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Chan: hi guys! I hope you all had a great Christmas! Here is a new one shot which came to me over the holiday.

This Oneshot's paring: Pegasus/Jagger

Warnings: rape, male/male paring again, possible bad language but I'm not sure lol. Enjoy!

The worst party in the world
Jagger's P.O.V.

Every year on New Years Eve we have a party. We invite just about everyone we know, everyone who's important that is. This year we to let Chazz invite one of his friends, I think his name is Jaden or something like that. I looked over to see the two giggling and getting more than slightly drunk. I couldn't exactly say anything, I was drunk too. Very drunk. Looking back I wonder if perhaps that's what made it so easy. Maybe if I hadn't of been so out of it then I wouldn't have put up more of a fight, or he just might not have chosen me at all.

But, as it was, I was drunk. And I intended to get drunker. I slipped into the empty kitchen and reached to the cupboard above the sink, removing a half full bottle of wine. I didn't bother with a glass and drank it straight from the bottle. I would have downed it all if it hadn't been for the click of shoes behind me which indicated that I was no longer alone. I turned.

"Well, well, well, if it isn't the co-host of this party." That voice still sends shivers down my spine. "You wouldn't be drunk would you, Jagger-boy?" Why didn't I just leave? Why didn't a back off screaming my head off? Why on earth did I just laugh and say 'maybe'? He smirked at me.

"Aren't you gonna offer your guest some of that wine?" I nodded and reached the bottle towards Pegasus's outstretched hand. He went to take it but at the last moment grabbed my wrist instead.

"Tell me something..." he whispered with one of his trademark smirks. "Do you believe in love at first sight?" my heart caught in my throat. I shook my head desperately. No, no, no…my mind was begging but I couldn't voice anything. I just mouthed wordlessly.

"Aww, now that is just too bad." He said letting me go. I let out a sigh of relief and took a half step to the side. It was one half step too many. Before I could move anymore a hand, once again, shot out and took hold of me by the arm.

"And where exactly do you think you're going, Jagger-boy?"

"Ugh, I am not a boy. Now get off me before I call security." I snapped, trying to wrench myself free.

"You won't be calling anyone in a second." And he was right. He grabbed Chazz's scarf from where it hung by the door and forced it into my mouth. I was so stunned that I didn't even think to fight back until he had pushed me out of the door and down the garden into the cover of a tall tree. It was only then that I started to struggle.

"Stop that." He snapped, slapping me across the face. His voice had changed completely. Personally, I' always thought he was a bit of a joke, brilliant at his job, but completely mad. Now he was actually scaring me, and I don't scare very easily. I kept hoping that he might just be joking and that he was just trying to make me look stupid. He had my arm twisted painfully behind my back as he forced me to lie on the ground. He wrenched the scarf out of my mouth but before I could scream for help he placed his lips over mine. My eyes widened and I gasped with shock, which turned out to be a mistake as it only gave him the opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth. I gagged and tried to turn away but he just held me down.

"You'd better stop struggling now, or I might have to go and find someone else…You're little brother's in there, isn't he?"

"D-Don't you dare touch him, or I'll-" I didn't get to finish my sentence. I yelped as my shirt was yanked up above my head. With an evil smirk he ran his finger down my chest and stomach before using my shirt to tie my arms together. I whimpered with a muffled sob.

"What's the matter, ugly? Do the good-looking genes skip the middle child in your family?" he didn't let me answer and kissed me again. I was so distracted by what his mouth was doing that I didn't realise that he was already pulling off my trousers until he pulled back, and by then of course, it was too late.

"Don't…" I was crying for the first time in years. I told myself that I was being a baby, that I should fight back, yell for help…but my limbs seemed frozen in place and my mouth felt like it was full of cotton wool. By this point he'd started sucking on my neck. It briefly crossed my mind that if it was anyone other than him, any other place then I might have actually enjoyed it. But I didn't. I was ling there and he was hurting me. And hurting me. And hurting me…

Somewhere, that seemed very far off, people were counting down to the New Year. As the clock started to strike midnight, Pegasus kissed me on the lips. It was fierce and painful, but I was already numb and dead inside.

"Happy new year, slut. Don't forget to invite me next time you have a party, Jagger-boy." He stood up, pulling his clothes back on and brushing himself off. He walked off and left my lying there to cry like a baby. I wish he had killed me. But I guess he did kill me in a way. Not long after that, Chazz and Slade came out to look for me with torches.

"Jagger? Are you out here?" Chazz actually sounded worried. I tried to respond but all that came out was an odd, choked cry. It was loud enough though.

"Jagger!? What happened?" Slade sat me up and I was sick all over his suit. He'll phone the hospital, and they'll get me sorted out…but I'll still want to kill myself. I'll still want to die. It's odd, we've only just started a new year, and if I have my way then I won't be around to see the end of it. Happy New Year indeed.

End Oneshot

Chan: there we go. Lol sorry if you were hoping I'd leave the rape scene in but A)I don't want my account deleted and B) ii suck at writing them. I hope you like the end result. R&R everyone. And have a happy new year.