Okies next chappie, sorry this came out later than I planned, damn internet screwed up on me again, so I'm begging my parents for a new computer for xmas, no more laptops for me. I've had two laptops in a year and they both were fucked, so ya here's a tip for you guys planning to get a laptop, don't bother! Or maybe it's just me, either way I know I'm babbling so I'm going to shut up.

P.s. when I mention Hinata's mom and Neji's mom in this story, it isn't their real names during the manga/anime; I haven't got a clue what they are so I made some up.

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Story recap: Neji had walked into a bar and saw Tenten kissing Shika, he ran off in tears, Hinata found him and then was almost killed by him, if Shikamaru hadn't turned up when he did, Hinata would of probably died.

Story Start: (Still in the past)

Hinata couldn't sleep that night, both Neji and Tenten hadn't returned back to the Hyuuga Mansion. She was worried sick and was physically sick.

Sick with blood. Any emotion turmoil caused to her to cough up blood. She hated it.

She refused to go to a doctor about it. When Tenten had found out she tried to make Hinata go to Tsunade about it but Hinata had declined Tenten's "kind gesture." Tenten couldn't argue though once she found about her addiction.

So each other's secret was kept safe, they promised each other that if one of them told another then they would have to get their problem sorted out. Every Hyuuga probably knew of her weakened state but refused in fear of either having their curse seal used against them and no one in the Head truly cared. Her mother was too frightened of Hiashi and Hanabi just followed what ever her father did. The Elders just saw her as a troubled attention-seeking waste. The pressures of the Clan rules were starting to affect Tenten.

One time when training with Neji, Hinata had fallen to the ground, Hinata hated herself not being to stand up against her cousin. Her Father had refused his little "protégé" to be defiled by Hinata's weakness. Hinata often wished she was the Branch of the family and Neji was the Head. It just felt like it was meant to be. He the strong warrior had that right unfairly taken from him. While she was never meant to be a Hyuuga, she never should have had the "privilege" of calling herself a Hyuuga as Hiashi had often said. Not able to recall any proper memories of her uncle but from the Hyuuga women he was a kind person. There was one memory of him she'd never forget, she can't remember what happened but somehow a younger 3 year old Hinata had ended up on the floor, crying as a lot of children would have. Her father had left her calling her weak, after her father left the room, Hizashi had helped her to her feet comforting and covering her in his "magical" kisses that would make it all better. This was the only time he had ever shown affection to Hinata, she didn't understand why he didn't hate her for being a Head daughter. Even at 20 years old she still didn't know and she was too frightened to ask her father for an explanation. But that was something Hinata was jealous of Neji for, she couldn't careless if he was stronger or anything, she was jealous on how he had a loving father was hers was as Tenten called him, a "stuck-up prick that didn't know the difference between his face and his ass." This of course made Hinata giggle but when her father heard what was said then guilt struck like lightening, she was meant to stand by for father not bitch about him behind his back.

Getting up from bed, Hinata wrapped a kimono around her slender body, she couldn't help but feel cold. She had the feeling of being watched, activating her Byakugan, she looked out through her window for any clue for any watcher. Feeling a little safer, Hinata had not seen anything suspicious apart from Tenten and Neji returning, from what she could see Tenten was drunk again. Usually it was Hinata who went out this time of night to fetch her drunken cousin-in-law but deciding tonight it would be best for Neji to so they can sort out their precious marriage.

Still keeping a watchful eye on Tenten, Hinata hoped that their marriage would sort out.

They were all each other had, Tenten's mother was an alcoholic whore and Neji's mother had no interest in raising her own son, it was before Hizashi's death that Neji's mother had abandoned Neji. Her real name was Kyowa but Hizashi had dubbed her "Kyou" (A/N: Kyou means bad luck in Japanese.)

Neji had of course didn't care who is mother was as he was naturally raised without one, but because of her selfishness, Neji had to suffer. When she was rarely mentioned Neji was often say "Never mention Hyuuga no Kyou no Haha in front of me" (A/N: "Hyuuga no Kyou no Haha" basically means in English, The Hyuuga Mother of Bad Luck)

He often cursed her in the older language. Both Hinata and Neji were raised being taught the old tradition language. She could understand his anger but Neji never knew the truth of why he was abandoned. Hinata was explained why Kyowa left by her own mother.

Flashback, (When Hinata says "Haha" she isn't laughing as Haha is an actually word in Japanese. Haha means Mother in English, due to the Hyuuga being an old noble clan, the chances are Hinata would never call her "mom" but "mother" for respect, just as the Uchiha clan, Sasuke and Itachi would have done the same with their mom)

"Haha, how come Neji-nii-san doesn't have a mother?" a young 16 year-old Hinata said. She had never got shy around her mother, she could tell her anything and it would never be repeated.

"You're not a child anymore Hinata, maybe it's time you knew the truth" Makita said, "Hizashi and Kyowa were deeply in love before the birth of Neji, they were due to marry but because Kyowa got pregnant before she was wed, Hizashi told her to never contact him again. Due to being pregnant before marriage, you're Grandfather saw this as a sin within the Hyuuga Clan and made Kyowa leave. If your Grandfather had his way, he would have made her have an abortion but this something Hiashi wouldn't allow"

"N-Nani? But why?" Hinata stuttered shocked.

"The truth is Hinata, I also got pregnant before I wed, it just made it look like I just got pregnant just after I got married. Hizashi knew of this too, but if it were found that I too got pregnant then in no doubt either you or Neji would have been killed, most likeliest would be Neji as he descends from the Branch family."

"So because of two unmarried women who were pregnant, it meant that Neji-nii's mother got sent away? You never told Ojii-san of me! Am I the reason Neji suffers?"

Running out the room in tears, it was her fault that Neji was so put down. Neither she nor him knew the reason why. Neji was hated because apparently his mother was some sort of slut who had a one-night with her uncle. Her birth was the reason. So no one dared mistreat her, the way they did to Neji just because she was the Head's daughter as well as the heiress.

Was she truly the reason…?

End flashback

How Hinata never forgave herself for ever asking her mother for such truth, no one knew why Neji hated her, if she'd never been born then he would never be treated the way he was.

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Okies I know it isn't very long but I can't update tomorrow because it's a friend's birthday and I can't come on because I might be sleeping over her place and yah…

How disappointing! I put my last chapter up and people added it to alert/faves list which I'm very grateful for but not one of you review, please review this one? If I'm a crap author then tell me then I'll scrap and delete all this story if it's causing this much dislike.

Kryssie xx