and started gnawing on his neck Misaki gave in.

They headed upstairs to the bedroom and Misaki was thrown on the bed and Akihiko was on top of him in no time. Kissing him all over removing the rest of his clothes.

Suddenly Misaki's breathing felt restricted, his chest began to hurt and memories of his past flooded his mind. His Uncle. His brother. The funeral. Everything.

"Stop!" Misaki shouted with worry and urgency. Akihiko stopped immediately looking at the horror on his lovers face.

"Misaki, what's wrong?" He tried to answer but his breathing became so rapid that he couldn't make a sound. His chest felt like it was going to explode.

Akihiko wasted no time in grabbing his cell. He called the emergency services. "Hello this is the emergency services. What do you need?" A women answering the phone askes

"I need an ambulance. My boyfriend's having some sort attack, he cant breath." Akihiko panicked

"Okay Sir. We're sending someone too you now. Is your boyfriend laying down or up right?"

"His sitting up."

"Okay Sir. Lay him down and put him into the recovery position. We're on our way. Try not to panic. Can you tell me what he was doing before this started."

"We where just starting to have sex when he told me stop then he couldn't breath." He said while putting Misaki in the position he was told to. Misaki stopped breathing nearly completely, only getting the minimal of air into his lungs. "Please hurry, he stopped breathing."

"Okay Sir. There is an Ambulance outside now, what floor are you on."

"The pent house."

"Okay Sir. They will be with you shortly."

Akihiko hung up the phone when he heard the door bell ring. "Where is the patient?" The paramedics asked as they barged through the door.

"Up stairs first door." Akihiko told them trying to keep calm but loosing control every second Misaki was on his own.

He followed them up watching them put his little lover onto the stretcher and took him down stairs. He noticed how small he looked wrapped up in all those blankets.

"Can I come with him?" Akihiko asked

"Your his lover?" One of the paramedic's asked

"Yes."

"Then yes. In fact if you could bring his things like clothes, his phone and such as and we will meet you in the lift."

Akihiko ran to the room and pack 2 tops, 2 jeans, socks, pants, shoes and his phone. He also grabbed his own phone and door keys and met the paramedic's in the lift.

Once in the ambulance the other paramedic drove while the one who spoke to him stayed in the back with him and Misaki. He put an oxygen mask over Misaki's face.

"Okay so what's his name?" The paramedic asked.

"His Misaki Takahashi."

"And how old is he?"

"His 18 nearly 19."

"Okay and does he have any history of this happening before."

"Um- He is prone to panic attacks but nothing like this."

"Panic attacks? And is there any course for that?"

"Yes. he was molested as a young child by his Uncle, who died over 2 weeks ago."

"Okay. Thank you-"

"Usami." Akihiko finished.

"Well thank you Mr. Usami. Don't worry we're going to look after him. Do you have a shirt to wear."

"What?" Akihiko looked down to only realise he was bare chested. "No, sorry."

The paramedic reached back and pulled a large t-shirt from a box behind his chair. "Don't worry, it happens more often than you think." He said handing Akihiko the top.

"Thank you-"

"Hashito"

"Thank you Hashito."

When they arrived at the hospital the paramedic's moved very quickly and Misaki was seen too very fast. Akihiko stayed behind the closed curtain while the doctor's did what they had to do. One of them walked out and greeted Akihiko. He recognised him as Hiroki's lover.

"Hello Mr. Usami. My name is Nowaki, I believe we have already met." Nowaki said with a smile.

"Yes, hello again. How is Misaki. Is he going to be okay." Akihiko asked still really shaken up.

"He's stable. We had to do a tracheostomy to put in a breathing tube. It looks like an Allergic reaction but we don't know what too, it also looks as if he is under a lot of stress. That didn't course the reaction but it doesn't help his body recover if he is under stress. You can see him now."

"Thank you Nowaki." Akihiko walked throw the curtain and he could have cried at the sight. His little Misaki hidden under wires and medical equipment but it was the breathing tube that made is terrifying. A large tube sticking out of the front of his neck attached to an oxygen machine. They where monitoring his heart, breathing and they had even put him in a medical induced coma to stop him from panicking.

Akihiko took the chair closest to the bed and held his lovers hand. Still terrified something was going to happen he looked at his phone. It was around 1130 so not incredibly late but still pretty late to be ringing anyone. Akihiko knew he had to tell Takahiro what happened so he called his cell.

"Taka it's Akihiko." Akihiko announced the second the phone answered.

"Hello Mr. Usami" Manami answered.

"Oh, Hello Manami, What happened to Takahiro?"

"He stormed off to go out drinking not long after you left but he left his phone here. Is there anything I can do for you?"

"Yes you can. Manami, Misaki is in the hospital, they said he had an allergic reaction to something and it's pretty important they find out what is was. Can you bring the menu of the take away we had to the hospital so we can go through all the possible allergens."

"Yes of course I'll be there as fast as I can."

Manami turned up within the hour and she saw Misaki's state. "Oh my goodness, is he going to be okay."

"I'm not sure but the doctors here say his stable but they have to keep him in a coma because he keeps having panic attacks. Anyway lets have a look at the menu." Manami took out a pen and a pad and wrote out the possible allergens as Akihiko read them out.

The only things on there where 3 different types of nut, dairy and glucose. Well Akihiko could narrow it down because he had seem Misaki eat 2 out of the 3 nuts so he assumed that he wasn't allergic to any. And he had eaten both dairy and glucose so apart from hassle nut there was nothing on there he hadn't seen Misaki eat before. He told the Nowaki about the hassle nut but after a scratch test came back negative they where back to square one.

After numerous more tests Nowaki had found out what it was. "Mr. Usami," Nowaki walked into the area, "may I speak with you privately for a moment." Akihiko left Misaki with Manami and walked into a quiet room.

"Mr. Usami, I found what Misaki is allergic too. He has an STD and he is allergic to the virus. It's strange though because it's not new, it's been stored in his fat cells and it's been slowly realising into his blood stream. I don't know how old it is so I can't estimate how treatable it is. Do you know if Misaki has been with anyone prier to you."

Akihiko crunched his fists up into a ball. "Yes, just one" Akihiko answered through gritted teeth.

HELLO MY LOVELY'S THAT WAS CHAPTER 11 HOPE YOU ENJOYED. I'LL BE UPDATING SOON

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