Title: Loss
100 roadtrips Challenge #42: Pain
Written: 7/7/07
Word Count: 100
Rating: T
Characters: Gojyo/Hakkai, Yaone, Sanzo, Goku, Dokugakuji
Spoilers: None
Warnings: Yaoi, cussing, character death (but I'm not telling which one! Bwahahaha!), angst. Oh the angst.
Notes: s0hmam0miji awoke my muses, and blah. Here's another 58 for her.
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It's hard to sleep at night. Yaone gave me something once, but it didn't work.

I hated having to fake it during the trip home; smiling, laughing as Sanzo sat in your place. Now I'm near reclusive. Sure, Sanzo and Goku visit, but it's strained without you here.

When Jien visits... He just gives me a look that I can't stand.

I sold our bed; sold the house, too. You're probably rolling in your grave, but gods help me I wasn't strong enough.

When I get where you are, you're gonna kill me.

But I can't do it without you.
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