A/N: I don't own anything.

I wrote this with Brighter by Paramore and others I can't remember.

I'll write some in a little while I hope

Only You

Bella's POV

I heard Charlie chat with Sam in the doorway. I payed attention more too the pizza then I did to them talking but I caught snippets of "Thank you's" and "You've helped me so much". When Charlie came and sat down next to me, I was started on the crust which topped off the whole pizza. Charlie sighed, shook his curls, and turned on the T.V. I could tell he was stalling but I didn't push him. I would watch all the sports he wanted, I didn't want to fall into my nightmares. I could tell he was struggling for the words that just wouldn't come out. Finally he just gave up, turned off the T.V., and turned towards me.

"Bella, how are you?" Charlie asked akwardly.

"I'm okay. How about you Dad?"

"No, how have you been since you know?" He asked

"I'm getting better if that helps." I said waiting for an expression to betray his face.

"Do you want to visit Renée? I'm sure she'd love to have you and help you." Charlie offered.

"I want to stay here, Dad. I'm sure I'll miss all the green stuff and the protection of the clouds."

"Are you sure?" Charlie said wairily.

"I'm positive Dad. Now how about that game?" I said reaching for the remote and I never saw Charlie look at me like I was an angel sent from sports heaven. I turned on the T.V. and pretended to get into the game but I was so lost in my mind that I didn't know what type of game it was. Around midnight Charlie turned off the T.V. and I followed him up the stairs. When I entered my room I jumped in surprise to Edward laying on my bed his eyes closed.

"Where's your two girlfriends?" I asked walking past him to my bathroom tote.

"Last time I checked I only had one and she's standing infront of me." Edward said watching me through one eye.

"Oh well, what about Tanya who was attached to your hip?" I asked quietly, starting for the door.

"I wasn't attached to hers though." Edward said pointing his innocence out.

"What about the other girl?" I asked pointedly.

"An old friend that I used to know from Chicago. Bella, calm down. I'm not leaving you for anyone."

"I'm pretty sure they're much more cleaner than me."

"Tanya's nearly the slut of the town. You're nothing compared to her." Edward said, towering over me.

"But she's gorgeous and not a danger magnet, a guy magnet. And she's a vampire who's probably damn near perfect for you." I said tears shooting up into my eyes.

"No your damn near perfect for me and I don't want her and I don't understand why you can't get that. You can accept everything except for that." Edward said standing infront of me and lifting my chin trying to make me look at him.

"Edward, let me go change and I'll be back in a little." I said

"No, because you won't come back" Edward said.

"Yes I will! Now let me pass" I said as I walked into the bathroom and changed. I went out and crawled into my bed. I felt Edward's arm turn me over and I saw his face from the glow of the alarm clock.

"Bella, I love you. I want you to know that."

"Edward, I love you too. But I just don't believe that I'm good enough for you." I said staring at his face.

"Your perfect for me, love. You can't doubt that."

"Not tonight I can't. Tomorrow possibly." I said cutting him off with a kiss before he could say anything else. We rolled until he was on top of me and his hand was tangled in my hair. I had one hand tangled in his soft redish hair and one in the back of his neck. He whispered my name and disappered into the darkness after we pulled away, while my door opened when Charlie checked in on me.

"Hey Dad, can't sleep?" I asked as the bright light made my eyes throb.

"I could've sworn I heard you talking to someone." Charlie said looking confused.

"Only myself." I said so convincingly that Charlie didn't think twice as he shrugged his way out of the door. When the door closed an cool arm wrapped it's way around my body. I rolled onto the cold muscular body and kissed Edward's mouth. Edward broke away and rolled me off.

"Okay love, control yourself now. Charlie is listening really carefully and I think a banging headboard would give us away." Edward whispered and laughed quietly.

"No, I don't want to stop. Please don't make me stop Edward." I asked him pleadingly.

"Don't because I want to give it to you but I don't know if I'll be able to handle myself."

"Your Superman, Edward. PLEASE?!" I asked as loudly as I could to let us not be caught.

A/N: Man, I'm sorry I need to catch up with life it moves so fast! I have so much to catch up with.