Nobody said it would be easy, but nobody said it would be this hard either...(omg look at my profile for a sweet pic of this quotey thing)

It's around 6:30 a.m. according to the sun's position in the sky, that meant Edward had been crying for over 8 hours, tearless, but definitely out of his usual self. After the first four hours, I sat down cross-legged and let him hold onto my shoulders, I also stopped trying to console him, it only made him shake more. I just ran my hands over his back and face and anything else I could reach, tracing random patterns.

Mid-afternoon, I decided to try to speak again, "Edward," I whispered, lighter than a butterfly near his ear. His inaudible rambling stopped, as did the shaking of his body.

"Isabella..." he gasped quietly. I quickly pulled his face up into my view, immediately noticing the glazed over appearance of his eyes, and tried to read his thoughts. I wasn't sure why I didn't try this before, but I guess all I was concerned about was him.

" Angel...no please, do not tease me so... where is she?... Bella, please come to me, I need you here with me...I can fix it...please..." What was wrong with him? I kept trying to find more information, but it was the same mantra in my head over and over again.

"Isabella..." an antagonizing mind called to me, at first I thought of Jacob, but this was a female voice, Victoria. " I pity you, and your 'darling' Edward, such fools to believe you could get away with it. I know you're listening to me, and I know what has happened to Edward . And I will get away with it, because I. Am. Better. Than. You." The voice stopped, and Edward became rigid.

"Edward, look at me," I demanded. His head snapped to me and his beautiful eyes widened.

"How...I thought... but... Bella, what happened?" he stammered as if lost, which he probably was.

"What do you remember?" I asked running my hands over his face, glad to have him back.

He told me how he was in Volterra again, and they had taken me away, tortured me and tried to feed me children. How he was forced to watch all of this happen, and have Jane constantly there like a leash, holding on to him. How they eventually grew tired of torture and told him they killed me, and locked him away. He told me there was a voice whispering to im in the chamber, and that he pleaded with it to bring him to me. That was me, I was guessing, the whispering. Once he was done, he was shaking again, holding me close and protectively.

"Edward, we have to leave. Victoria was near here, I think she did that to you, she knows I can hear your thoughts, and sent me a message." He was snarling as I told him.

He satood up suddenly and tried to put me on his back, " Edward, I can run now, remember," I spoke, offended.

"Then come on, I have to keep you safe," he spoke quickly, grabbing my hand and tugging me towards the house.

We ran back quickly and straight through the door stopping in the living room. "Oh God, please help us."

Okay I am so sorry for not updating

1.Parents-school ..you figure it out 2. Ex Friend/ Boyfriend/ X boyfriend stuff had me physically and emotionally ill for awhile... it sucks b/c I may have lost my best friend who is on FF and the T/NM obsession 3. I was with my best friend all weekend...Seen Disturbia last night...totally BANGIN'! I need reviews and suggestions though b/c I'm tired, what do you want cuz that's what matters!