Prologue to the chapter:
A few months have passed since the shooting and things have gone relatively back to normal. Spencer is out of the hospital and better than ever, clay is too. Chelsea is now 8 months pregnant and is starting to anticipate the birth. Ashley and spencer are doing great, everything is finally back to normal if you can consider anything between them normal, except for the fact that Ashley always has had a problem with dirty little secrets and we ALL know spencer would like to be in on them, too bad she isn't…
Spencer's P.O.V
Asheley, Ashley, I was really starting to panic one minute we were here on the beach, the next she just disappeared, then suddenly the beach turned into prom night and I got shot again and Ashley ran over to aiden and began to kiss him and…
I was thankfully woken up from my flashback/nightmare by the sound of ashleys voice
A: no shes not up just you cant tell or else ok? Look you just better not who is she talking too, I pretended to be asleep to figure it out look I have to go b4 she wakes up and hears me, look bye, fine what ever bye I decided now was as good a time as any to "wake up"
S: ash I whispered trying to keep up my charade she nearly jumped when I spoke hmm suspicious
A; h-hey Spence how long u been up babe
S: hmm, oh I yawn just woke up why do you ask I carefully watched her face as she responded
A: oh um no reason no reason at all
S: ash are you ok I knew she was hiding something from me and that it had to do with that phone call but the question was, is that a good thing or a bad thing
A: yeah Spence im fine she leaned in a kissed me then it almost seemed remorseful but maybe me and my paranoid mind just thought that that dream did kinda catch me off guard ugh im over analyzing again I pushed all thoughs from my mind and started to kiss her back
S: mmmmm I mumbled into her mouth she slowly pulled away with a smile on her face
A: I love you u kno that right
S: yeah I love you too I said smiling right back so what do you want to do today
A: well I was thinking since school is starting in a week that we could go, I don't know SHOPPING
If it was one thing ash knew it was me and 1 of my favorite things to do (besides her) was shopping I jumped off the bed so fast you would have thought I was on fire
S: YEA-UH we're going shopping, we're going shopping I was dancing and singing and putting on a little show for ash just to mess with her she was cracking up
A: geeze Spence you act like I never take you anywhere she said between laughs
S: you don't you just keep me locked up in your room all day everyday and then at night you don't even bother to let me sleep I looked at her with mock anger
A: are you saying that you don't like being my slave miss carlin because I can demote you to maid
I held in a smile S: no no its not that its just cant you be the slave sometimes I looked at her face
A: only for you she whispered and with that she kissed me and well one thing led to another and lets just say that we forgot about shoping and everything else including the mysterious phone call for a while
When they finally decided to get up they got dressed and headed for the mall
At the mall- Ashley's P.O.V
A: spencer I called out yet again as the girl threw more clothes into my arms im paying
The least you can do is help me carry the damn stuff she just laughed at me
S: hey ur the 1 that wanted to be the boy and pay for everything so deal
A: hey I said slightly offended I never said I wanted to be the boy ugh who wants to be a boy ?? I watched for her reaction
S: well I CALL GIRL she yelled out
A: no fair!! You didn't warn me I just looked at her
S: all's fair in love and war babe and with that said she reached out and kissed me
A: grr ur gonna pay for that I mumbled just as my phone vibrated in my pocket I pulled it our and checked the caller id aiden shit I told him not to call back after Spence almost caught me on the phone with him earlier whatever I just waited for it to stop to send him a text
a-txt: aiden im out wit Spence, wat do u want
ai-txt: just to hear ur voice
a-txt: ugh I told u I don't like u lik that we're just friends im wit Spence
ai-txt: watevs u wanna hang out 2nite
a-txt: no me and Spence got plans
ai-txt: u always got plans wit her
a-txt: well duh shes my gf u kno wat I don't wanna have this convo now I might call u l8r
ai-txt: by ash c u l8r luv u
I looked at the last text and sighed he wont give it up will he I told him no to going out, what ever I wont even respond
S: ash wats up I heard u sigh and it sounded lik you were upset I looked at her god how I hated lying
A: nothing just texting with kyla she sed sumthin I guess I just ova reacted no big I smiled at her
S: ok… well n e way lets go to the next store im done here
I walked with Spencer and all the clothes to the cash register I paid and we went to the next store
The next 3 hours went by the same way Ashley and Spencer went into stores they tried stuff on and then Ashley paid then they were ready to go so they headed out to the car and I threw the stuff in the trunk the whole ride home we were quiet but it was comfortable Spence kept playing with my hand which made me smile we finally got back to the house I had to go to the bathroom so as soon as we got in I started heading for it when my phone started to ring
A: Spence can you get that I yelled on my way down the hall
S: yeah
Ahh, sweet sweet relief I walked upstairs where I knew spencer would be waiting for me in my room I walked in
A: hey Spence who called
S: kyla she said it in a very tense slightly angry way me being stupid forgot about the lie I said about the texts and went on
A: so what did she want now spencer was really starting to look mad
S: well she said she just called to say hey, said she hasn't talked to you in a while
If spencer looked mad b4 now she was downright pissed then it clicked the text messages but b4 I could say anything spencer spoke
S: so I said weren't you txting her earlier and she was all like no and see something didn't add up, cuz I KNOW you said kyla was texting you and that's y u were upset so tell me ash why are you lying to me I started to panic this was one of those shit hits the fan moments
A: Spence I can explai… spencer cut me off
S: so I said I wonder what was soo important that you had to lie to me so I hung up with kyla and looked at your txt messages and what the fuck do I find AIDEN TXTING YOU!
A: Spencer it not what it looks like I was scrambling for something to say
S: and what the hell does it look like?!?! You txt messaging an ex, but oh not just any ex, this just so happens to be the ex that pled undying love for you and who we agreed we would never EVER talk to again oh and on top of that you were gonna go HANG OUT with him un-fuckin-believeable ash how long has this been going on huh HUH
I had to speak A: I wasn't going to go ou…
S: I said HOW LONG
A: Spence he just called me last weekend I didn't even tal…
S: so what was this morning all that "I don't wanna wake spencer up, she cant find out"
A: Spence I was starting to get mad at the fact that she wouldn't let me explain
S: don't fuckin call me that you lost that right you know what I don't care go hang out with aiden you boyfriend her word really hurt me
A: spencer you don't honestly think I would cheat on you with him do you I was scared yet anxious or the answer
S: you know I don't know what to think anymore you're always lying to me how do I know whats true she asked softly
That was it that was the last straw her saying she couldn't trust me when I didn't even do anything pushed me over the edge
A: well if that's the type of person you think I am then maybe I will go hang out with him I said this very quiet and calmly as I reached for my phone and purse
S: no your not!! She yelled I laughed
A: you wanted me to go so fucking bad, you wanted to believe I would go so fine IM LEAVING DON'T WAIT UP and with that I walked out the door I heard her call my name but I didn't stop I walked to my car and called aiden
Ai: hello, ash
A: you still wanna hang tonight? Meet me at gray's in 5 min I didn't give him a chance to respond I just hung up threw the phone on the seat and sped off into the night
Spencer's P.O.V
A: you wanted me to go so fucking bad, you wanted to believe I would go so fine IM LEAVING DON'T WAIT UP
She did not just say that, I know she's not walking out that door
S: ASHLEY, ASHLEY I screamed but she didn't come back you know what fuck this I thought if she doesn't want me then who gives a fuck who am I kidding I love her I just I cant do this anymore and with that I fell to the floor crying I cried for what seemed like hours b4 I got myself together and called glen to come pick me up god I am such and idiot I pushed her right into aiden I figured I kinda over reacted with the text messages so I was gonna come back and apologize to Ashley 2moro right now I needed rest I just hoped Ashley didn't do anything too stupid tonight but this was Ashley and theres no telling what she might do
(A/N: aww i dont have n e fans :( so people let me know should i keep going or stop any and all feedback is appriciated
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