Tommy taps Jude on her shoulder lightly, a few minutes later. Jude turns her head and sees Tommy looking at her with his big ocean blue eyes. She can't help but smile at him.
"What do you want, Quincy?" Jude asks. "I want to talk to you, girl." Tommy says. "Tommy we are about to be stuck on a tour bus for six months with each other. We are going to have plenty of time to talk." Jude says.
"I want to talk to you now though." Tommy says as he looks at her in the eye. Jude smiles at him and turns off her mp3 player. "What's on your mind, Tommy?" Jude asks.
"You in nothing but a thong on the soundboard at G Major." Tommy says with a smile. Jude's jaw drops as she hits him. Tommy laughs and holds his arm. "Hey you asked me what was on my mind and I told you." He says with a smile. Jude just shakes her head and smiles at him.
"Now what is on your mind Ms. Harrison?" Tommy asks leaning closer to you. 'Well if you keep looking at me that way I am going to have to unbuckle this seatbelt and straddle your lap and have a make out session with you.' Jude thinks as Tommy looks at her.
Tommy smiles widely and nods his head. "I would be all for that." Tommy says. "All for what?" Jude asks. "Whatever it was you were thinking." He replies. "I thought you could read my mind." Jude mocks. Tommy smirks at her. "I can, which is why I know you were thinking about doing something to me and or with me." He says.
Jude smiles at him. "Don't know what you are talking about." Jude says as she starts to look around the plane. Tommy chuckles and shakes his head. "Actually I have a question Tommy." Jude says with a little smirk. "Great." Tommy says sarcastically.
"Shut up. Anyways, the question is…how do you plan on begging for my forgivness?" Jude asks. "I have my ways and ideas." Tommy says. "And what would those ways and ideas be?" She asks coyly. "I will tell you as soon as I think of them, girl." Tommy says before he laughs. Jude joins him in his laughter.
"I could propose to you." Tommy says. "Yeah but then that would mean I would get married at the age of 18. You were out having sex with a different girl in a different city every night at that age." Jude says.
"True, but all you would have to do is look forward to the honeymoon." Tommy says as he smiles and bites his bottom lip. 'Hmmm Tommy and I on a honeymoon. Tommy wearing no shirt…Tommy wearing no clothes at all. I could so live with these mental images forever.' Jude thinks as she smiles.
"See if I was to have the thoughts that you are having right now I would be called a pervert." Tommy says. Jude laughs. "That is because of your reputation. Since I am a virgin and a girl I can't be called a pervert." Jude says. "That and because you don't fantasize about illegal girls." Tommy mumbles.
Jude smiles at him. "You fantasize about me?" Jude asks. "Is that a trick question?" Tommy asks. "It's a brownie point question." She replies. "Well in that case…I fantasize about you 24 hours a day." Tommy says with a big smile.
"Even when you were in a different country?" Jude asks quietly and sincerely. Tommy adjusts in his seat, realizing the turn this conversation just took. "Of course. Fantasizing about you in a different country was much easier because I didn't have you as a tease to look at." Tommy says, hoping to lighten up the mood.
Jude just smiles but doesn't say anything. "At least I got a smile out of you." Tommy says. "Yeah but you can't just keep making jokes and think I am going to forgive you that easily. It doesn't work like that, Quincy." Jude says. Tommy nods his head.
"I know it's not that easy." He says quietly. "Do you realize how much you hurt me when you left? I mean I got drunk…really drunk Tommy." Jude says. "I was thinking about giving up on music…on my career…on everything." She adds.
"I know and you don't know how sorry I am Jude. I wanted to call you every day I was in Montana but I thought you would be mad at me and curse me out when I called." Tommy says.
"So you did like you always do and just ignored your feelings and just left it alone." Jude says in a bitter tone. "No that's not how it was. I think it hurt me ten times worse than it hurt you when I left. I didn't have a chance to explain, I had to leave you at the restaurant and I couldn't even answer your calls because my uncle told me we didn't have time for long goodbyes. Once we got on the plane I tried to call you but I didn't have any service." Tommy explains.
By now Jude had a few tears in her eyes. She starts to bounce her leg up and down to stop from completely crying. Tommy puts his hand on her thigh to try and calm her down. "I always hurt you when I don't mean to." Tommy says quietly. "It wasn't your fault this time…completely." Jude says as she wipes her eyes.
"Was that comment supposed to make me feel better?" Tommy asks. "Sorta." Jude says. "You might want to work on your 'cheer up' talks." He replies with a smile. Jude laughs lightly as she continues to wipe her eyes.
"See you always do that." Jude says as she looks at him. "I always do what?" Tommy asks. "You always make me laugh when I want to cry." She replies. "Well I hate to see you cry, girl." Tommy says as he wipes away a fresh tear. Jude smiles and grabs his hand.
"Wow that wasn't even a compliment. What do I have to say to get a kiss?" Tommy asks with a cute face. Jude laughs and grabs his face and gives him a kiss on his cheek. Tommy turns his head lightly and smiles as Jude pulls away.
"You know it's my fault because I didn't say where I wanted the kiss." Tommy says with a sigh. Jude laughs lightly. "I knew what you meant, I just wanted to mess with your head." She says. "You already do a good job of that." Tommy mumbles.
"Hey, you mess with my head too." Jude says. "Yeah but you have hips, which you love to use to mess with my mind. You have these pretty full lips that distract me sometimes when you are talking. And you have a big…" He gets cut off by Jude hitting him.
Tommy laughs. "I was going to say…eyes." He says giving her an innocent look. "You get three brownie points." Jude says with a smile. "Three?" Tommy asks. "Yeah, one for saying you fantasized about me all the time, one for giving me a compliment, and another one for that extremely cute face you just gave me." She replies.
Tommy smiles and puts his head back against the headrest. He keeps his hand on Jude's thigh. Jude smiles and laces her fingers with his. Tommy looks down at their hands and smiles.
"You know if I didn't know any better I would say you are trying to snuggle up to me, Harrison." Tommy says with a smile. Jude smiles and rests her head on his shoulders and drifts into a light sleep.
"I missed you so much girl." Tommy whispers as he kisses her head. He rests his head on top of hers as he falls asleep also. Their fingers stay laced as they drift further into their sleep.
An hour later Tommy awakes at the sound of the captain's voice, telling them they are about to land. Tommy opens looks down and sees that Jude is still comfortably asleep on his shoulder. Instead of waking her up he just puts his arm around her. Jude smiles in her sleep and snuggles into his chest.
Tommy smiles and starts to run his fingers through her hair. When the plane finally lands Tommy shakes Jude lightly. She stirs a little and mumbles something. Tommy hears his name and smiles. He shakes her lightly again, waking her fully this time.
She raises her head rubs her eyes. "We are there already?" She asks, still rubbing her eyes. "Yeah girl. You are only moments away from your second tour." Tommy says with a smile. Jude opens her eyes and looks at Tommy with a big smile.
"Why are you smiling at me that way?" He asks. "I just thought it was a dream…you know…you being back and everything." She replies. "No I'm back…for good girl." Tommy says. Jude smiles at him, wondering if she could actually believe him. He stands up and walks out into the aisle and stretches out his hand.
Jude smiles and grabs it and allows him to lead her into the aisle. "Dude you two talked for almost the whole flight." Speed says. "We were asleep for the last hour." Tommy says. "I know but by that time I was finally asleep too." Speed says as he stretches.
"Oh well." Tommy says as they walk off the plane. Once they make it through the airport they see their tour bus waiting for them. Jude smiles and grabs Tommy's hand as she runs towards it.
"Whoa, girl." Tommy says as he tries to keep up. They run into the tour bus and look around. "This is our home for the next six months." Tommy says as he continues to look around. 'For some reason I love the way that sounds. 'our home' Jude thinks as she walks to the back of the bus.
"Dude this is my room." Speed says as he throws his bags in the first room. "This one's mine!" Wally says as he throws his bags in the room right across from Speed's. "I guess I'll take the room in the far back." Tommy says. "I'll take the one right next to you." Jude says with a smile.
"I'm sure you will." Kyle says with a smirk. Tommy and Jude shake their heads and roll their eyes as they make their way down to their rooms. Tommy throws his stuff on the floor and flops on his bed. He sighs as he gets comfortable. 'Six months with the girl of my dreams and fantasies right next door to me. I should get down on my hands and knees right now and pray that I have at least an ounce of self control' Tommy thinks with his eyes closed.
Jude throws her stuff down on the floor and starts to her clothes out of her bags and suitcases on her bed. She sighs and stands with her hands on her hips as she looks at all the clothes she packed. She had basically cleaned out her closet and her dresser. She smiles as she thinks about Tommy being next door to her. She walks out of her room and into Tommy's, without knocking.
She smiles when she sees Tommy laying on his bed with his eyes closed. She bites her bottom lip as she runs to jump on him. Tommy groans loudly and opens his eyes to see Jude on top of him. He smiles as puts his hands on her waist and pushes forward slightly.
"Hmmm now if I woke up every morning with you on top of me like this I would be happy man." Tommy says smiling widely. Jude smiles down at him and puts her hands on his shoulders. "You know if you keep being nice to me I might make that statement come true Quincy." Jude says.
"Really?" Tommy asks with hope in his voice. Jude smiles and nods her head as she sits up straight on him. Tommy puts his fingers through the belt loops on her jeans. "You know for a virgin you sure know how to be a tease." Tommy says. "I think I'm going to take that as a compliment." Jude says.
Tommy laughs. "It is…in a way." He says. "Dude you two haven't even been here for five minutes and you are already about to bump each other." Speed says as he stands in Tommy's doorway.
"Why didn't you lock the door, Harrison?" Tommy asks. "I don't know. You were looking so cute with your eyes closed that I just decided in two milliseconds to run and jump on you." Jude says. "About that jump…you kinda landed on my manhood pretty hard." Tommy says. Jude smiles down at him again.
"Sorry." She says. "No problem, please don't think that I mean you shouldn't jump on me again…hopefully next time you will be naked." Tommy says, biting his bottom. Jude smiles and raises her eyebrow at the thought.
"Well since you guys aren't even acting like I'm in the room…I'm just going to go…somewhere." Speed says as he leaves, making sure to close the door behind him. Tommy looks back up at Jude and smiles.
"So Jude, how does it feel to be living your fantasy?" Tommy asks. "My fantasy?" She asks. "Yeah…I know you have fantasized about being on top of me like this. I have." Tommy finishes with a smile. Jude smiles and rolls his eyes puts her hands on his chest.
"So….here we are…in a bedroom….you're on top of me… I happen to have a condom in my pocket…" Tommy trails. Jude laughs. "You're right Tommy. How about he just have sex right here and right now." Jude says sarcastically. Tommy smiles and flips her over so that he is on top of her. He runs his hand up Jude's thigh and smiles. Jude giggles.
"I was joking Quincy." Jude says with a smile. "You can never joke about sex Harrison. Besides, I want you to forgive me so what better way then to have sex." Tommy says as he adjusts himself in between her legs.
"You are going to have to do a lot more than just have sex with me to make me forgive you." Jude says. Tommy gives her a look then smiles widely. "I'm very good at foreplay too Harrison." He says as he balances all his weight on his arms and looks down at her.
"I missed this so much." Tommy says quietly. "Quincy you have never been in between my legs." Jude says with a smile. Tommy laughs lightly. "Not this…this. I missed us playing and telling jokes. I can't wait to spend every single moment with you for the next six months." Tommy says.
"I know. It's going to be fun and hopefully I won't be disappointed or heartbroken or hurt." Jude says looking at him deep in the eye. "I don't know who would break your heart but I can say you will get hurt." Tommy says. Jude's eyebrows furry.
"What?" Jude says. "Girls have said that loosing their virginity hurts." Tommy says with a big smirk. "Quincy…" Jude says as she smiles then rolls her eyes. Tommy can't help but laugh at her.
Tommy rolls over so that Jude is on top again. She smiles down at him. "You like me being on top don't you?" She asks. "What's not to like?" Tommy asks with a smile. Jude laughs as she gets off of him.
"Hey, where are you going?" Tommy asks. "I am suddenly in the mood to write a song." Jude says. "Really? And all it took was being on top of me…and I was fully dressed too. I guess I haven't lost my touch." Tommy says. Jude laughs and rolls her eyes.
"No all it took was me seeing you. How many times do I have to tell you, Tommy? You are my inspiration." Jude says before she leaves the room. "Well you inspire me to do things to you." Tommy says in a low voice. Tommy hears Jude's voice come from the thin wall that connects their bedrooms.
"I heard that pervert." Jude says before she giggles. Tommy smiles and lays back down on his bed. He lays in silent for a few moments, then he hears loud laughter. He gets up and walks up the hall to the front of the bus. He sees Speed, Wally, and Kyle all on the floor laughing with whipped cream in their mouths.
"Six months on tour with 17 year old boys… which is like saying six months on tour with 4 year old boys." Tommy mumbles as he watches them. "That was totally funny dude!" Speed says in between laughs. Tommy rolls his eyes. "And the ring leader of the 4 year olds speaks." Tommy says.
"Dude you weren't here." Speed says as he stands up. "What happened?" Tommy asks. "Kyle accidentally sprayed the whipped cream in his face." Speed explains. "Yeah…" Tommy says, insinuating more of the story to come. "That's it. Kyle accidentally sprayed the whipped cream in his face." Speed says with a big smile. Tommy shakes his head slowly.
"I think it was one of those 'you had to be there' moments." Wally says as he stands up. "Maybe." Tommy says as he turns around and starts to walk back down the hall. "Where's Jude at?" Kyle asks. "She is in her room writing a song." Tommy says. Kyle, Speed and Wally stop what they are doing and look at Tommy.
"What?" Tommy asks. "Dude you got her to write a song?" Speed asks. "Actually she said she was going to write a song on her own." Tommy says. "Amazing…you have been back for three hours and you already have her writing." Wally says. "I guess I am just her inspiration." Tommy says before he walks down the hall.
Once he enters her room and closes the door he sits down on his bed and strokes his chin. He stands up quickly and grabs a notebook out of his suitcase and begins to write down some words. About fours hours later he feels the bus stop. He looks out his window and sees that they are at a Wendy's restaurant. He gets up and stretches and walks to the door.
He knocks on Jude's door a couple times before he enters. He smiles when he sees her sitting Indian style on her bed with a notebook in her lap, writing things down. "Do you want some food, girl? I know you have worked up an appetite." Tommy says. Jude mumbles something but Tommy can't hear her. He laughs a little.
"I take it that mumble meant you want a bacon junior cheeseburger with no pickle?" Tommy asks. Jude looks up and smiles at him and nods her head. "As you wish, Big Eyes." He says before exiting the room. He gets off the bus and goes inside the restaurant and orders his food and Jude's then goes back on the bus.
He walks into Jude's room without knocking and sits her food down on the bed. "I'm just going to go in my room and eat and let you continue to work." He says before he turns around and starts to walk out of the room.
"Thank you." Jude mumbles, still concentrating hard on her song. Tommy turns around and looks at her one last time before he leaves the room, returning to his room. Once he gets inside his room he throws his bag full of food down on the floor and goes back to writing in his notebook.
By the time Tommy finishes his song it is dark outside already. He hears an acoustic guitar next door. He smiles, knowing Jude must have finished her lyrics. He grabs his notebook and walks out of his room, to Jude's. He knocks a few times before entering again.
"Hey Harrison." Tommy says with a smile as he sees her sitting on the bed with her guitar in her hands. "Hey Quincy." Jude says with a matching smile. "Got the lyrics down?" He asks as he sits down on the bed. "Yeah just working on the music. I forgot how good it feels to write a song." Jude says.
"Yeah, because nothing feels good like spending the whole day writing down stuff in a journal." Tommy says sarcastically. Jude smiles and hits him in the arm. He smiles and sits the notebook down on her bed. Jude eyes it, before finally saying something about it.
"What's with the notebook, Quincy?" Jude asks. "I was writing a song too." Tommy says with a small smile. "You were writing a song? About what?" She asks, a little shocked. "Just about things I was thinking…and possibly feeling." Tommy says quietly. "So it's a song about sex?" Jude asks in a smart eleck tone.
Tommy laughs. "Yeah it's a song about sex with you." Tommy says. "What's the name? 'The last orgasm before jail'?" She asks. "No I was thinking 'The virgin jailbait'" Tommy says with a smirk. "Nice." Jude says. "I thought it was too." Tommy says, now smiling. Jude laughs and grabs the notebook from his hand.
"Hey!" Tommy says as he tries to reach for it. Jude holds it out of his reach and smiles. "This must be an emotional song." Jude says as she looks at him trying to reach his notebook. He stops and gives her a desperate look. Jude smiles and hands it back to him.
"You can give these looks that look so adorable, Quincy." Jude says. Tommy eyes light up and he smiles at her. "It's a gift I guess." He says. "I guess." Jude says. They sit in quiet for a few moments, looking at their notebooks. Tommy would look up and see Jude concentrating on her notebook so he would smile and look back down at his. Jude would look up and see Tommy concentrating on his notebook so she would look down.
This process continued for a few minutes before they caught each other. Tommy smiles at Jude, making her smile. "Can't keep your eyes off me, Harrison?" He asks. "Looks like you can't keep your eyes off of me either." Jude says. "Well you are pretty, girl." Tommy says. Jude smiles and blushes slightly.
"Can I hear your song?" Jude asks. "Do you really want to?" Tommy asks hesitantly. "Yeah, I want to know what you were thinking or feeling when you wrote it." Jude says. "Okay…" Tommy says as he picks up the guitar. He takes a deep breath before strumming the strings.
I know I have made some mistakes
I tried to make them up but it's too late
All I want is forgivness
Can't stop thinking about your kisses
Your voice fills my head and thoughts
Things are messed up and now its my fault
I wonder what and who you dream about
There are things about me you should find out
I can't believe one girl fills my head
I apologize over and over again
So please forgive me, if I'm willing,
I am sorry, please hear me
This is the first step that might bring me close to you
Holding you in my arms is all I want to do
The way you bite your lip is mesmerizing
My thoughts of you are multiplying
I know I have a bad and messed up past
But you are starting to forgive me, hope it lasts
Having you hate me breaks my heart
Hurting you is supposed to be hard
Yet I do it time and time again
But you still call me friend
So this is to you my Big Eyes
I hope I never make you cry
All I'm asking is for your forgivness
I hope you know, you're my weakness
He finishes the song with one soft strum. He looks up and sees Jude with tears in her eyes. "Well so much for my third to last line." Tommy says with a small smile. Jude smiles and let's the tears fall down her face as she quickly leans over and hugs him. Tommy smiles and closes his eyes and embraces her.
"So did you like it?" Tommy asks. "Quincy you asked some stupid questions sometimes." Jude says as she laughs. Tommy laughs with her and wipes her tears from her face. "I was just writing down what I felt." Tommy says. "You should do that more often, because if anyone hasn't told you…you are hard to read." Jude says.
Tommy laughs. "Now let's hear your song, Harrison." Tommy says. "It's a little rough." Jude says. "Jude Harrison making a rough song? Never." Tommy says with a smirk.
"Ha ha. I was just saying that this is the rough draft. I need to do some revising." She says. "I can help you with that." Tommy says as he scoots closer to her. "Just like old times, right?" Jude asks with a smile. "Exactly." Tommy answers. "You know I still want to hear your sex song." Jude says.
"Oh well here is the first line…Here we are in a room with nothing to do but each other, Jude Harrison is so luck to have a sexy 24 year old lover." Tommy says with a smirk. "That was horrible, Quincy." She says before laughing. "Hey that was just off the top of my head. Give me a little credit." Tommy says.
"I give you a lot of credit for your song. And I have already started to forgive you, but you are not fully forgiven." Jude says. "Just being forgiven a little is enough for me." Tommy says with a smile. He grabs Jude's hand pulls her towards him, making her sit in between his legs with the guitar in her hand.
"You ready?" He asks quietly in her ear. "Yeah." Jude replies simply. Tommy smiles and listens as Jude starts to strum the guitar, her voice filling the room. He nods his head and listens to her lyrics closely, knowing they were meant for him.
How much I missed you words can't described
Every night in my bed I cried and cried
Till my dreams cam true
Now I am here stuck with you
With you I feel at home
Moments get so intense when we're alone
The way you look at me deep in the eye
The words you say never a lie
My rock my inspiration
Just one touch can send vibrations
Tommy stops listening and starts to think about her seventeenth birthday and the intense moment they had. He thinks about how they almost kissed, but only to be interrupted by her boyfriend at the time. He then thinks back to the night he left. 'I got a flight to catch, I don't think I'll be coming back. Bye.' 'I could of said it so much nicer and better than that.' Tommy thinks as he clinches his fist.
He shakes his head and let's those thoughts go away from his head. He begins to listen to Jude sing her heart out about the heartbreak he had put her through once again. He sighs, contemplating on his next move to get her to forgive him. He listens to the very last word.
Forgivness will come sometime soon
But in time it will I promise you
Tommy replays those last two lines in his head over and over again and smiles. He listens as Jude strikes a few more chords before finally ending the song. He looks at her in the eye and smiles as he takes away the guitar. The look at each other in the eye and can basically read each others minds. They knew that something was happening between them and they knew that forgivness wasn't right around the corner but it wasn't that far away.
"So did you like it?" Jude asks. "Harrison sometimes you ask stupid questions." Tommy mocks. Jude laughs and hits him. "I'm not going to stop wooing you until I get your full forgivness Jude." He says in a deep voice.
"You have a long way to go, Quincy." Jude says with a smile as she leans back and rests her head on his chest. "And I love challenges." Tommy says as he rests his back against the wall. The close their eyes and enjoy each other's silence…………
There is the update for today. Sorry about not updating yesterday but I was trying to get an update out for all of my fics. I made up the songs used in this chapter which explains why they sucked so bad. Lol but anyways, please tell me if you like it or hate it.