I didn't know what Edward meant when he had explained the transformation to me, right before he sunk his beautiful teeth into four different areas of my body. He had told me it would be the most painful thing I ever went through, but I'm not sure this is what he had in mind.

I had to relive every event that had occurred to me since I came to Forks, everything up to the night of the vote over and over again. I couldn't open my eyes, all my body could do was cry. I heard Edward, Alice, Carlisle, and Jasper in the background, in the real world not in 'Bella's hell land,'

"She's not feeling any physical pain, this is different, it's like her heart keeps shattering over and over again. Bella, can you hear me?" Jasper's ever calm voice sounded worried, I felt bad for him and wanted to take away the pain from him. He need not go through this hell too. "Bella! I can't feel her at all anymore! It's like she's a...a," Edward interrupted Jasper's craze.

"She's like a void," he whispered sadly, agony dripped in his tone, I wanted to comfort him so badly. Edward, I thought, don't be sad. Things will be so much better, I promise and then we'll be together forever...I tried speaking it but my mouth wouldn't comply. " Forever," he whispered happily, for a moment everything besides my soft crying was silent. "Carlisle, I think Bella just spoke to me."

"Amazing, she truly is one of a kind," I could almost hear the smile in my father's voice. Moments later I heard a reverberating crash, accompanied by the second most ferocious snarl in the world, Edward's being the first.

"How dare you filthy bloodsuckers change her! The definition of an Angel on Earth and you demons turn her in to a monster as well! I'll kill every one of you!" Jacob Black's voice rang through me and anger flickered inside of me.

The next thing I knew I felt my fingers flexing into fists and my body being mobilized, as I opened my eyes to the most vivid world I had one thought running through my mind, and I voiced it.

"JACOB WILLIAM BLACK, GET YOUR PUPPY BUTT HERE NOW!" I yelled, everything in the room shaking around me, I blinked away the shock of how musical I sounded, even though I was yelling.

"Bella," I heard two male voices whisper astonished. Then a silent stampede broke through Edward's door. They all stood there stunned.

"It's rude to stare you know," I tried to lighten the mood, but my aggravated tone did not help things any. A few seconds later a warning growl slid from Edward's even more beautiful lips, he looked so much more stunning now. He dashed over to my side, which looked like normal walking now, and held me protectively. How... I heard whisper through my mind.

Did I just hear Edward?...Bella? Oh I can talk to you now instead of just hearing you sometimes. I cannot believe this, you are amazing. He thought as he kissed my head, then I heard Jacob growl. My patience and any emotion I held for him evaporated right then.

"Jacob William, you will stop this right now or so help me, I will rip out your vocal cords," I sounded dangerous, I felt them all stare at me astonished, yet again. That voice was not my own, it was deeper, resonating, and deadly. His amber eyes met mine and I saw the change of familiarity to enmity.

"Isabella, what have they done to you?" It was a rhetorical question, but I felt the need to answer it, defend them.

"They made me a vampire, their equal, their family. They gave me what I have been asking for since I knew their secret, Jacob understand this, I wanted to be one. Now leave, you came on to our land, unwelcome, intruded upon my family. You will not come back here, I will kill you." He stood there for a minute and I became tired. "Now, Jacob Black," I said with as much poison as I could. He ran away.

"Go Bella!" Emmett was first to break the silence, swooping me up in a hug and spinning me. "Ha! I don't have to be gentle with you anymore!" He laughed in victory, spinning inhumanly with me. The second he put me down, Jasper tackled me with a hug, plowing me into the wall, and sending a cracking sound through the room.

"I have wanted to do that since Phoenix," he smiled (I know you're like OOC! But it's not I have my reasons but you have to guess! If you're right I'll tell you) and it was the most genuine thing I had ever seen.

"BELLA!" Alice and Rosalie screamed, plowing me over as soon as Jasper released me. They gave me huge hugs and said things about shopping in my ears, I laughed.

Carlisle and Esme hugged me next, shortly. Releasing me back to my Angel, he was more than happy to take me back as well. Everyone left our room then, and Edward stared at me.

"What?" I asked curiously, looking myself up and down, a small picture caught my eye. "Hold that thought.."

Thanks Broody 4 the review, I don't remember where I got the quote but it described my love life...so thanks keep reviewing I'll try to update tomm. 3 ME!