A/N:I don't own anything.

I wrote this with Paramore's Brighter.

And in the next chapter I'll do the Cullen's point of view and its going to be before the rape and during and after.

Brighter Then Anyone

Charlie's POV

I never seen my Bella shy away from Edward, never. She was always running into his arms. I don't know what changed. I didn't really want to talk to her about it, that isn't what I do. I sat back for most of her young years and as much as I watch her now I don't know if she'll heal from this like she did with Jacob when Edward left even though she has everything she could ever want here. It wasn't really our business to watch in her sleep but she looked peaceful. Calm before the storm they say. When she looked at Me and Esme's broken faces she burst into tears. Not sure what to do I went down and called Renee. Bella would've been proud I hadn't called Renee when Bella first got home broken and nearly naked in Edward's arms. I looked at his face and he looked like he wanted to cry but just wouldn't because of how peaceful she was. When I came down Edward ran past me to Bella I didn't really mind if he was here constantly if thats what heals MY Bella then that's what I'll take. My Bella is more important then my old-fashioned ways. I called Renee and then felt so stupid. She insisted that Bella goes down to Jacksonville. I tried negotiating with her but Bella came down the stairs with Esme and tried dodging Edward's every attempt to touching her. She sat down and Edward went to make her breakfast. Out of nowhere Bella burst into a fresh round of tears.

"Is that Mom?" Bella said through her tears.

"Is that Bella let me talk to her." Renee said into my ear. I passed Bella the phone and waited for them to talk.

"Mom I'm not going to Jacksonville. I don't care. I'm not leaving anyone here. No I don't want to go. Mom let me make my own decsions. It's my life and this is my mistake let me deal with it." Bella passed the phone back to me and as much as she looked disgusted she went and hugged Edward's back holding for her dear life making sure she couldn't leave. She leaned up and kissed his cheek before leaving the room. The doorbell rang and Bella answered it bringing in Alice and Angela. When Angela hugged her it looked like her walls that she had built up was lost and she cried into Angela's arms. Alice strayed away and got closer to Esme.

"Do you mind if Emmett and Rosalie come do you?" Alice asked projecting the question to me and Bella. I shook my head and started to leave to Billy's I had to talk to Billy I wasn't ready for this. I kissed the top of the brown that wasn't hiding in Angela's shoulder and left.

Bella's POV

I tried getting away from Edward but he eventually caught up with my slow movements and started crying with me. Of course no tears came but he was dry sobbing. And even though most of my body ached I almost felt well. I wanted to talk to someone but when I opened my mouth they dodged it by walking down the stairs. Even though the imbrace in my room felt good I still tried dodging him trying to make him notice the filth of my skin. I wanted to take a shower to get rid of the fiilth but I don't know if any rape kits were done while I was asleep. I sat down and my body screamed to me and reminded why I hurt so badly. I broke down and Esme tried to help me but her attempt was futile. Charlie was on the phone and he seemed like he was arguing.

"Is that Mom?" I said trying to sober up. Charlie passed me the phone and I was swept into the caring voice of my mother. The sizzling of the pan of whatever Edward was making was my relief system.

"Bella you are comming down here now and if you don't your going to rot into your own skin. We have to get you away so Charlie can get the guy it was the guy's fault. You are comming down here this weekend." Renee rambled into my ear.

I burst and said, "Mom I'm not going to Jacksonville. I don't care. I'm not leaving anyone here. No I don't want to go. Mom let me make my own decisions. It's my life and this is my mistake so let me deal with it."

I passed the phone to back to Charlie and walked over to Edward. I hugged his back.

"Edward I feel so gross. But I do love you." I let go and kissed his cheek and left planning to get dressed or something of the sorts. The doorbell rang while I was in the hall so I went and opened it. Alice in her pixie like way skipped past me avoiding me. But Angela was wide open with a hug. I hugged her and everything that I had built up fell again but at least someone was here to comfort me. I felt someone kiss my head after Alice asked something and walk out the door. The doorbell rang again and I opened the door up after I let go of Angela. Emmett gracefully strolled past me and Rosalie looked at me as though nothing happened to me.

I followed Angela into the kitchen where my breakfast that Edward made was waiting for me. When there was no room to sit I went for the counter but Edward pulled me onto his lap. I blushed when everyone was looking at me and like on a cue everyone looked away and started they're own conversation. I tried not listening to them but I couldn't help but hear they're cheerful voices. While I was drowning in sadness everyone else was floating with the sun on they're faces. If I could choose five people I could be with at the moment it would be Edward, Jasper, Angela, Rosalie, and Jacob. I would have Jasper so he could make me happy like everyone else and Rosalie so I could talk to someone who understood what I was going through. After I finished my food I leaned back into Edward who was talking to Emmett. When I leaned back he kissed my hair and stroked my hair calming me better than Jasper ever could.

A/N:I hope you enjoy it!!!!!